
Angga can't hold back her tears when she hears Arisa's story about their child who had to be born prematurely due to an accident. A great sense of regret perched in the heart of Angga because if only he did not go then he could take care of Arisa and their child.
" I'm sorry, Mas. I can't take care of our child until our child has to be gone " Arisa said in her tears.
Although he was sincere with the departure of his daughter but his heart still hurt because he had to lose the child he had hoped for.
Angga did not say anything and immediately hugged Arisa tightly. They cry by hugging each other and trying to strengthen each other.
" I'm the one who should be apologizing, honey. If only I hadn't gone to carry the bomb and we weren't apart, I would have been able to look after you guys. It's all my fault, our daughter left because I "said Angga blaming him.
" No, Mas. Do not blame yourself for this as well as the destiny outlined by God for us. I have tried sincerely to accept all this and you also have to "answer Arisa who does not want Angga to blame herself.
Angga promised himself that he would never leave Arisa again and would look after her.
" Dear, please take me to our son's grave. I want to visit him " said Angga after letting go of their embrace.
" Yes Mas, tomorrow I will take you to the grave of our son " replied Arisa smiling.
Then Arisa again took something from the nightstand drawer and it was a photo of their son that he had taken when he was just born.
" This is our son, Mommy. This is all I have so that we can see our son ", Arisa said giving the photo to Angga.
" Even though she's a girl but her face is so similar to yours, Mas " continued Arisa smiled.
Angga rubbed the photo of the tiny baby that was really so similar to him, not even a little did not look like Arisa.
" He really looks like me, honey" said Angga smiling.
He was so happy to see the face of his daughter who looked so much like him.
After that Arisa invites Angga to rest immediately because tomorrow they have to go to the tomb of their daughter.
***
The next morning, Arisa does not go to work because she will take Angga to the Wicaksono family cemetery where their child is buried. Mr. Gunawan requested that the children of Angga and Arisa be buried there because the child was also part of the Wicaksono Family.
Arisa has asked permission not to go to work for Ms. Sita and she also contacted Leon about him who did not enter work that day.
" Let's go, Mas "take Arisa with you before noon.
" Yes dear " answered Angga.
They both enter Arisa's car and Angga's driving it. Angga feels proud because Arisa becomes an independent woman as long as she does not exist, so Arisa can buy a car with her own efforts.
Arriving at the Wicaksono family funeral, Angga and Arisa get off the car. Angga and Arisa brought flowers and rose water that had recorded their previous purchase. Angga knew enough who was buried there because he lived with the Wicaksono family for a long time.
Angga and Arisa continue to walk until Arisa stops at a small tomb that has been confirmed it is the tomb of their son. Arisa crouched down followed by Angga beside her.
" Dear Assalamualaikum, Mama's coming again. Sorry yes last week Mama did not come, because Mama just returned from out of town" said Arisa rubbed her daughter's tombstone.
Arisa visited her daughter's grave every Monday because it was the day of the accident and her daughter was gone.
" Today Mama didn't come alone, Mama came with your Papa. Thank God, Papa has returned and can come here to meet you " said Arisa smiled then glanced at Angga who was beside her.
Arisa was relieved to have been able to bring Angga to their daughter's tomb.
" His name is Anjani Kaureen Lesmana, I've been preparing that name ever since I found out that I was pregnant " said Arisa telling their Princess' name even though it was written clearly on the tombstone.
" A very pretty name and I like it very much" Angga said smilingly.
Angga's eyes returned to tears and he did not expect if now he was in front of the tomb of his daughter who he had never met.
" Dear, it's Papa. Forgive Papa who can not take care of you and Papa can only visit you now. Papa's really sorry, honey. But all we have to know is that even though we never met, Papa loves you very much. You will be the princess in Papa's heart" said Angga rubbing his daughter's tombstone.
Angga could not hold back his cries anymore in front of his daughter's grave. The notoriously cold and strong Angga now looks weak due to his dear ones. He felt very fragile having to look at his blood-flesh tomb. Arisa hugged Angga and tried to strengthen her.
After Angga was calm, they sprinkled flowers and watered the rose water they brought and recited prayers for their daughter.
" Daughter, Mom and Dad go home first. Papa promised to visit you often again after this " said Angga before leaving the tomb.
Then Angga and Arisa also went straight from the Wicaksono family funeral because the day had gone by and the sun was getting hotter.
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