My Husband is Complimentary

Episode 43

This morning the weather was cloudy. Same with my feelings. Time's still at 6 in the morning. On the balcony, I still enjoyed the morning air. Breathe in a lot, then slowly exude it. Still remember the clear face last night.

She was crying so bitterly, did I mean that much to her? Why is she this long for me? As I was about to let it go, she pulled back my feelings. So painful isn't it? Long time I was pensive in the balcony chair, until it did not feel the time was already at half seven. 

I immediately moved and entered the bathroom. Let me build him up after I'm done cleaning.

It didn't take long, I've finished my bathing ritual. I saw him looking at me warmly. Netra is so beautiful. I really like it.

We feel awkward, because of last night's discussion. He came up to me, somehow my legs were so hard to step on.

"You're done? Why didn't you wake me?" tanyanya stroked my wet hair.

My heart beats twice as fast as my blood is frozen. It was strange, but this was not the first time.

"Why shut up, honey?" he asked again, I don't know why your tongue is like this.

"Mm .. I-you take a shower right there! It's noon, we'll be late." I finally answered, I immediately ran towards the closet.

The tail of my eyes caught a small smile on his face. Is he really back to being my Mas Irsyad again?

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During breakfast we kept quiet. I was in a mess this morning. My fear is getting shackled. Wouldn't someone who lied once lie again? Sure was! To cover up other lies.

"Mas, I'm leaving first,"my camels went to get to him.

I kissed the back of his hand and then he kissed my forehead.

When I was at the door, he called me. My feet are heavy to walk. I really don't want to look at him, let alone one car with him.

Oi! I have not approved your invitation. Why is my tongue so weak to refute. Ah it turns out .. My heart says no, but my body's reaction says otherwise.

"Don't avoid me, Rai!" said raucous.

I pretended not to hear. I wonder what he'll say. My heart still cannot forgive completely.

"I know, I was wrong. I'm sorry, honey. Don't ever say it again. I'll fix my mistake" he said.

I bit my lower lip so my tears wouldn't spill like last night. I'm tired of having to show that I love her so much.

"Sorry, Mas. I need time to trust you again. You know, Mas. What is trust? You light up using my trust, Mas," I explained to him.

He was silent, unable to answer my allegory. Maybe we should introspect ourselves.

Silent! No more conversations in this car. I chose to look out the window, looking at the towering buildings. See the trees chasing each other. The car stopped at the building's parking lot.

I immediately opened the sealtbelt and immediately went down. I don't care about my husband anymore. My world felt turned upside down for a moment. The husband I trust so much, I'm proud of the world, I lie to me.

Does he not know how hard I avoid the temptations of men? I always keep my feelings for her. But what's the payoff?

Thinking about my husband's lies makes my head woozy. I immediately pushed the elevator button. Before long the elevator opened, I was very surprised to see Bisma smiling at me.

Duh Gusti ... what else is this ordeal? I just wanted to rest my dizzy head, but now I have to meet him who always makes me emotional.

"Why not go in? Later the door will be shut, you know," he woke me up.

Look at her annoying smile. Are you smiling like that? You little rancid boy!