My Little Woman's

Sisil Confession

Sisil came out with trembling hands holding a letter that could be from Mr. Go. There was little fear of giving this letter to both of his parents. However, all this time, his mother and father always prided himself in front of all his friends and his extended family as a quiet, sweet, obedient child and never made a tantrum. If his mom and dad knew what Sisil was, how disappointed they would be. And Sisil doesn't want that until it happens.

"The only way is for me to apologize to Rahma and I will ask her to persuade Mr. Go to revoke the letter." murmured Sisil. He also walked to Rahma's class but when he arrived at Rahma's class, he saw that there was already a teacher there. While Sisil can not enter Rahma class because Sisil and Rahma different classes. Sisil goes to his own class but he promises that during the second break, he will go to Rahma and apologize to her.

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At 11:30 the second break bell rang. Sisil immediately ran to Rahma's class. But he saw that in class there were only a few people.

"Liat Rahma isn't?" ask Sisil.

"It seems to have gone to Musholla. At this time he usually goes to Musholla with Della for congregational Dhuhur Prayer." Reply Doni, class president.

"Okay, thanks." Sisil. He was confused to go to Musholla what not. Later if to Musholla can be asked to pray even though he has never prayed for his whole life. Once pas was still small but it was then and now he has forgotten how to pray and how to read.

Sisil waits for Rahma and Della in front of his class while playing hp. Fifteen minutes later, Rahma and Della arrive.

"Rahma, may I have a minute." Said Sisil while putting his cellphone in his pocket.

"Sorry, do you know me?" ask Rahma who does not know who is in front of her.

"Yes. I'll talk to you for a second. Can ya?" Pinta Sisil's.

"All right." Reply Rahma.

"But not here." Sisil.

"Yes, if that's what we're talking about in the park, but I brought you, right?" ask Rahma.

"It's not papa." Sisil replied with a smile.

Rahma invites Della to chat with Sisil in the park. They sit under a shady tree.

"What's wrong?" ask Rahma to the point.

"I want to apologize." Answer Sisil.

"For?" asked Rahma did not understand the reason he did not know this person and suddenly he came and talked and now he asked me to forgive. It is only natural that Rahma apologized for what.

"The banana peel problem." Sisil answered with a low look for fear of being sprayed by Rahma.

"So you're the one who made my best friend almost fall?" snapped Della doesn't take it.

"Sorry." Sisil replied, he did not dare to look at Rahma and her friend's face.

"It's so easy to apologize after what you've done. If Mr. Go didn't help Rahma, I don't know what would happen to her. Really, you're really mean you know not." Della was upset.

"It's Del, don't use emotion. We can talk about this either." Rahma mediates.

"But Ra, he made you almost fall." Della.

"I know, but he's sorry." Rahma said to Della so that she would no longer be emotional. Della also began to try to control her emotions, although honestly she was eager to teach a lesson to people who had wanted to harm her best friend.

"May I know what reason you threw that banana peel in front of me?" ask Rahma softly.

"I'm jealous." Answer Sisil.

"Jealous? same who?" rahma asked not to understand.

"Because I saw you and your best friend get off Refaldo's car" Sisil replied.

"It's Del, please don't use high voices. It's not good to see another ma." Rahma said because she saw several pairs of eyes looking at her.

"May I know your name?" ask Rahma.

"I'm Sisil." Answer Sisil.

"You're one of Refaldo's fans?" ask Rahma softly.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer Sisil.

"I'll tell you yes..Della and I went to school on foot. But right in the middle of the road it turns out that Refaldo passed by and he asked me and Della to get into his car. At first I didn't want to but because I saw the clock was stuck, finally me and Della decided to get into the car let alone Refaldo a little forcing so it's not good if rejected. I don't have anything to do with Rebaldo. Have you ever seen me and Refaldo together? Don't you? This time, right?

I know you like Refaldo but that doesn't mean you want to hurt everyone who's stuck with Refaldo. What good are you doing that? What by getting rid of all the people with Refaldo can make Refaldo fall in love with you. No? There is Refaldo more ilfil and disgust with you because he knows that you are not a good woman and anyone will not want to establish a relationship with a person who is clearly clear character and nature less well.

Sisil, you are beautiful. You can get a better guy, richer, fairer, cooler, more everything than Refaldo. You don't have to focus on one guy, though, look around you there are still many people who love you sincerely but why do you only pursue one person who is clear he did not even glance at you never even think you exist. Has Refaldo ever given you the opportunity to chat with him. Don't you? Then why are you tired of getting rid of everyone just for the sake of people who don't care about you.

Mending you focus on learning so that you can be a proud parent. You are schooled to be a good child, a smart child, a child who will be able to make parents happy instead of making you a bad person like this and do not care about school grades. Don't disappoint your parents just for the sake of one man you can't really have. If he is your match, he will come and propose to you. But if he is not your soul mate even if you try to get it, it will never happen.

Better, you change yourself for the better. Don't be this bad guy, don't spend your teenage years bullying your friends and insulting them. Don't you feel sorry for them. Because of your selfishness, they are willing to change schools because they can not stand you jahili. Everyone, even the teachers, knows who you are. Even if you close it with your attitude that pretends to be good in front of people but as smart as you cover the carcass, it will definitely smell too. So try to fix yourself now, be a child who can have many achievements so that everyone is proud of you." Rahma said.

"I'm sorry, I realized I was wrong. But what should I do now. Mr. Go gave me a letter to both my parents. I don't want my mom and dad to know how I was at school. I don't want to disappoint them. I beg you to help me, persuade Mr. Go that he revoke the letter he has given me. I beg......" Pinta Sisil's.

"I can't help. Because I'm not familiar with Mr. Go. After all, Mr. Go is the teacher here, and I might dare to say that after he decides something. Sorry, I can't help you. Maybe this is how you are responsible for all your mistakes from the past until now. Dare to do must dare to be responsible." Rahma.

"So you can't help me?" ask Sisil.

"I'm sorry, I can't." Answer Rahma softly. Actually he pity Sisil. But he could not have come to Pak Go and asked him to revoke the parents' summons for Sisil. That's very unlikely.

"Yes, I'm not papa. I understand kog. Again, I'm sorry for what I did." Sisil.

"It doesn't matter if you don't repeat it again." Gentle Rahma's speech.

"God, I will not repeat it again. I'll learn to be better than I am now." Sisil smiled.

"Thank God."

"Thank you for the advice." Sisil then left Rahma and Della who were still sitting quietly under the tree.

"Pity him." Della.

"Yes. All this time he's been blinded by love. I hope after this, he can learn from the previous mistakes so as not to repeat them again. She is actually a good woman, just because of the excessive admiration makes her do everything she can to get what she wants. No matter if it hurts a lot of people. And now, he felt scared and agitated after Mr. Go gave his parents a call letter maybe he did not want to disappoint his parents because of the attitude he had been in school all this time." Rahma.

"Are you sure it's going to change?" ask Della.

"Eitherway. But I hope he'll change for the better." Rahma smiled sweetly.

"Yes, hopefully. I went to class, bell. Oh yeah later we go home to school and buy fried rice. I want my fried rice." Della stood up from her seat and walked towards her class.

"May but my money's up. I pinjem yours first huh." Rahma.

"Okay, it just so happens that my money is still there. So later even if you pay me. You also used to pay me a lot when I had no money, now change my time to treat you. You don't need a pinjem. We are friends even like brothers so we have to share." Della.

"Hehe, you're right."

They also entered the class, the last hour was Indonesian lessons and Rahma really liked the lesson.