
Angga and Arisa were already on the bed. After dinner they went straight into the room because there was nothing else they had to do. The couple just kept quiet and busied themselves. Angga pretends to be busy with her phone and Arisa thinks about what her sister-in-law said last night about the first night. It seems like he has to talk about it to Angga, in fact he is ready to do it but he wants to do it with the person he loves. But if indeed Angga wants his rights as a husband, Arisa will give it with sincerity.
" Mum "call Arisa who can't stand those who are both silent.
" Yes" Angga replied without taking his eyes off his phone.
" Busy yes" said Arisa afraid to disturb Angga.
Angga turned off his phone and put it on the spot. " no. What was? " ask Angga.
" I want to talk to Mas Angga" replied Arisa staring at Angga's face.
" Speak "says Angga.
Arisa sat cross-legged and changed her position to face Angga to make it easier to talk.
" So why at the cafe Mas Angga as if not know me? Does Mas Angga not want to acknowledge me as Mas Angga's wife because of our forced marriage? " ask Arisa before she asks about something deeper.
Angga sighed, like he had to explain it to Arisa so that Arisa did not misunderstand her attitude if she was outside.
Then Angga changed his sitting position just like Arisa so they now sit facing each other.
" I'm sorry, but I'm doing this for our own good. Not because I don't want to acknowledge you as my wife but for a while better like. Just like I don't want to hold a reception because I'm afraid my enemies are hurting you to bring me down, so is my attitude towards you when we're outside. If my enemies see our closeness and know that you are my wife, it is not impossible if they are after you. I hope you understand and don't mind if we are like this until things are completely safe" Angga told Arisa.
Angga really hopes that Arisa can understand the current situation that does not allow it to behave like other married couples.
" Hmm, if that's why I understand. I also don't mind us like this " replied Arisa after knowing the reason for Angga like that.
Arisa wants to talk about the rights of Angga but she is very embarrassed to want to start. Arisa lowered her head and tried to throw away her embarrassment.
" Is there something we want to ask you again? " ask Angga because Arisa is just silent and still in place.
" Yes" answered Arisa.
Arisa took a deep breath and exhaled slowly to slightly relieve her embarrassment.
" On Mas Angga's right as a husband, is Mas Angga suing and doing it now? " ask Arisa who is still embarrassed.
" Which right? " ask Angga so as not to be wrong.
Actually he had thought in that direction but he did not want Arisa to think of him as a perverted man because the right as a husband is not just that.
" That's Mas, husband and wife relationship. We haven't done the first night yet and I just finished the obstacle "Arisa replied with a red face.
Angga fell silent not thinking that Arisa would ask that, but that was not a natural thing. Angga also just found out if Arisa has finished menstruating because she was praying alone.
" Honestly, I want to do that by the people I love and love me too. But if Mas Angga wants us to do it now, I am sincere and ready to serve Mas Angga and give that right" Arisa said because Angga was just silent.
Angga noticed Arisa's innocent face before answering, nor did he want to force Arisa if Arisa was not ready.
" I do not demand that you serve me in bed. Just like you, I also want to do it to the people I love. I don't want to do it just because of lust. I also don't want to if you do it by force. I want if the husband and wife relationship that we do that produces a child, I want the child to be present because love "Angga replied makes Arisa feel relieved.
Arisa raised her head and looked at Angga's face.
" Yes, I will try to learn to love you "Angga replied.
Angga changed his position to lean on the bed and stared at the ceiling of the room.
" I've never been close to a woman and have fallen in love. The only woman I have loved so far is my mother. So I don't know what it's like to be in love with a partner. That's why I want you to make me love you, I don't know how to start " said Angga honestly.
" I'm the same, too, Mom. I've never been in love with a man. I want us both to learn to love each other " replied Arisa.
Angga nodded his head.
" Arisa, how did you feel when you were with me? " ask Angga trying to speak from heart to heart about what they feel.
" I feel very comfortable with you. Being around you, I feel guarded and protected. At first I was afraid that you would behave badly because of our forced marriage and it was because of me. But after getting married to you I became sure that you were a good husband to me and our family. I also believe God sent you the best for me "Arisa replied to her as she felt.
Angga smiled faintly hearing that.
" What about Angga himself? " ask back Arisa.
" I didn't like being close to you at first. But that night when you were scared I felt unbearable and wanted to protect you. When you hold me somehow I feel very comfortable and strange because I am even very uncomfortable just shaking hands with a woman but with you different. I am also quite amazed by you who are very young but your attitude is very mature and not spoiled like the other girls. I feel like I will never regret making you my wife even if we don't get married out of love and are forced to "Angga replied.
Arisa's heart is of course very happy to hear it, although not yet in love but they already feel equally comfortable and after this he should be able to make Angga fall in love with him and he also loves Angga. Arisa can not hope for Angga who is stiff and can not say her feelings if not fished first.
" So from now on we start. We can behave like other husband and wife, except for that one problem" Arisa told Angga.
The man nodded his head in agreement.
" What do we do now? " ask Angga for not knowing how to start.
" Kak Siska said to make love appear faster we should often interact and give attention to each other. Therefore from tonight we can sleep with each other hugging and there is no more bolster between us "answer Arisa threw away her shame asking Angga to hug her while sleeping.
Hearing that Angga immediately spread his hands. " Come here" said Angga asking Arisa to hug him.
Arisa was slowly getting closer to Angga and into the arms of Angga.
Angga agrees with Arisa who asks to sleep by hugging because she is addicted to sleep by hugging Arisa. After hugging Arisa while sleeping that night, she felt uncomfortable again as she hugged her bolster.
" Go to sleep" said Angga rubbing Arisa's black hair.
Arisa who made Angga's hand as a cushion also immediately nodded her head.
That night they begin their relationship to learn to love each other and begin with a sleep hug each other.
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