
Alex's Residence
At 20:00 wib
POV JIHAN
"Jy"
I looked at a woman standing in front. Even though she's in her 50s, she's still charming to me. Her body is still smooth and sexy. It is still appropriate to wear young dresses.
"Are you ready?"
I nodded. Then I stood in front of my mother, she stretched her hand out for me to hold.
"Mommy's son is getting married soon. Mama seems to be lonely if you come with your husband to Japan later."
I just hugged my mom. The woman who gave birth to me, raised me and I will leave her. Sad too, sih. But how else. Doesn't a wife follow her husband everywhere he goes.
Who is that guy?
He was Rangga, the stepson of a businessman named Donald, my papa's best friend. I see Rangga his son is kind, polite and not arrogant. Why did I say not arrogant? Once I went to the mall with Rangga, he still took his pocket to give money to a grandfather who sells in the empire.
He once said, "The grandfather should have enjoyed his old age with his grandchildren. Not being a money printer by his kids."
Ah, Rangga you're good. But if you find out I've been pregnant out of wedlock, do you still want to accept me?
"Jy." Jn."
My mother's call surprised me. I walked straight to my mom.
"It looks like it's coming" said Mama as we were about to get off the stairs.
A handsome man was waiting for me on the side of the stairs. His hand greeted me politely.
Our age is not much different, Rangga 35 and I 33. We walked to the main room. His hand did not escape me.
"Jy"
"Yes, Rangga." I looked at the man standing next to me.
"Can we talk somewhere else. So that we can get to know each other better." Take it while following his steps into the car.
I don't know where he'll take me, I'm sure he's not the kind of guy who likes to fuck with girls. I hope my guess didn't miss.
"Rangga, what are you talking about?"
"Jy.."
"Yes"
"i'm gonna cancel our arranged marriage plan."
I don't know why I wasn't disappointed when he said that. It feels ordinary.
"If you may know what made you want to cancel this plan?"
"I love other women, ji. I know this feeling is wrong. But with always being around him, protecting him and giving him a sense of comfort. Is that enough for him?"
I sat facing the man, and tried to calm him down. He seems to be in love with that girl.
"Then why didn't you tell your family about the girl?"
"I can't say it's the same with them"
"Why?"
"Because she's my half-sister."
"Marina?"
Rangga just nodded weakly. I looked at the man with pleasure. Glad I won't let her down when I get married. Glad that Rangga has found his true love.
"Fight, ga. Karina is a good boy. I support you."
"Ji, you're not mad at me."
I took a rough breath. I looked at Rangga again who was still waiting for my answer.
"No. I can't get other people's feelings, because the more we fight for people who don't love us. The more pain I get.
I used to defend Inspiration, but still his heart was focused on siti.
I am not a woman worthy of you, no. I'm dirty, I was pregnant out of wedlock. You deserve a girl like Karina."
"Ji, every human being has a dark past. Now depending on you, do you still want to drown with lamentation? Or you want to rise from the fall. It's all you have to move." Rangga hugged me like a brother to his sister.