My husband Sad Boy

Lowest Point

After the events of that day Risma was more silent, the events that she hoped would make herself and Sofyan united were quite the opposite, there was no hope of her surviving. He felt devastated and useless, not to mention his mother's scolding that always filled his ears to feel hot.

"Mother failed to educate you Risma! you can be so stupid as to give your virgin to a man is not clear! moreover, that man was his ex-myster!" his mother Risma said. Risma did not answer, just remained silent as she continued to hug her knees.

"Mother mengahirin nyelihirin child useless and usually make the family embarrassed! tired of hearing people talk!!" cerocos his mother Risma without pause. He did not know Risma's heart was getting sicker hearing it, and at that time the devil was increasingly teasing him to do something that God hated. Suicide themselves! yes, in the mind of Risma at that time terbesit desire to end his life.

He walked out of his house to buy a liquid of insect venom for him to drink.

"Where are you Risma!" ask Risma's mother.

"You're following abah!" risma replied with a smile.

"What do you mean?!" ask Risma's mother.

"You're coming with me." replied Risma quietly.

"Yes, come with you! at home, it's just dizzy!" said Risma's mother who thought that Risma only wanted to go to her father's grave.

Risma walked with a blank look to a stall and gave the insect vapour*h. After that he walked out of the village to a rubber plantation that was quiet no one. Unbeknownst to him there was a man who accidentally saw the strange waves of Risma who is now following him from a distance a little far away.

Risma looked around to make sure that no one would see the action. Once he felt safe, he began to open the bottle containing insect venom. With trembling hands and tearful tears Risma began to point the bottle towards her mouth.

Arakk!!

The bottle fell before the poisonous liquid landed in his mouth. Risma gasped to see the man who was now looking at her with a sad and concerned face.

"Don't look like Risma, this is wrong" the man said.

"Well, you're meddling in my business!! go there!" remove Risma while pushing the man's body.

"I'm not leaving! you don't get desperate, not Risma. Remember Allah will not forgive sins bun*h self. Don't do it, you must be sad" said the man as he stared at Risma's face.

"I don't need your advice! my life is of no use anymore! my life is ruined! i'm dirty! i...! hu..." Risma cried and poured down to the ground. The man tried to get close to Risma and brought her a hug. Gently stroked Risma's hair.

"If you want to marry me, I'm willing to take responsibility for being the father of the child. But I'm just a poor man Risma, I have nothing" said the man trying to offer himself to Risma.

"Don't do this, you must be sad to see your only child desperate. At least don't add to your burden in the end of Risma, let him be happy by seeing you happy here" said the man.

"You want to marry me? I promise Risma I will love this child like my own. You know me, you know my family, am I a bad guy? don't you. Even if I am poor, I will work hard to meet your needs. But please don't end your life this way" he said trying to calm Risma down.

"But why do you want the same responsibility as this kid, huh?! you fuckin' like me? huh uh?" risma asked with a lackluster face.

"You got pregnant like this because I'm Ris, if only I hadn't run down you on the street, you wouldn't have met that jerk! none of this will happen" he said with a face full of regret.

"But I ask you to come down, I mean it. You don't have to feel guilty. Here I am wrong. I'm the stupid one." said Risma Lirih.

"No Ris, I'm wrong can't keep the trust from kang Sofyan, I should have anterin you to the house. I shouldn't have wanted you and in the end." His words paused. He felt very guilty for his negligence that did not take good care of Risma.

"Stop! do not go on, if therefore, if it is because of guilt. Better break your intention to marry me. You are not wrong and do not blame yourself." said Risma.

"Please Ris, please don't refuse me Ris. I'm a poor man, but I'm sincere Ris wants to help you. And I'm sure it's not hard for me to fall in love with you. But maybe the other way around." His words paused.

"You're a good man, just like kang Sofyan. Hardworking man, I'm sure you'll get a much better wife than me. Now Risma asked for anterine help to the grave abah yes, Risma kangen abah." said Risma lirih.

"Yes I'm anterine, but Ris. Please accept me Ris, I beg you." said the man with pleading eyes.

"But..."

"You know, I promise you'll be happy. Come with me, stay with my mother. Mum must be cool if she has a ghost like you" he said.

"Risma..."

"Pity your baby, he needs a father. You are also not comfortable living with your mother, let's marry Ris, mother would be very affectionate with you" said the man reassured.

"Well, yes." he continued. Risma nodded then hugged the man, the man who was once her little friend and her schoolmate.

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