
Inside the hospital room, a man was holding his cell phone. His fingers danced over the flat screen, his smile expanding incessantly. Occasionally circulate the view of the entire nursery. Moreover, just now his parents and his besi went to look for breakfast outside. For the first time since his wife died, the two had never been together. Moreover, breakfast together, a miracle that should be grateful. The presence of Shasa could make his two mama gather at one table.
Alam had hoped her in-laws would come with Ina. In order to let go of longing, longing? they had met, but he was still not satisfied.
π Nature: Dear.
π Ina: Yes, what is it?
π Nature: What are you again?
π Ina: Breakfast with brother Rangga and Aunt Raya.
π Nature: Oh, so that's what makes you go home quickly.
π Ina: Huft...
π Nature: Not hot. Here adem especially the sisters are beautiful.
π Ina: Yes no papa.
π Nature : Na, don't know why I miss you.
π Ina: Lebay, ah. I just met you already said miss.
π Nature: Not miss. But I would love to see you once more even every time.
π Day : I love you.
πNature: I don't want to say I love you. I'm just you by my side forever (I don't want to say I love you. I'm just you by my side forever)
π Day: Someday that time will come. And I hope that while waiting for that time promise to stay faithful (Sometimes that time will come. And I hope that during the waiting period promise to remain faithful)
π Nature: of course.
π Ina : promise!
π Nature:God willing.
Alam and Ina agreed to hang up their phone. Several sisters and one of the doctors came in to check on her condition.
"Thankfully, Mr. Ronald has come to his senses. Your body condition also looks good.you can you can go home tomorrow. (Thank God you are conscious. Your condition is also good. I can go home tomorrow)
"Thank you."
After examining his patients, the doctor left his VIP room. Nature again blew her breath signifying she was relieved to be allowed to go home. Netra stared at the window, despite the season but the sun still took the time to appear.
"Na, tomorrow I want to go with you." His inner.
"Brake!"
Nature was shocked at once to swallow the saliva. So nervous Nature changed her sitting position to look polite.
"Mama" Nature greeted her in-laws who appeared in front of her nursery door.
"How are you doing?" Asked Yulia who was sitting next to her daughter-in-law.
"Thank God, ma. The doctor said tomorrow I can go home."
"Good then. Mama wants to talk four eyes about you and Ina. Can you?"
"Can, ma" answered Nature even though she understood the direction of Yulia's conversation.
Yulia sat next to him on the hospital bed where her daughter-in-law lay. Yulia seemed to be acting ordinary, there was no attitude as cool as usual. What about Nature? for the umpteenth time he was nervous, he used to be like this when Yulia had to warn herself not to enter the life of Gita and Inspiration. His hands continued to play to relieve his nervousness.
"When have you loved Ina?"
"Since she got into my mom's family." Answer Nature steady.
"Mama knows that you're approaching Ina because she looks like Gita. Mama knows that even approaching Ina is not sincere." Nature had guessed Yulia's words. Yulia would definitely urge him to stay away from Ina.
Nature was stunned to hear Yulia's words. It was like being pinched, his head lowered from feeling guilty towards his mother-in-law. In the eyes of Nature, Yulia was well still accepting him as her son-in-law even though Gita was dead.
Yulia prostrated herself before Nature, making the man feel bad.
"So, mama please for the last time. Stay away Ina. I'm sorry if my mom hasn't been a good in-law, Ina's future is long. Mama knows Ina is young, she hasn't travelled much.Mama sure this is just your momentary love. And Ina will find a figure who really accepts her for who she is. Mama please, Lam!" Yulia prostrated at the feet of Nature.
"I'm sorry, if Nature has let my mom down. But this feeling grows on its own. Love comes because it is often together. And that's how I feel about Ina, Ma.
Me and Ina love each other, what's wrong with us fighting for our rights. Yes I know Ina's status is my mother's sister, my father-in-law, Gita's aunt and Shasa's Oma.
But did you know what I read. Our relationship is not illegal unless I marry my mother-in-law.
One more thing? Mama already knew that Ina was wearing Gita's heart. But why did Mom act like she didn't know anything. Mama didn't forget, did she, with Gita's will?"
"Then if Ina uses Gita's heart, do you have to marry her. Naw, right? We know enough and think it's all normal. Don't make it as an excuse to approach your sister. Understand!" Yulia left the Nature's nursery.
I will not give up again, Mom. I'm sorry that I don't listen to my mom anymore. I'm going to decide my own life with Ina and Shasa.
Alam also stretches a hospital blanket as a substitute prayer mat for Istikharah prayers. Begging for clues to his anxiety all along.
Allahumma inni astakhiruka bi ilmika, wa astaqdiruka bi qudratika, wa as-aluka min fadhlika, fa innaka taqdiru wa laa aqdiru, wa talamu wa laa alamu, wa anta allaamul ghuyub".
"Allahumma fa-in kunta talamu hadzal amro (mention the question) khoiron lii fii aajili amrii wa aajilih (aw fii dinii wa maaasyi wa aqibati amrii) faqdur lii, wa yassirhu lii, tsumma baarik li fiiihi".
"Allahumma in kunta talamu annahu syarrun lii fii dini wa maaasyi wa aqibati amrii (fii aajili amri wa aajilih) fash-rifnii anhu, waqdur liil khoiro haitsu kana tsumma rodh-dhinii bih".
meaning:
Β "O Allah, I ask You for the right choice with Your knowledge and I ask Your power (to overcome my problems) with Your omnipotence. I ask You something of Your Greatest Grace, indeed You are Almighty, while I am powerless, You know, I do not know and You are All Knowing of the Unseen.
O God, if You know that this affair is in the case of a mate, better in my religion, and consequently in me succeed for me, ease the way, then give blessings.
But if You know that this question is more dangerous to me in religion, economy and its consequences to me, then get rid of it, and keep me away from it, do not foredo good for me wherever it may be, and give it to me."
After Istikharah prayer, Nature rested herself on her bed. It was as if smiling considering the figure that flashed in his mind in his prayer. A long sigh sounded weak from his lips.
clique
Jakarta january 3, 2022
"So, Ras. At least you know first from heart to heart. You know since you came this house so feel alive. We were just hoping that Rangga could get married before the end to pick me up." Gladys said as the girl was cleaning the kitchen.
Laras only fell silent, he could not yet decide whether to accept Rangga or not. All he did was finish his job. It is not polite because the parents are talking, but that is all he can do to get rid of his nerves.
For the umpteenth time
He was asked the same question again. Last night he called Raya who was still in Japan. Raya's request to communicate with Rangga made her salting. Looking at the figure he had admired since Junior High much longer. But Laras seeing Rangga's flat attitude towards her made him sad.
"Actually what do you want, Race into our family, Race? It wasn't enough that we gave you a job and now you're poisoning my family's mind." Omel Ranges.
"....."
"Why silence? Means just let me say! You have a certain intention of getting into my family!"
Simply dismiss the accusations directed against him. He had already refused but Raya kept pressing. Especially in exchange for being given a free residence since his mother died.
"You see Lani, even though she's married, but she doesn't change her character. Luckily, he has been divorced by Tony. Because what? because surely Toni does not want to be trampled with Lani again." Gladys Story.
Laras was stunned to hear Gladys story. Then will he be the same fate Toni. Moreover, seeing Rangga's attitude like that to him. There was a fear of ambushing him. He remembers Rini's mom, his neighbor. Laras often heard Rini crying because she was beaten by her husband. Heard Rini and her husband were the result of a parental match.
"Oma, sorry. Can it be cancelled? I was afraid to embarrass my mom and my family. My caste is below you. Is there no woman more equal to Kak Rangga."
Gladys smiled. Precisely Baras' rejection makes him sure that the girl is a good woman "Oma believe in you, Ras. Rangga could love you."
Laras only agreed with Oma Gladys' words, though he was confused how else to resist their wishes.
"Do I have to do as Rangga did?"