My Little Woman's

Applying to Amira

Devano who had arrived in the room Amira also felt dag dig dug dar. After Amira let in and sat down, Devano finally sat down on the chair in front of Amira's desk. So their current positions are facing each other.

Amira actually feels the same way, but she is so good at hiding what she feels right now that Amira looks relaxed, and does not look nervous at all.

"Is there anything Mr Dev wants to say?" asked Amira first because Devano had chosen to be quiet and not open his voice immediately.

"Emmm I'm here to propose to you," said Devano to the point made Amira just a faint smile. A smile that not even everyone could see her thinly cupped

"Why do you want to apply for me all of a sudden?" ask Amira. He knew this question was presumptuous, especially he asked this to his superiors. But at this time they no longer discuss the problem of work but a proposal. So Amira has the right to ask the questions that are in her head.

"Because ...." Devano was a little confused as to what to answer. Fak may have said because he was desperate and wanted to be free from Dita.

"Is it because Dita's mother often comes to Mr Dev's room?" asked Amira because she saw Devano who was confused about what to answer.

"We know about that?" ask Devano.

"Yes, Rahma told me everything" replied Amira.

"Then how do you respond?" ask Devano.

"I'm sorry I refused it" said Amira steadily.

"Ke .. why?" asked Devano who was getting nervous.

"Because marriage is not a game. And I want to marry once in a lifetime with the man I love, and those who love me sincerely and want to accept me as I am and want to fight together to build a family that is sad, mawadah and warahmah," amira said at length while Devano just silently listened.

"Sir Dev? Didn't Mr. Dev feel that Mr. Dev was selfish. Just because you want to avoid Mother Dita, you want to sacrifice my feelings, my future, my happiness? Just because Mother Dita, my father willingly married me who is nobody Father, even we are not too close to know. All this time we were just superiors and subordinates, nothing more than that,"

"If the father of his intentions is wrong, then how in the future the father builds a household while in it there is no love. Maybe true, you can provide luxury with what you have today. But unfortunately, I'm not a matre girl. I can even make money from working hard and I'm happy with what I'm doing right now."

"Actually I feel a little disappointed because I am here to be victimized by the selfishness of the Father. I who do not know anything, must be brought in for the sake of the personal problems of the Father with Mother Dita. Here I feel like there is no price at all. If Dita didn't do anything, then Mr. Dev wouldn't have married me, would he? Hah it hurts to know, that we are only made to run away," said Amira complained while twitching her own forehead which is actually okay

"I'm sorry, I don't mean it like that" Devano said. He didn't think so far.

"That's it, Mr. Dev doesn't have to apologize,"

"But I'm wrong here so I must apologize. Sorry I didn't think about your feelings. Maybe right now I don't love you, but that doesn't mean I can't. Just not yet, but I'm sure as time goes by, I can love you with all my heart."

"Maybe you're wondering why my choice fell on you. First because Rahma likes you and wants you as her sister-in-law. Second, because I see you as different from other women. You are so good at closing the law, you are not like other women who seek my attention, you are so friendly and also polite you are obedient worship, you are not installment, you are not, you don't like to gossip like most women out there, you're independent, you're mature, you're not emotional, you're smart to carry yourself so it always looks calm, you know, you have a sincere heart and all that."

"A man should not look for a wife like you, so that his son may have a motherlike nature. Moreover, it is the mother who is closer to the child, who will be the first teacher for their child. So a man must be observant in choosing a companion for life and I choose you who have a maternal attitude and because of the advantages that you have as I mentioned earlier."

"And Dita's problem, it's true that I want to stay away from her, so I want a marriage spree but that's not my main focus, but because I feel I'm old enough to build a household, moreover, I have found the right woman for me to make a wife. I don't want to be preceded by anyone else" Devano explained in detail and at length.

"And I also want to get married once in a lifetime, so I can't mess with marriage. I was also taught about great responsibility. So you don't have to be afraid of me. And let's start now learning to love each other. I'm sure I'll love you easily, because you deserve to be loved by everyone" Devano continued

Amira who heard it began to be moved, she could see the seriousness in Devano's eyes. He knows that Devano is a good man and he never looks to change women.

"All right, I'll think about it. Give me until tomorrow" said Amira.

"OK I'll wait for an answer from you tomorrow, and thank you for everything. Excuse me first" Devano said, rising from his seat and leaving Amira's room.

He returned to his own room where Rahma was waiting for him to tell him what he had just experienced.