My Husband is Complimentary

Episode 42

I still hide behind a thick blanket. Waiting for Mas Irsyad to return home. I saw a clock on the wall of the room. However, he has not shown any signs of his return. Tears flowed without command.

I hate this thing! It already wanted maghrib, but he was still engrossed in accompanying the woman. Not long after, I heard the roar of the car engine. I made up my already messy appearance.

Wash your face as fast as lightning, apply a little lipstick and sow a little powder. I don't want to look pathetic in his eyes. Although the real situation is much messier than my appearance.

Ted heard the door open, I pretended to play my way. Didn't mind. He came closer to me, peeping at my forehead.

"Kok you didn't tell me you went home first? I went to Mama's house" she asked casually.

Did he never feel guilty? Does he think lies will be kept tight forever?

"Sorry Mas, after the Mall my head was dizzy. So I asked Billy and Laras to drive home."

"You've taken your medicine? Why get dizzy? You soybean Rai, I told you, take care of your health," he said.

"Today," I replied lazily.

I really feel sick of seeing that innocent face. More fed up with me who could never hate him. Hearing my reply, Mas Irsyad fell silent. Suddenly his hand cupped my cheek.

He was on his face that looked serious. Our eyes are against each other. Really, I couldn't look into those shady eyes.

We kept quiet for a long time. My heart beats faster. Will I be able to get a divorce from her? Even now I want to be hugged.

The smell of his body had become opium to me. Mas Irsyad is evil! He let me love him with my whole life.

But now he easily turned away from me. My face is already heating up, I think my tears will soon break. The dew in my eye was already rushing to get out.

"You why?" tanyanya gently.

My body was already shaking and my tears just escaped. I was crying in front of him. It's shameful!

"Why you, honey?" ask again without feeling guilty.

"I'm tired, I want to sleep. Let go of me Mas!" I lowered Mas Irsyad's hand from my cheek.

I immediately threw my body behind him. Crying under the blanket. I think right now, Mas Irsyad is looking at me in confusion.

My bed is swaying, maybe she's getting out of bed. Good, this is what I expected. He left me alone.

I still need a lot of time to forgive my mistakes. Though the apology did not come from his lips.

"Don't go to sleep, sweetie, soon Adzan. We pray together," his voice sounded from the direction of the bathroom.

I'm silent, my voice will sound discordant if I open my voice. Why does loving her have to be this sick?

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After the Maghrib prayer we had dinner together. No chat as usual. I was so late in my pain. Don't know about Mas Irsyad, does he feel the same way about me? I finished my meal, it felt so nauseous it was not good in the stomach. I saw an orange, it looks so good and fresh. Immediately kukupas and eat it immediately.

Hmm fresh, it's just less acidic. Mas Irsyad put the spoon rough, so that there is a loud enough sound. I looked towards him. Why is he so scary?

"What's up, Mom?"

"What are you?" He asked back.

"you mean? I don't understand."

Isha! Why the hell is he, he's the one who got the wrong he's angry. I finally want to follow his footsteps. I saw him sitting on the sofa in the room.

I sat in front of him. She looked at me sharply, as if hinting for me to sit next to her.

I moved positions from runyam later. He's still my husband, so I still have to obey him, right?

"Why are you keeping quiet from now on? You're indifferent to me, what's the matter Rai? I'm not a psychic who knows your heart without you explaining it" he said to the point.

What am I supposed to say? Did I tell you the truth about what I saw.

However, I really wasn't ready to hear all the honesty. Ah okay! I just tell you, so the problem does not drag on.

"Last afternoon I saw you in a treatment room" I said hanging.

"There I saw you with a woman. You bribed her so fondly .. who is she?" My voice was already suffocating.

I saw that Mas Irsyad was surprised, and he closed his eyes. Pulling her hair back, I don't know what that means. Was he ashamed of being caught lying? Or feel guilty about me?

"You don't have to answer. I understand now .." I continued, because my husband never gave an answer.

"He's Nadin, he's sick right now .." his voice sounded discordant.

"What's your business? Just call his family" I said beaver. Mas Irsyad's answer was similar to gasoline that ignited my emotions.

"He lives alone here, his family has moved out of town."

"Want you'd prefer her over accompanying me at Mama's? You're mean!" My tudding to him. I saw him sighing in frustration.

"I'm sorry .. If I ask you for permission, will you do it?"

"Of course, 'cause I'm going with you."

"I'm sorry .." she said quickly. I could no longer look at him. Immediately I turned my eyes in any direction.

He hugged me, saying sorry to keep coming out of his lips. I don't respond, it's hard to forgive the same mistake.

My body shook violently, I cried bitterly. He hugged me from behind, like he was crying on my back. Heard the sound of his stinging voice.

"We'd better get divorced!" lirihku slowly, hoping that Mas Irsyad did not hear my voice. 

However, how unlucky I was, he heard my words clearly. His body away from my back. Forcing me to look towards him.

My eyes are soaked, my tears are all over my face. A million wounds I inflicted on him. He stuck his forehead with my forehead. He's just as sniffling as me.

"Never talk like that! I won't be able to lose you. I love you so much Raina, "she said.

"You're lying Mas, the proof is you can't keep your feelings. You were willing to lie to me for the sake of that woman." my voice was already very weak.

"I was wrong Rai, I'm sorry. I thought you'd be hurt if you knew I was visiting him. So I'd rather keep it a secret," she explained to me.

He pulled me into his arms. I'm powerless, let alone pushing his body to make a sound even if I can't. He really hurt my feelings.

He told me love and sorry at the same time. Should I trust him this time? I don't know, I still can't figure it out.