My husband Sad Boy
No End Regrets
A few hours later, the doctor had finished doing a curette to clean Puja's uterus from the remains of her baby who had fallen. Puja has also been transferred to the hospital room and can already be visited.
Clamps!
With a trembling body Sofyan opened the room where Puja was being treated. It turned out that Puja was awake and was now sitting on the side of the bed with a pale face and an empty look.
"Honey.." said Sofyan who saw the wife was silent.
"I'm sorry." That's all he could say. Puja was still silent to not reveal Sofyan's presence at his side. Sofyan tried to touch Puja's hand and Puja just left it without any resistance but still with eyes that stared blankly ahead.
"I'm sorry, this is all wrong. Kang Sofyan knew this time the mistake was outrageous." said Sofyan who now shed tears. Her heart breaks to pieces, as Sofyan's anger and ego must lose their baby-to-be. Plus Puja who looks different from before makes Sofyan feel more guilty.
"Darling.by dong, don't be quiet. I'm sorry Puja.. I beg you not to do this, do not be guaranteed kang Sofyan... hu..hu..." Sofyan wept dumbstruck as he continued to kiss Puja's back.
Puja now changed position to lie down and sleep sideways behind Sofyan. Puja closed his eyes, Puja felt a deep pain. Sofyan made her feel that she was nothing to the man's heart. All Sofyan's sweet sayings during this time are just nonsense. Puja thought her life with Sofyan would be happy, their love was strong, but it turned out that karma still applied to her. And this time Puja was really weak and fragile in dealing with it.
'Brother, sorry Puja brother. Sorry.' Inner Puja. His eyes shed tears. She was crying in silence. His heart continued to blame himself for his mistake to his older sister Ratna.
The pain that Sofyan inflicted was so deep, Puja was heartbroken when Sofyan helped another woman without telling her first, Puja also felt pain when Sofyan was so angry because he was worried about Risma. Puja felt pain when Sofyan did not hear her words and instead pushed her until they lost their second child candidate as if she meant nothing compared to other women. Puja feels Sofyan's love for her is just an obsession and nonsense or maybe even just a pity. I don't know, obviously Puja is feeling tired. Tired of his ever-shattering life! tired of the karma that never subsided. All night Puja just kept quiet, and closed his eyes without even turning to Sofyan.
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The next day Puja was allowed to go home. And when he arrived at home, Puja was greeted by his mother and two Bagja caregivers who stayed at Sofyan's house during Puja's hospital treatment.
"Peja..mak sorry Sofyan yes," said the mother when they were in Puja and Sofyan's room.
Puja did not answer and smiled bitterly. Puja looked at the wrinkled face of her mother who increasingly looks older. Puja is actually affectionate with this middle-aged woman. But, his other heart also blamed mother for everything that happened. It all happened because he was selfish to marry Sofyan, so that the feeling of love grew in him, and then he destroyed it.
"Congratulations mak, mother's efforts have been fruitful. Puja has been destroyed mak, kang Sofyan now likes Risma, or maybe they are married. Puja does not know, but clearly kang Sofyan covered everything from Puja" Puja said with a blank look.
"You said what Puja" said the mother with trembling lips.
"Usda who maksa Puja married Sofyan right mother. But the mother also tried misahin Puja and kang Sofyan. Puja don't know if you have any grudges like Puja. Why are you so evil with Puja. Mak, Puja nyesel tau enggak mak marah kang Sofyan. But Puja is not bad in the mother and kang Sofyan really. It's Puja's fault. This is karma for Puja mak, this is karma for the behavior of Puja first to Ratna" said Puja with reddened eyes. And without being able to resist her tears just flowed on her cheeks.
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