
I'm so happy to finally be back home after almost a week in the hospital. I really wanted to talk to Beby about the princess only thing. Since I was hospitalized, I had a hard time getting the right time to talk at length with Beby, because Anita always took advantage of my time with Beby in the nursery.
"Lia, I'm sorry I was overwhelmed by the resto yesterday, but now I've got another surrogate mother's staff." Rendy's voice broke my daydream.
"Hm... What's?" I wasn't so focused on hearing Rendy's words.
"You why? From that day on daydreaming, I told you a long story, but you didn't hear." Rendy looked disappointed, while continuing to drive her car to drive me home.
"Sorry Ren, I just recovered, so I'm still not focused." I gave a false excuse.
"What are you thinking? Your boyfriend's thoughts that om? Lia, he's getting married. Anita told me that she and her mom were planning to speed up the engagement." I know Rendy must have been happy to hear the news from Anita, and I wasn't so surprised to hear it either.
"But Beby hasn't said 'yes' yet. And the engagement plan, the wedding, or even the silly matchmaking plan hasn't been able to get definitive approval from Beby." I believe in that.
"Lia, are you sure about your boyfriend? I see he has no attitude of rejection at all to his daughter's plans." Rendy was right, I felt so.
"Then what should I do, Ren? Do I have to get married to Beby as soon as possible?" I became angry myself.
I'm still not sure how I feel about Rendy. Lately I've been obsessed with Beby, I'm more interested in what Anita and her mom are going to do than in my own love life.
"So, when are you gonna talk to your girlfriend? I hope, I'm the one who ended up marrying you, Lia." Rendy looked me in the eye as if waiting for an answer, but I decided to keep quiet because I didn't have a convincing answer for us. I was not completely willing to let go of Beby, for to me Beby was the man who first snatched away my 'crown', he was also the man who first introduced me to love, maybe this is also what Anita felt so hard to escape from the entanglement of fake love Benjo.
"Lia, before you go down I want you to answer me, if your girlfriend is not willing to marry you, can I go ahead and marry you?" Rendy clasped my hand, she's really asking for that answer right now.
"Ren, I need some time to answer your question. Marriage isn't a trivial thing, and marriage isn't a game like if I hadn't been with her I still had you." Rendy let go of her hand when she heard my answer.
But with a flash he pulled my neck and kissed my lips with great passion. I refused because I was very surprised by his sudden attitude, but gradually I returned the kiss, I let his hand touch my body. He caressed my face, revealing my long hair, until he touched and squeezed my chest, but I stopped immediately because we were in front of my house.
"Sorry Lia, I can't stand this feeling. I miss you, I can't wait to have you. I'm almost tired of waiting for you, Lia. But I'm not gonna give up until you actually turn back at me." Rendy seems sad as if hopeless, it is my fault that I have often ignored her feelings, even though I am comfortable being around her and she is a man who is always there when I need her.
"I'm sorry Ren too, I realize I was wrong. But honestly, until now my heart is still more I give to Beby. There are many reasons I can't explain, but I want to try until I finally choose to give up." I got out of the car, took my things and went into the house and said goodbye to him. He immediately drove his car without coming down and greeted mother, not as usual.
I don't know what happened to him, and I don't know what because I waited too long for certainty, Rendy looks different and not as excited as I used to be. Now, the step I have to do is to ask Beby for certainty, whether he accepts and is willing to realize his daughter's desire to marry Ira's aunt or if he wants to realize my wish and marry me.