My Husband Is - Cuek

Cajoled

The dawn of Azan this morning woke me up. Actually I was hoping I could take a shower this morning, but, actually, I didn't. Maybe Rey felt uncomfortable sleeping in this cramped room and little bed. I don't know.

I put my foot in the toilet. I saw that Mom was up and in the kitchen. I walked back without greeting him.

"You want to go home, Ma?" ask Mom when she sees me.

"Yes, Mom. Rey, right, going to the office. He didn't bring any change either" I replied.

"This is Masakin's mother. So, later if at home you do not have to cook."

"Yes, Mom. Thanks," I said slowly.

I don't know why I wasn't excited this morning. It felt like upon arrival at home I wanted to cry out and hit Rey.

I opened the door and entered. Looks like Rey's still closed in there. I just let him and immediately took the mukena and held the prayer rug.

"Rey, get up," I said after I finished praying.

"We have to go home now, Rey." I shake his body. He squirmed and opened his eyes. Take a quick bite and sit down.

His eyes were rubbed and the hand immediately grabbed the phone on the table. See what time it is. Without saying anything, he stepped into the toilet and prayed in my room.

I went to the kitchen to help you prepare breakfast. My sadness yesterday was really not to be covered even though I was in front of Mom. I just kept quiet and didn't ask, let alone joke with Mom.

"This. Remember, yes, Ma. You should be with your husband. Now he's the one you should respect number one. New Mom and Dad."

"Yes, Mom."

This mother is insensitive. Don't know if this kid is acute anymore. I still talk about Rey. I glanced at my mother who was cuddling vegetables.

"Alma's home, yes, Mom," I said.

"Yes, be careful."

Rey came out and grabbed Mom and Dad's hands.

Followed by me of course.

"Yes. Assalamualaikum."

We walked together to the car. It was quite dark this morning. The dawn began to appear little by little.

In the car, I looked out the window without saying anything to Rey. I don't know why I don't usually like this. If at home, Rey was angry or indifferent, I easily forgave her and returned to greeting and joking. I don't know why this time is different.

This time, I felt so played by him. He just wanted to touch me for a while, but yesterday he was holding another girl in front of my eyes. Sometimes, I don't think about Rey. I am just a toy for him.

The car stopped in front of the gate, I went down to open the door. Still with a sour face, like tamarind java. Without smiles or cries.

After the car got into the garage, I immediately left Rey and went inside the house. I put the food that Mom brought and changed clothes. Without saying anything, I lay this body on my bed. I don't think about Rey anymore. The mood of my heart is completely chaotic at this moment.

I heard my bedroom door open. I was still busy with my phone and texted Dara.

"Why are you? You were ordinary yesterday. Why is it like this now?" ask Rey. He saw something strange with me. However, I still did not budge. I didn't hear her words too much.

"No why. I'm just tired" I replied. I wish my answer would make him go away. However, I was wrong. He sat on the bed and got closer.

"You're angry with me? Why were you crying last night?" That question makes the water in these eyes I can't contain.

"Hiks..." I turned back to him while sobbing.

"What is it that you are?"

"You're not listening to me. I'm not okay. It's just males with you. Go to work there."

"Keep crying why?" ask Rey. This time he held my wrist and wanted me to face him.

"I'm enough to be indifferent in this house. You don't" he said slowly.

I don't know why those words made me cry so hard. I don't understand Rey. Not even understanding my own heart.

He stood up and left me. I held her hand as she was about to leave.

Still with tears that have not stopped. But I didn't see his face.

"I don't like you being close to him, Rey," I said, looking down. This hand occasionally rubbed the water that fell like rain.

He was silent and did not answer. Rey walked over and jongjok near me.

"He's my co-worker. He has invested in the company. Will I refuse his invitation." The words seemed to understand what I meant. Maybe Rey knows why I'm acting this way.

I rubbed the water that started to stop coming out.

"sorry. I'm childish, Rey. I shouldn't have suspected you."

"Your job is, how can I really love and love you. Sympathizing and feeling like I have someone who deserves to be with me" Rey said.

Then Rey hasn't completely loved me.

A drop of water fell back. However, the others I can still hold. I nodded in understanding. But I appreciate Rey's effort. When he still did not like me, he still wanted to caress this girl who is now his wife.

I saw Rey smiling at me. Then he stood up and rubbed my head. I quickly grabbed her waist and I hugged her. Shed these tears again. While standing, he still rubbed his head over.

**

Rey stepped out and heard she was taking a shower. This feeling is starting to improve. Hopefully, Rey is fully aware that she is now married and not doing anything outside the norm. Under these circumstances, I can only give up thinking about Mother's treatment of Rey even more than to her own child.

I don't know what happens if I really give up on Rey. Maybe I'll be Mom's moons.

Kreeks... The door creaking surprised me. I looked towards the door. Rey walks in with her office clothes. However, he has not worn a tie. He sat down on the bed and put his tote bag on the floor.

"Can you put this tie on?" pinta Rey's.

I turned and faced him. I washed my face when I finished spilling some bowls of water stored in these eyes.

I grabbed the tie that was already in the hallway of Rey's shirt collar and tied it neatly.

"You're healed?" asked Rei while watching me.

"I'm really sick, though" I answered quickly as I glanced at Rey.

He took his breath. "It feels so lonely if a day is not horrified you sing-sings are not clear and scream."

I looked at him sharply. He just smiled next door like he underestimated me. I raised the tie to his neck.

"Uhug's... Uhuk..." He coughed because of my behavior.

"You want to kill me?" He loosened his tie.

I just chuckled looking at him who was smiling lightly suddenly glared seriously.

Seriate...