
The past can never be repaired or repeated. Everything has happened, whether because it arises a sense of happiness or regret, all of it will not be able to change anything that happened in the past.
All we can do is fix what we did today. Whatever we do in the present, we will reap tomorrow or tomorrow.
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Next morning.
Diana woke up in a weak state, her face looked so pale, her eyes were also puffy.
After cleaning her face, Diana had breakfast with Nathan in the room. There was no chatter between them, both of them were silent and focused on each other's thoughts.
"After breakfast, I'll show you something" Nathan said.
Diana looked at her husband with watery eyes, and she just stirred her breakfast without any intention of eating fried rice made by Mr. Hans.
"Is this more painful?" ask Diana lirih.
"Yes" replied Nathan, choosing to finish his breakfast and looking into his wife's eyes.
"You want to be hurt by all the truths of the gospel, so prepare your heart. I don't want you to be okay, don't get you sick. I'm going to hate myself for not being a good husband from then until now" Nathan continued, further scaring Diana. Truly, he regrets to have scratched the past, but, if he does not know the past, then he will live in a lie and will not know about his son.
After finishing breakfast, Nathan invites Diana to go to a room that has a pink door.
"Are you ready?" ask Nathan. Diana nodded, unwillingly knowing her past.
Nathan opened the door and took Diana in. Room filled with photos and name carvings. Nara's belongings were neatly arranged in the room making the atmosphere even more painful.
"That's, that's our son. Our Nara" Nathan said, trying to hold back his tears. He is too sensitive when it comes to his little baby that makes him feel love.
Diana walked up to one photo in a frame with a large size. Photos of her, her husband and her son. Diana touched the photo, feeling how happy they were at the time. Take pictures together willingly.
"Nara," Diana shrieked in tears as she tried to hold her chest tight.
"Nara, my baby." Diana finally let go of her cries that she had already tried to endure. It turned out that this was what he had forgotten and made his heart ache. Nara, the baby she doesn't remember and is gone for good.
"Daughter," cried Diana sitting limp on the floor. Diana touched the photos on the wall, so many of their photos, even her pregnancy photos were there.
"Why don't you remember me, son? Why did you leave mom?" cry Diana as hiccups. Indeed, he can not remember their sweet memories, but by looking at his picture and also his daughter, Diana, he must be very happy because he has Nara in his life.
"Nara!" diana shouted hysterically. Which mother could listen or see her daughter leave her for good, so Diana was devastated by the passing of her daughter.
"Don't be like this, baby! Don't be like this" Nathan said, approaching his wife and hugging Diana. The two of them are now very weak, the baby that makes them laugh has gone and is calm in nature there.
"My tune," Diana's cry further wounded Nathan.
"I'm sorry, I. It's all my fault, if only I could protect you, Nara would still be there and you wouldn't have to forget everything" Nathan said with tears streaming down his cheeks.
"Dear, don't do this. You can get sick later" Nathan said, holding Diana's cheeks.
"My name," said Diana softly.
"Nara was happy there, she would be sad to see her beautiful mother crying. Don't cry anymore, you can be sick. I don't want you to get sick" Nathan said softly.
"I want my Nara" Diana repeated. Slowly his eyes closed and Diana was unconscious. That, making Nathan panic, Nathan quickly carried his wife and took Diana to the room.
"I told you not to get sick, baby. I'll hate myself for the tears and the pain you're going through."
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...Still can't move from the sticky Nara the same Nathan😞...
Author see, friends focus on the word "end"
Author means that, it does not mean that the end of one chapter is over. No, neng.
That is to say, there is no more conflict, there is it well ordinary groove or romantic groove.
If the problem is a chapter, the author does not know what chapter is finished because the author if nulis it fit want to update aja😁
So, it's not over. But, his chapter was cleared of severe conflict. If the author calls it the end.
There is an introduction/early chapter, a conflict chapter and an end chapter.
Thanks 😘
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