My husband Sad Boy

Wounds That Are Too Deep

"I mean what Sofyan is? kang Sofyan, what do you want?" instantly fear enveloped me.

"Not pretending to bego. I'll pay you!" he said with an angry look.

"Aren't you disgusted by me? do you look at a cheap woman like me?" I'm getting bolder. Kang Sofyan dragged me and brought me closer to the bed.

Bugh!

My body was thrown right on the bed. I tried to get up, but Sofyan's kang fell on my body. I thrashed out asking to be released, but kang Sofyan fiercely attacked me. Fluttering me with excitement, stomping her body with vigor and a little rough. For a long time I was lulled and enjoyed every touch by touch from the kang Sofyan. I didn't expect, a guy like kang Sofyan could be this brave when he was in bed. I got late and started replying to every attack after attack from the very intoxicating kang Sofyan.

"Oh.... Ratna.!" i...!"

Rddaarr!!!!!

Like lightning striking right into my heart, Sofyan's words at the release end of the game made me feel frozen. Suddenly my tempest was gone, my lust was carried by the wind, my passion was hiding and my pain was so intense. Kang Sofyan actually thrust a dagger into my heart with a deep wound.

Under his cage I let out tears without a sound. I can't stand it, it hurts too much! a husband consciously mentions another woman's name while at the top of the game. It's gone too far, I can't help it anymore!

"Bajing*n!" I pushed him hard and ran to the bathroom and splashed my body with water in the bathtub. I'm disgusted! I'm disgusted with myself. I want to remove all traces of that man. But it seems that the man's words are true, once prostitution*r remains a prostitute*r! i'm bendor*r! I'm Puja the cheap biduan*n!

"Hu.. hu.." I cried bitterly, I lamented that fate so cruel punished me. Can't I be happy?

'Sister, Ratna.. sorryin Puja...'

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I don't know how long I've been in the bathroom, which is clear my tears are dry. I came out plain without a thread. I walked casually past him just like that. Then took some of my clothes off. I saw a confused look from his face reflected in the closet.

"Basic has no shame!" said cynical.

'I have no shame, nothing precious about my body. I'm cheap*n!' my inner.

I didn't answer his words. I feel tired and tired. I don't want to talk to him anymore.

"When I come home, from last night you cry, you don't want to eat because you're worried about you! uh who was worried even fun open BO!" said rough.

I'm staying quiet.

Kang Sofyan pulled my hand to go with him. When the door opened, it was already there.

"Sorry yes is old, Puja wants to go home with kang Sofyan" he said gently and kindly.

"Yes kang" replied iis.

I remained silent, I felt my world was dead. I don't know, right now I feel like my life is no longer any good.

I was forced back by kang Sofyan.

"Good!" said it.

I followed and sat in the back seat of the bike. While we were both silent, no one said a word. We finally arrived at Sofyan's house. My mother was very happy to see me coming. My mother hugged me and kissed my face with love.

"Neng geulis, don't go again, baby, dear mother Puja, I'm really worried" he said, holding my hand. I just nodded and smiled thinly.

"Yes, Puja rest first there, Puja must be tired." he said. Again I am like a living robot who complies. I went into the room and rolled out a mat to lie down. Kang Sofyan entered the room.

"Watch up. It's cold down" he said.

I ignored his words and closed my eyes tightly. I felt my body drift, it seemed like kang Sofyan was holding me. And a moment later I felt sleeping on a soft bed. Me and Kang Sofyan one bed. Pleased? sure no! I'm numb already!

My eyes may be closed, but my heart is not, that night I cried in silence.

'Lord.... Until when did you punish me?'