
After receiving a message from Ilyas, Risma wept again shedding all her sorrow. Risma felt really stupid and dirty. He was disgusted at his own body that had been touched by such a jerk like Ilyas. She also felt riled up and worried, what if Ilyas' words really happened, what if she was pregnant? what's he gonna do? Risma felt stess face all this alone.
And after that incident, Ilyas had tried several times to come to see him. But Risma never wanted to meet with Ilyas. Risma already did not want to see the face of the man who had taken his chastity. Risma's mother continues to wonder who Ilyas is and why Risma's attitude has become strange. But Risma was too good at covering up her problems from her mother, and she easily convinced her mother to believe her words.
Days passed, weeks changed and now it was a month after the incident at the hotel that Risma began to open up and want to leave the house. During this month Risma did feel very bad with the incident she experienced, so that made her forget for a moment her love for Sofyan.
That afternoon Risma was about to deliver food to Sofyan's house at the behest of her mother. However, just before the door, Risma felt like her stomach was stirring and wanted to vomit all the contents inside.
Huuueeekkk
Huuueeekkk
"Why Risma?" asked Risma's mother who saw her son vomiting.
"Risma is nothing. Risma is just nauseous, it seems to catch a cold" said Risma with a paled face.
"But your face shoots like a sick person" said Risma's mother.
"Nothing, this is the most common cold" said Risma reassured.
"Yes, you rest in the room, let the food be anther mother. All the ngingetin of the old grandmother so as not to forget to return the favor of our family!" his mother Risma said.
"Don't ma'am, kasian mom. Then my mom kept thinking how sick? later even Risma who was wronged kang Sofyan." said Risma.
"Huh! sabodo teing (whatever) wants to be sick want not, just nice she was nice while the mother's children until now have not married because of failed marriage" he said stirred. Risma's mother did not feel willing to see the happiness of Sofyan and Puja. He feels Sofyan belongs to Risma, and Puja takes it. So he did not sincerely see Sofyan's family happy when his son was still at home alone. Especially when he heard Sofyan buy a new car, his heart grew hotter. It should be Risma who enjoys the success of Sofyan, not a cheap woman like Puja. Puja does not deserve to be with Sofyan, only Risma is suitable to be Sofyan's wife.
And after getting the ojek, Risma rushed to ask to be delivered to the minimarket outside the village because the village was in the middle of a rubber plantation and there was no minimarket in the village, which there were only small stalls selling basic groceries.
After arriving at the minimarket, Risma immediately looked for flat objects commonly used to test for pregnancy and then paid for it in the sand. And maybe it was a bad day for Risma because she accidentally met Ilyas. Ilyas himself was like finding gold in a pile of sand, he sneered cunningly. That woman, the woman who made it for this month was like a madman from feeling something that could not be explained in words, she said, finally he could see her again and of course Ilyas did not want to miss this golden opportunity.
Risma was frightened, and hurriedly moved away from Ilyas. But Ilyas blocked his hand and forced Risma into his car.
"Please! bajing*an!" as Risma beat Ilyas in the hand with her bag.
"Shut up!" snapped Ilyas. This time there was so much anger on his face. Instantly, Risma's courage shrieked and was forced to remain silent no longer resisting. But still Risma thought how to make him free from this man.
Ilyas parked his car taking Risma somewhere and parked it on a deserted road.
"I want to go home, please release me." said Risma Lirih.
"Why did you block my number? why don't you want to see me, and why did you cancel our cooperation. You know the consequences, now Sofyan and Puja are getting more friendly and happy! I don't want to be taken by another man! you ruined my plan!" ilyas said with emotion.
"And because you have failed in my plan, you must replace Puja..." Ilyas did not continue his words when he saw Risma's eyes reddened in tears and held back his anger.
"Make what? to serve you? make it your nafs* impingement? yep! sorry I didn't want to! you better find another woman! I'll give you money to pay the woman you want to hire! but now please let me go! I want to live quietly!" risma. Ilyas felt trampled on his pride when Risma said that Risma did not want to be touched by him. To be honest, Ilyas is no longer playing women after divorcing Ratna and Puja. There was an incident that made him stop being a sex vender*t. Ilyas actually intends to start everything from scratch with Puja, but it turns out Puja is married and has children with Sofyan. Ilyas was heartbroken and when he met Risma, Ilyas felt attracted at first sight. And somehow when near Risma the nature of the casanova again demands to travel. Ilyas wants to have the girl. In the end Ilyas was stuck on one feeling that could not be expressed in words.
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