MY LOVE AND MY LIFE TAKE AWAY MY TWINS

CHAPTER 28 NAURA PSYCHIATRIC TESTS

After conducting a psychiatric examination in prison by Psychiatrists and Psychologists, Naura experienced several mental disorders. Naura was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder and Antisocial personality disorder or what we know as Psychopaths.

Bipolar disorder can cause extreme mood swings. This condition also makes fluctuations in energy levels and activities that can make daily life difficult.

The main characteristics of bipolar disorder are characterized by extreme mood swings from high to low, and from low to high. The highest is the period of mania, while the lowest is the period of depression.

Antisocial personality disorder is one of the disorders characterized by indifference, especially to the existing regulations in the community. This behavior lasts from childhood to adulthood.

The main pattern of this disorder is manipulative behavior such as lying or cheating for personal gain.

The characteristics of people with antisocial personality disorder can vary, but they usually fail to conform to social norms and law-abiding behavior. They tend to do unlawful acts repeatedly that have the risk of being given detention sanctions by the authorities.

So automatically Naura will undergo several treatments to cure both types of psychiatric disorders. For his Bipolar treatment he will undergo psychotherapy and drug administration. For her antisocial personality disorder treatment, she will undergo Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT), Medication for antisocial personality disorder and Family therapy. (For more details Googling yes).

A little tips and advice from the author, if we or people we know experience one or several mental disorders, better consult an expert. One of them is a Psychologist or Psychiatrist. Because if this psychological or mental disorder we allow and ignore continuously, it can be fatal as a result. Insha Allah with us endeavors and consultations with Psychologists and Psychiatrists, surely the opportunity to recover is there.

OK, we're back to the story.

I was shocked to hear the results of Naura's psychiatric test that just came out. Soon Naura will be transferred to a mental hospital to undergo therapy and several treatment networks for her recovery process.

Mama and Papa are also very sad to hear the current state of Naura. However, they are also guilty because their children have a mental disorder. They even blamed themselves for treating us differently. All this time they always put me together and proud of me compared to Naura. For them Naura is just my shadow that need not be highlighted.

After all Naura is my twin sister, I love her so much. No matter how much evil he did to me, I knew it was out of his consciousness. Had he not suffered from a mental disorder, he might never have hurt me like this. I always prayed for her recovery, and hoped that my relationship with Naura would improve.

" Nayra, tomorrow we look at your sister in a mental hospital. She needs us as her family to heal, " Mama said in tears.

" Yes Ma, tomorrow we go to Naura. "

" I'm sorry for all Naura Nak's mistakes, she did this all not of her own will. Since it was his soul disturbance that caused him to act this aggressive, "Papa also persuaded me.

" Yes Pa, we'll see Pa tomorrow. I also could not bear to continue to prosecute him through the law. Hopefully because of the psychiatric test Naura can suspend his sentence. "

" Yes, baby, " answered Mama.

The next day we arrived at the mental hospital where Naura was treated. We headed to Naura's special room, she was seen still asleep. But when she woke him up, she started to open her eyes.

" Mama, "That word was first spoken from Naura's lips.

" Yes dear this is Mama, Mama sorry dear. You became like this because of Mama's fault. Mama did not realize that all this time Mama chose love for you. And you are the victim, son. "

" Yes, dear, Papa also apologizes if you've been ignoring you all along. Papa always glorifies your brother more than you, son. Papa regrets Son. "

" Naura, I am also sorry because maybe with my presence you always feel ignored and hurt. But trust me, I love you very much. You're my only twin brother that we'll always be brothers. "

Suddenly Naura shed her tears and fell down her cheeks. He was still silent and sobbing withstanding his pain. He was very sad at that time.

" You wanna say what, baby, Mama's gonna listen. "

" You guys came at an inopportune time. Where were you guys all this time ????? Where were you when I needed you, when I was sad and needed your loving embrace !!!!! You only know my dark and ugly side, you don't know how I cried because of your treatment of me !!!!!!! "

" Let's forgive Mama and Papa who have wasted you all this time, son. We promise soon we'll be fair to you, "Papa and Mama's promise.

" It remains that my pain is still deep enough to forgive all your mistakes. Since childhood I was treated differently from Nayra, just because I was a stupid child and could not bear the name of the Wijaya Family. You guys always put Nayra together and I'm always the number. If only you knew that I was also an ordinary human being who had a heart and feelings. "

" Yes dear, forgive your Mama, son, "

" It is too late for you to apologize, now I am Naura who will avenge all your crimes against me. Just look at it later, I will avenge me on you guys !!!!! You guys who have given me bitter childhood memories !!!!! I will give you memories of a future that is no less bitter than the same one I felt first !!!!!!!??? Just look, just look !!!!!!! Ahahahahahahahhahahaha !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

Naura became uncontrollable and shouted hysterically while laughing so we were told to go out by her nurse. We did not expect the injury of his unhappy childhood, because feeling neglected made him have to experience mental disorders like this.

Indeed, being identical twins is a challenge in itself, especially if one of us has characteristics and advantages that are more prominent. One of them I who have academic advantages intellectually more noticed and numbered united by both my parents. With a goal because I have high intelligence, it is expected to replace the family company.

On the other hand it turns out there are other children whose hearts are injured to make him experience mental disorders.