
No matter what happened out there all day did not affect Dimas, not even his mother's call to eat he heard.
The fact is like a thorny ball rolling wherever it makes a wound, when he remembered about the time togetherness also increased sorrow.
Day after day he passed by confining himself in the room until Fariz came to see him, then he at least wanted to get out of the room even though he just moved to the living room.
Seeing Dimas' chaotic condition he knew what had happened, as Fariz's best friend could only comfort him.
"You didn't tell me your return, we should at least celebrate, right?" ask Fariz.
"There's nothing to celebrate, I'll be going to work soon. During my departure please take care of mother" said Dimas languidly.
"Whatchu mean? it is time to celebrate your success! isn't all this for the sake of making the people you love happy?" exclaim Fariz did not accept.
"All I love is not just mom and unfortunately half that love has paralyzed a part of me, I just need time and I'm sure you'll understand the decision I'm making."
"You're so selfish!" snapped Fariz angry.
But Dimas didn't care, he really left the next day without saying goodbye to anyone but his mother.
Just a message when someone asks about her is, "As long as I don't come back means I'm still locked in my pain."
* * *
The clear sky supports the Zahira holiday that will go to the TKW group from Indonesia, this is the third time he went to meet his professional friends.
The pleasure of making his body unable to act calm, it was because he was very impatient to meet his comrades in arms.
A wave of hands from a woman made Zahira's steps faster as he arrived, with a big smile he approached her.
"Hi, sorry I'm late! you know the cici always told me to prepare breakfast even though I'm off today" he said as soon as he arrived.
"Just relax, the important thing is that you can come!" his reply.
The woman is a young mother like Zahira, her name is Sarah and has worked in foreign countries, which means she is a senior Zahira.
They spend a lot of time gossiping about their respective employers and future plans, of course because they have the same dream of building their own business upon arrival in the country.
"Eh you know the gossip about Desi?" sarah asked at lunch.
"What?" ask Zahira curiously.
"really? kasian once... Then what about her?" zahira asked more curiously.
"He came home to take care of the divorce papers, of course he also paid expensive lawyers to succeed in getting more gono gini property."
"Ahh... This is why I chose to widow, because I knew when we were blocked my husband would not be able to get through the day without a woman's caress. Before I left, he dared to play women!" sarah continued with a sniffle.
For some reason Zahira suddenly remembered Pras, there was a fear that something similar would happen to him.
Seeing the look on Zahira's face made Sarah feel guilty at once and she quickly said, "But not all men are like that, just that most of them are. Given how you told your husband I'm sure your only problem is with the economy, so you don't have to think about it."
"Lying if I say not to worry, it has been three years apart of course I also understand that mas Pras need someone nearby. But like you said! I hope he stays faithful awaiting my return" he said.
Sarah nodded with a smile, then changed the topic to something else so that Zahira did not continue to think about it.
He said his plan to return home, he had received information from his family that his savings was enough to build a business.
Zahira asks when it is for sure but Sarah also does not know, the possibility of time he has there is only about a year away.
"Sarah... Even if you come home later will you still be friends with me?" ask Zahira who has been sad because she knows the farewell will come.
"Why are you talking like that? after you return to Indonesia you must visit me! I'll tell you my address" said Sarah, unable to hold back tears.
Zahira replied with a smile accompanied by a cry, for a few minutes they dissolved in sadness to face the separation that had not happened.
That's how women, quickly dissolve in emotions that sometimes make no sense.
When dusk has come that indicates a small separation must occur, they hug each other before finally separating to go home to their respective employers.
Before returning home Zahira took the time to call Pras, just ask news about their daughter who is increasingly active.
Although Anisa is only three years old but Pras has said the school plan that Anisa will enter later, Anisa's plan will start entering Kindergarten after she reaches five years old.
Zahira supported the decision, even deciding to go home when Anisa was five years old. At that time his contract was finished and he did not want to extend it, he could not stay any longer.
Pras was pleased with the news, saying that he could not wait for Zahira's return to make thoughts about the affair kicked out of his mind.
He was relieved to end the call, taking steps to return to his employer's home. Prepare for the routine he will do tomorrow morning.