
Tonight was so quiet, the night sky was so pitch-black without stars. Like I feel right now. When everything is proven, there are no more colors in my life. Everything went gray.
For some reason, sitting by the window became a comfort for me. The cold night breeze touched my skin pores. I don't know how long I've been sitting here.
I don't even care about my husband coming home at what time. My heart is still broken. Maybe I look like a fool, stick around loving him, trusting him, after everything he's done to me.
I saw the clock on the wall. Time shows at eight o'clock. Look, just a minute ago I said I don't care anymore at the time he came home.
However, a second later I looked at the clock, waiting for him to quickly go home. Weird right? Yes, sometimes love makes people crazy, like me. I got out of my most comfortable place, closed the window.
Put yourself in bed. Trying to close my eyes. But still can't. I tried to play a song from the phone, said the person a song that would make it easy for us to fall asleep.
"Tell me what I have to do
Let you be happy and I'm happy too My feelings say there's a separation
But why did you pull my heart out
If you need to say need
If you love say love
If you split up, just separate
Pain and pain are only temporary
Just temporarily"
The song owned by Dewiq successfully made my tears escape perfectly. The lyrics represent my feelings. I don't think about my husband's brain. How could he be that rich! Long time fighting in my heart, I finally fell asleep and entered my dreamland.
*****
The voice of the dawn has been heard. I blinked my eyes, adjusting my gaze to the glare of the light.
I saw a perfectly circular burly hand on my stomach. I move it right away, I don't like being hugged by him right now and I don't know when. Maybe until my pain evaporates without a trace.
I went on to fulfill my duty, without waiting for him to become a priest. When I finished, I woke him up. He squirmed as he opened his eyes.
"Have you prayed?" tanyanya while waking up from her sleep.
"Yes, it's just finished. I want to cook first" I replied as it passed.
I don't care about him being silent on the bed anymore. Arriving in the kitchen, I immediately prepared the ingredients.
I want to make vegetable asem and fried tempeh only. It looks so fresh to eat for breakfast. After everything was over, I ran small towards the room. I need to get to the office immediately.
I saw him playing his game. Deliberately not reprimanding him, let him be busy with his new world, I don't care! Immediately enter the bathroom, then perform the ritual bath as much as possible.
I don't want to linger at home, sharing the air with him. When everything is done. I've been neat with a black dress suit and a mocca-colored blouse.
There's something strange in this room, I don't see my husband. Where the hell is he? I don't mind anymore, I immediately put my makeup on and comb my hair. However, my hand movements stopped.
When I see her reflection in the mirror. He looked at me so cold. What's wrong with her? Make my fur stand up. Immediately I turned around, looking at him fixedly. My chest is pounding, I think something bad is going to happen.
"What's wrong?" tanyaku.
"You misunderstood! I'm not avoiding you, Mom," I'm.
"You lied to Raina! Was it my fault yesterday, you being like this?" the question is on target.
I can only be quiet. What's wrong with being angry with her? Isn't he outrageous? My chest is tight, I'm sure the clear fur will soon fall down my cheek.
"Let me alone first, Mas" I said softly.
I left it alone. I quickly wiped the tears violently. Runs as fast as he can before he chases. I stopped the taxi that passed in front of me. I poured out all the flavors that spilled on the chest.
I was in a taxi. I don't care if the taxi driver feels weird seeing me. Why is it so hard to forgive his mistakes?
I cleaned the rest of the makeup that had worn off by tears. Then, apply the powder again and also lipstick. So that my face does not look like I've been crying.
Later Billy and Laras will be kepo if they see that. Not how many taxis I've been in front of the office. I immediately gave the money for the fare, then got off. Before entering the building, I tidied up my appearance again.
Really, I have to be good at the show right now, so that my two friends don't suspect anything. Walking with ordinary steps, do not forget the sweet smile I give to every employee who greets me.
Try as quietly as possible, don't I have to be professional? It does not involve personal business with work. Ah ... thankfully my journey to the free room was unimpeded.
Crush my ass in my big chair. Nibbling my temple because of the dizziness that always whack lately. The sound of the door being knocked on, I invited the guest in.
Appearing secretary Bu Risma, her face made me see her without blinking. Yes, this one Ma'am always looks fashionable, especially with her intelligent brain very make her a perfect woman.
"Sorry, Mba Rai, Miss Risma told me to give you this file. Later at ten in the morning there is a meeting with Mr. Juna in his office. Ms. Risma will be meeting with another client with me, so Mba Rai set out on her own, is that okay?" he was long at length.
I don't know what this feeling is? I don't feel like going there by myself. There will be my husband there. Oh my God .. What else is this ordeal?
"Mm .. Yes, Ma'am, I'll go there myself, it's okay." Reply resigned.
The beautiful mother smiled and left. I'm trying to study the files.
But my mind goes everywhere. Diverting about you isn't that easy, Mas. If only we weren't like this, maybe I'd be happy to see you.
******
I exhaled many times before knocking on Mr. Juna's room. After feeling I was brave enough to face the situation, I knocked on the door slowly. Someone invited me in, and I opened the door.
I rounded my eyes, as my gaze was right in front of someone I wanted to avoid. She looked at me pushyly, I turned my eyes to the woman beside her.
I looked at the woman from the tip of the foot to the tip of the head. Such a tight and short skirt, a sabrina-collared shirt, really made the woman look very sexy.
Mr. Juna invited me to sit down. I was sitting in a single chair in the middle. Mr. Juna introduced the woman to me.
"Here, Vania, my sister, Raina." Said Mr. Juna smiling.
"I, Raina," I said, extending a hand.
"I, Vania," he answered, welcoming my hand.
The introductory session is over. I opened the meeting this morning. Mr. Juna and my husband occasionally give advice, disagreeing less with what I have arranged with Ms. Risma. I took that advice and yes, we agreed in the end.
I felt something unusual about that woman. My eyes were watching his every move. His hands sometimes mischievously touch my husband's arms. Look at his smile! I would love to take her hair, and then put this hot coffee on her face. Hmh! So annoying!