
I don't care about the strange looks of the people around me. They won't know how much pain I feel right now.
"Rai, what's wrong with you?" Laras' hand blocked my arm. I looked at him with wounds.
"What's this about? You ... why Rai?" ask Billy who just got back.
I looked at my best friend with nanar, my tongue was cuckoo to say everything.
Unexpectedly, Billy walked up to me, hugging me tightly. Rubbing my head, I swear all my pain in the chest of his field. For a moment I felt Billy's sincerity.
However, I was reminded of my status as well as Laras. Ah ... the girl? He must have misunderstood. I'm straight away from Billy's arms. I saw the glazed eyes.
I know what he feels. I'm sorry, Ras, I really didn't mean to take Billy away from you.
"Sorry Ras, I-I was in a state of turmoil, so I .." I said stammered.
"You're like a little brother to me, so don't get me wrong. You understand it's chatty?" billy said, me and Laras looked at each other.
"Why are you asking like that? What does this have to do with me?" laras replied pretending to be upset.
But I am sure that in his heart he was happy. Because Billy just thinks of me like his sister. And yes, I think Laras understands Billy's last words. Billy doesn't want Laras to be jealous of me.
"All right, pretend you don't know!" billy's lips, that guy is so easy to turn out to be annoying.
"Eh but, you haven't answered our question Rai. You why?" billy asked, his face looked serious.
Ah you're Bill, I just forgot about that painful incident. Now, you remind me back.
"Jawab Rai, don't worry us," now Laras' voice is heard.
"I can't tell you now, I want to go home" I said.
Now I can't look at them. The clear thread re-wetted my cheek.
There was no sound in our car, maybe Billy and Laras understood about me. I'd rather look out the windshield, see the trees chasing each other.
My feelings hurt so much, like a knife slicing through my heart. I cried sobbing. Laras' hands caressed my shoulders.
"I forgot to buy you guys a drink. Ras, please give this to Rai. So that he can be calmer" said Billy.
Laraas swiftly took the drink and gave it to me. I immediately drank it, it felt like my esophagus was so dry.
"Rai, no matter what happens to you, we will always be by your side. I'm sure you're strong enough to go through all of this" said Laras to give me support.
I am so lucky to have friends like them. I leaned on Laras' shoulder. Spill out all the flavors that spill over the chest.
"Patiently yes, Rai," he said as he stroked my head.
I could only nod, I was speechless. My body just kept shaking with the sobs.
Teach me to stop loving you, Mom.
Because I won't be able to share my feelings with other women. Better, we're just getting divorced.
Even if I doubt, can I live without him? Why do you love you so much?
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