
The next day, I arrived at my uncle and aunt's house. They accepted me very well. My uncle worked as a fishmonger in the market, while my aunt sewed at home. It turned out that my uncle and aunt had no children, their only child had gone home to the creator because of the illness he had suffered.
The days passed, it did not feel like I had been living in my uncle and aunt's house for one week. I've told all my problems to my uncle and aunt, as well as to Ratna's brother who is currently in Jakarta. My uncle and aunt were concerned about my marriage, and they didn't mind if I wanted to stay here. They were very happy, and regarded me as a substitute for their dead son.
This afternoon, as I was helping auntie arrange the stitching cloths, suddenly my stomach felt very nauseous. I hurriedly ran into the bathroom when the nausea was already unbearable.
"Huueeekk!!" I spit out all my stomach. I thought I was catching a cold. But...! suddenly I remembered something. Yeah, I haven't been to the moon for two months. I rubbed my face rough. How'this? what if I'm pregnant? hurry me into the room and get my bag.
"Bi, Puja wants to go to minimarket for a while huh" said my.
"Yes" answered.
After that I went to the nearest minimarket to buy a pregnancy test kit. I bought three kinds so that the results were more accurate. At home, I immediately rushed to the bathroom and immediately tried all three tespacks. Five minutes later, the results came out. And it turns out to be true, I'm pregnant! all three devices show two red lines, which means positive for pregnancy.
I slumped back and forth when I found out that if I was really pregnant, I cried because I would eventually have a child with the man I loved so much. Although kang Sofyan was not by my side, but I promised to raise this child and take care of him with all my heart. I have no regrets about having this child, and for the cost, I have no worries, because I brought an ATM card from kang Sofyan. I haven't checked how much it is, but I'm sure, it's not a bit. At least it can be for the cost of labor later. Let's just say it's a living from kang Sofyan for me and my son. Because honestly I don't want to divorce Sofyan kang, I just want to make room for Sofyan kang to be filial to his parents without being hindered by me. And to take care of the birth papers, I also did not worry because I had brought my two marriage books which were taken care of by my father at that time. I also had time to put a copy of KTP kang Sofyan into my bag.
It's just, it feels very crowded, when I imagine when I give birth that is only alone without the presence of a husband by my side. I don't know, am I going to be strong to deal with all this? I wiped the tears that fell down my cheeks.
'Kang Sofyan, we will have children. hiks. why is it so difficult to give up kang Sofyan, Puja kangen kang... Puja kangen kang Sofyan' I cried terjugu.
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In the evening, while eating dinner together, suddenly my stomach felt nauseous again. I hurriedly ran to the toilet and vomited all the contents in my stomach.
"Huueeekkk!!!"
My body feels weak, from earlier all the food that entered my body I immediately vomited.
'When in the past when Ilyas was pregnant, not gini-gyi very, you are spoiled anyway deck, what do you want?' I spoke to myself while rubbing my flat stomach.
After I finished cleaning up, I went back to the table.
"Why Puja?" ask aunt.
"You sick?" ask her again.
"Peja is not sick. Puja.." I doubt I said it.
"Why?" timpal uncle.
"Pregnant uncle" I answered honestly.
"Alhamdulillah, good at Puja. That means we'll have a granddaughter" the uncle told the aunt.
"Yes sir, this house will surely be rame if there are small children" replied the aunt.
"Yes do not Puja, uncle's aunt and even really seneng" said aunty.
"Yes, you've been considered like uncle Puja's own son, do not bother" said uncle.
"But what is your husband better not to know?" ask aunt.
"No bi, no need. Puja doesn't want to bother Sofyan anymore" I replied.
"Yes, if that is your decision, uncle and aunt can only support. You take good care of this child, this is a gift from God, and if the matter of labor costs and living costs, you do not worry uncle and aunt still have savings" said uncle.
"Don't uncle, for maternity costs, Puja has savings anyway" I refused.
"Your money is simple for the cost of education for your child Puja, has been obedient to uncle" said aunty.
"If you crave or want something to say just the same aunt, do not hesitate" he continued.
"Yes bi, thank you, you already want to help and take care of Puja, the late father there must be very grateful to you" I said while sobbing.
"Dear, baby, do not cry, pregnant women should not be stressed" said aunty. I nodded and wiped my tears.
"Tomorrow we go to the doctor, check the age of pregnancy and the condition of your baby" asked the aunt.
"Yes bi" I replied.
"Udah, now you rest. Don't sleep too late" auntie's message.
"Yes bi, if so, Puja please excuse me uncle, auntie" said I.
"yes" they nodded.
After that I went straight to the room and laid my body in the mattress. I took my phone and opened a picture of the man I loved. Photo kang Sofyan while working in the pond, at that time I secretly took a picture of him. Although the clothes kang is wet, but I think Sofyan kang looks very handsome if he is working. I stroked her slowly, then kissed her gently. I re-imagined the time we spent the night together in that floating sack. So beautiful and romantic.
"Peja so kangen kang Sofyan, kang Sofyan kangen Puja?" I said as I looked at the photo of Sofyan kang.
"Gimana Puja can forget the Sofyan kang, if only by looking at these photos alone make Puja fall in love" I said with a smile.
I continued to monologue by looking at photos of Sofyan kang. Until in the end I was closed because of the drowsiness that whack.
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Waduh, the candidate sop rib has grown..! great for chicken soup too. Cher tok..! no waste chasing deposit ama si Puja. Wkwkwk