My Husband is Complimentary

Episode 30's

We both fell silent. Squeeze an equally tired body, staring at the ceiling of the room.

Is it possible that he feels guilty to me now? Screaming him with my tail, I saw him sigh slowly many times. I know, there's something stuck in his head.

Is this about his lies? It felt so painful, when it came to remembering my husband's relationship with that woman. Is that woman her past Irsyad? Is he his brother? Or his college friend first?

Ah, I don't think so! As long as I was close to him, I never saw him befriending a woman, except me. Then who is that woman? Really, my feelings are so fucked up.

A very passionate curiosity, about women who can make my husband immediately praise him. Without feeling it, tears just escaped. But as hard as my heart held it.

"Mas.." call me shrewd. He looked at me, no answer from his lips.

"Can I borrow your chest?" I said sobbing, Irsyad stretched out his hand. Gently rubbed my cheek.

I drowned my face in the chest of his field. I was crying as much as I could. Mas Irsyad stroked my head, occasionally kissing it.

How comfortable it is to be in his arms. However, it feels cold. There was no more warmth in his arms. I don't know what it is because of.

"Why you, honey? Is there a problem?" Ask gently, I really feel strange to her.

Why didn't he feel guilty in the slightest?

"I'm okay, just a little tired. It's just, I miss mom and dad, Mom." Milahku, I still don't dare to tell you the truth.

"Send them a do'a, may Allah put them on His best side, Aamiin." I just nodded.

He was still trying to cover up his lies. Oh God, is this really Irsyad, my husband? Why did he change so quickly.

"Now, let's go to sleep! You should take plenty of rest. Don't get sick, I can't see that. I love you" he said, filled with worry.

"But you alone made me feel pain. Even more than that" my inner scream.

He's getting his arms tight. I also tried to calm down, stopping my sobs.

Distighfar in my heart, so that my feelings are calmer. He kept wiping my head, so I started to feel my eyes so heavy.

Slowly, my eyes closed. Entering dreamland, and I hope, what is happening right now is a nightmare. And I woke up everything was fine.  Yeah, I hope so.

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The morning was coming, I saw the clock showing at 6. I looked at the face of Irsyad who was very calm when sleeping.

Huh! I regret sleeping again after the dawn prayer, now my head feels a little dizzy. I'd better go to the kitchen to make breakfast, do not let Irsyad wake up later, but the food is not available.

30 minutes of fighting with cooking utensils and all vegetables, finally the perfunctory capcay has been presented at the dining table. Immediately I ran to the room, to immediately take a shower and prepare to leave for the office.

Tumben my husband is ready, I see his neat self. While putting up his tie, I immediately approached him.

"Mas, is the tumben ready?"

"Yes, I woke up. Go straight to the bathroom, make sure you, but you don't exist." His smile began to crumble.

"What the hell, Mas! I take a shower, yes" I replied passing away.

After finishing with my bathing ritual, I immediately put on clothes. Mas Irsyad was still sitting on the couch.

"I'm waiting for you, we'll have breakfast together" he replied.

His eyes were still focused on his face. I don't know what my husband is doing. Before long, his phone rang. Soon he picked it up.

I looked at his face which suddenly looked anxious. Actually who called him this early.

"Well, I'm going there now!" He said it was full of worries.

My heart ached suddenly, my bad thoughts began to sprinkle in my mind.

In a hurry, he put on his shoes and grabbed the suit and the bag that was already nearby.

"Darling, I'm going first, right? I'm sorry I can't take you to the office" she said, kissing my forehead.

I just stared at his back that disappeared behind the door.

My eyes warmed, I held my chest tight. Rinai drizzle has wet her cheeks. In fact, he didn't even get to eat my food this morning.

In fact, apologizing for not having time to eat it, he did not say. I fell down, what really happened to my husband. Should I look for his year?

Nah! I'm not that brave. I'm afraid I'll get hurt more if I find out too much. Let time answer it.

Is not Allah Most Just? I am sure that soon God will show me the truth. I washed my face so that it didn't look puffy, my head just hurt.

What might be the effect of a lot of thoughts and lack of sleep? Especially all night I cried.

Why am I going through such a heavy thing? I must be strong, I must not be prejudiced against my husband.

Better, I just focus on my work. After I thought everything was done, I immediately stepped out of the room.

Then check all the doors, afraid I forgot to lock them. When I ordered a taxi online, my phone rang. Tenyata bu Risma called. What's so early he called me?

"Assalamu'alaikum, what's wrong, ma'am?" I asked to the point.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, can Rai help me?" Said it across there.

"What's Ma'am helping?"

"Please go to my room and get a blue map. Please take you to my house, will you? I'm not in the office today, Bhishma is sick. Are you ready Rai?"

"Yes, good Mom. I'll take you to Mom's house" I replied.

"Thank you in advance Rai, I will send you his home address. Assalamu'alaikum," he concluded.

"Wa'alaikumsalam."

Bhishma's sick? He should not have gone to the office. Good, so he doesn't bother me.

Astagfirullah, what did I say? Bisma forgive me. Hope you get well soon. Not long after, my taxi order came too. I immediately threw my ass in the car seat. Staring pushyly toward the outside of the car glass. See the trees chasing each other.

My mind's floating. Back to the attitude of Irsyad that began to change. And who called him this morning? Until the urat of anxiety was clearly visible on his forehead. Ah thinking about it makes me really want to be angry.

It felt like eating something spicy to vent my annoyance. Why suddenly want to eat level 5 ramen noodles huh?