My Husband Is - Cuek

Feel Guilty

Along the way, Rey said nothing. His face was as ordinary as ever. Also when entering the house. But, as I casually walked, I suddenly heard him say, "Don't you ever repeat again!" she said as she sat in front of Tivi.

I turned my head for a moment and walked up to him because I was almost in the room.

"What, Rey?"

"If I hadn't come, what would have happened to you? If there is anything, I will be scolded by Papa," he added.

His tone began to go up one ladder. Turns out he's just afraid of getting scolded by Papa when there's nothing with me. Not just because of me.

This fool had expected more from Rey. I hope too far, imagining he is like a male player in a Korean drama who really worries about his girlfriend. But, in fact, I was wrong. He remains Rey who is indifferent to me.

Do not feel this cheek began to get wet by the points of falling water. I'm starting to realize one thing. It might take a while to really make Rey say I love you Alma.

Feelings of sadness, disappointment I can't cover. However, if you remember, I did not ask permission when I left this house. And if there's anything with me, it's still my husband in charge.

I walked quickly and sat down to Rey. I grabbed a tissue box to wipe the water in my nose.

"Sorry," I said. Of course I couldn't help sobbing when that one word came out of my mouth.

Rey remained unmoved staring at tivi. I leaned my head on his shoulder and cried there. I grabbed Rey's arm and I hugged her. Maybe I look so spoiled right now like a kid, but, actually, I feel so guilty about Rey.

"Don't be angry again, yeah, Rey," I said. However, he still said nothing. I glanced at his face for a moment, his eyes staring sharply. It's like there's an emotion hidden there.

I grabbed his right hand and held it on my cheek. However, he was also still staring at Tivi.

"Don't be angry anymore, yeah, Rey," I said with a slight sob.

I don't know, I don't understand Rey at all. Doesn't understand him at all. Maybe a month more is still less to get to know him.

"Thank you, yes, you want to suck me."

I grabbed her waist and hugged her from the side. Rotating the events at the time I was chased by the thugs. If Rey hadn't come, I wouldn't have known what would have happened to me.

Rey only rubbed my head once.

"Eat the chocolate there," said Rey.

I nodded in understanding. Kissed her cheeks and ran to my room. In here, I ate a chocolate bar, of course, crying. I just want to slam all these chocolates. That's why I could be so strong. However, after this incident, I promise I will not repeat it again.

**

Azan dawn woke me up. I remember what happened last night. It felt like I had just seen Rey speak a little high-pitched like that and as it turned out, I couldn't. Maybe I have to adapt too if he gets angry and my heart has to be ready to deal with him.

An angry, angry breath to myself came out with me out of bed. Suddenly a sense of laziness struck, but, I had to get up and prepare a meal for Rey.

When I got to the toilet, my stomach hurt all of a sudden. It hurt so much I held him down. I held onto the wall and sat on the floor enduring the pain.

"Aaa, sakiiettt," I said as I squeezed my aching stomach.

Geck. Geck. Geck.

"Alma, my clothes haven't been ironed" Rey said outside my room.

I tried to suck at trying to open the door, but I couldn't. This stomach hurts so much.

"Natural." The door was opened by Rey. The door to my room I never locked so he had no trouble opening it.

He saw me lying on the floor and approaching me.

"Alma, what's wrong with you?" rey asked, holding my arm.

"Sakiitt," I answered briefly.

Rey took me to bed immediately.

"We're going to the hospital" Rey bargained.

"No. It will heal on its own" I said.

"You're mostly brown, huh?" ask Rey.

I don't know why Rey's question makes me want to laugh. While enduring the pain I laughed a little.

"This is a monthly guest coming, Rey. Not most chocolates," I said while enduring the pain. Actually lazy to talk at length while enduring pain, but, if not explained, Rey will misunderstand.

"Monthly guest?" His face changed after the question came out. Looks like he understands.

"Why not say? Just ngagetin."

"What are you kegeting?" my many.

He narrowed his eyes a little.

"Rey, buy me a drink to come to the moon, yeah."

"Huhh, is there?"

"There was. In the mini market."

Without asking again, he went out to the mini market. I used the time when he came out to the toilet with a bandage.

Don't let him be surprised to see enough blood here.

Still sick, and until half-time, Rey hasn't returned.

Is he stray? Geez, it's so complicated to tell men to shop.

Shortly after, the sound of a car came into the garage. That must be Rey. I want to be angry when he comes back. It could be from five o'clock more to half seven he just came home.

"Why long, Rey?" ask me when he comes in.

"So the mini market deket here is not yet open. I continued walking and found a super market that was open 24 hours. So long," he replied, putting the package on the table.

Oh my God, I forgot that the mini market here is not 24 hours.

"Sorry, yes, Rey. I'm repotin you."

"Yes. It's so ngerepotin."

I pursed my lips when I said that.

"Now, drink. I also bought breakfast. You can't cook, can you?"

"Yes. Bribe, yes, Rey."

"We are only children."

Rey's out. From his voice, he probably picked up a plate and spoon in the kitchen. After that, he went back to my room.

I still have pain in my stomach. It feels like a shirt is being squeezed. It's a bit better, but usually if I'm sick like this, Mom always takes care of me. Maybe, this time I'm gonna learn to take care of myself because Rey can't be the same way my mom is.

"Here, eat." Rey bribed me. I feel like my heart is overgrown with beautiful flowers. This stomach ache subsided when the spoon entered my mouth through Rey's hands.

"I'm going to work. There's a meeting at one o'clock. I can't stay that way. You're not papa, yes, I'm staying" he said, also eating rice packs.

"No papa, Rey," I replied.

This morning was more beautiful than I thought. Although I had to feel pain, but, I was able to get closer and get a little attention from Rey. If only he had no appointment with his client, he could have been, right, waiting for me here.

Seriate....