My girlfriend, my daughter-in-law (Mantu becomes sister-in-law)

110.Broken

The clink that rang from the wall of my room

Reveal myself from long daydreams

It doesn't feel like the night is getting late

I'm still awake

Honey, where are you? I want to bersamak

I need all to be missed

Maybe you feel the same way there

Like my cold tonight?

...*****...

Dear Nature

Thank you for loving me.

Thank you for the day we have been through so far.

I know that this is gonna hurt you. But honestly I am learning to accept you, even though I know Rangga's brother still reigns stronger in my heart.

Lam, as long as I try to love you. Honest when you see you look like a demoralized person. Because of Gita's departure. I don't know if you love Gita why her life is suffering.

And I don't want to be like the Gita.

From

Carina.

I sat at the end of the room. Looking at the star-studded sky, the beautiful sky but not as beautiful as I feel right now. You could say I'm better. I don't know why it hurt so much after reading the letter. Was that really how she felt about me all this time? She only felt sorry for me because I looked lonely. But that's what you think of me.

The sound of crying came from my daughter's bed. I looked at his face with my rough hands. I grabbed her little body, I'm sorry, son. Dad is not a role model for you yet. I was too busy with myself to forget about you.

Maybe with Ina's departure is a reprimand so I can focus more on you.

Child if you grow up later find a partner who really accepts you as you are. Not out of pity and all that. I'm sure someday this beautiful father's son will become a strong woman.

"Prim"

"Yes, ma'am." I'm still holding a fussy-looking Shasa.

"So you've been dating Ina since. Why not tell mom. Honestly since he came into our family. Mom immediately likes him. But..."

"But what, ma'am."

"Your mother-in-law seems to be your main obstacle. My father-in-law called me that they were going to Japan for a month."

I don't have to listen to what Ina is doing and how Ina is. Because what? Ina doesn't want this relationship either. So why am I going back after him.

Broken. That's how I feel right now. The love I felt was shattered with this departure. It's not the first time I feel this fracture, but it hurts more than when Gita left me.

"Prim.. Forget Ina. You have to be realistic right now. You don't forget when you crash and burn. Gita instead chose to return to Inspiration. Now that Ina did, she even went to Japan without saying goodbye to you. What does that mean, lam. He's not serious about you.

I'm happy, mom. I'll be happy just with you. Mom, papa Bobby, Shasa and the rest of the family. I was happy even though I couldn't fulfill Gita's wish.

"Yes, I've, Lam. It's already night. You rest first."

"Yes, mother."

I lay my body on the bed. Releasing the burden of taste that squeezes my chest. Tightness after Ina left without saying goodbye. Now my feelings are as painful as when Ilham diagnosed the symptoms in my daughter's body.

"Sister, I'm sorry I had to tell you."

"Say, Ham. Shasa's sick what?"

"Shasa ... he .. lowered the disease that Gita suffered."

"Is it bad?"

"It seems like it's still an early symptom, brother. But..."

"What, ham? does he have to be chemo too? He's a kid, ham!"

"For the time being we have to strengthen the immunity first. Later we will see its influence. If it's bad, point it straight at the chemo."

"Why? Why should my son be experiencing this. Why not just me? He is a child, his future is long.

Oh, God, what is this ordeal?"

"Sister, have you met Ina?"

"Yet. He's going to Japan."

"So he really went to Japan!" I saw the inspiration as a shock.

"So you already know he's going to Japan? Why not a story?"

"What does sister do? He's nobody's brother Nature."

After coming home from the hospital my bones felt dislodged. My son was diagnosed with brain cancer the same as Gita. God, why did you put this on my son. Why am I not the only one who is sick.

Clique

Tomorrow at Gunawan's house.

"Bi Suti!" call Grace when she sees no breakfast under the hood.

"Yes, non Grace." Bi Suti ran in a hurry when he heard the screams of his employer's nephew.

"You've been doing it since! Where's breakfast! you want me to starve to death!"

"sorry, non. Usually Yulia's mother cooks. I'm just helping." replied bi Suti stammered.

"Quick cooking! I'm hungry! I'm sure you'll be with Aunt Lia!" grace's Word.

Huh basic! Just stayed here for a day asking for forgiveness. I just found out non Grace is like that. Different from his son Geri. Umpat Bi Suti.