
With you, like flying
We're both always together
Like in heaven, and it will not be separated
With you, life is perfect
No longer want to reach the goal
Enough with you, love.
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POV INA
Tonight is the night of the new year. Where tomorrow the world is getting older. So did I, tomorrow the new year starts everything, a new leaf of spirit. Hopefully, he will open his eyes tomorrow.
She's she? yes, him! the man who is currently filling the space of my heart. Some people might say I'm crazy. Yeah, I'm probably crazy for loving my sister's daughter-in-law. Love is crazy, just like when Rangga and I were in a relationship. Though at first we were brother and sister despite the status of a stepbrother. Now another man is taking the place of my stepbrother. I don't know why I fell in love with him. At first our meeting was not impressed. But strangely, I felt that he was very close.
I held the coin that was in my hand. Some time ago, Rangga took me for a walk to the city of Tokyo, entering a bazaar to welcome Christmas. Many sell funny Japanese trinkets. There are even those who sell ghost repellent hangers, is how to evict if the one hung resembles a pocong. There's just.
Brother Rangga bought me an ancient coin. It was like a coin, silver in color. He said it's a lucky coin, can make our request come true. But only one request, at that time I did not think to have it and also I did not have a request to be granted. But his name Rangga does not like to be denied. He also bought me the coin. And now the coin is in sight.
And Night
In the hospital room, I looked at the window. Where briefly the turn of 2023 will take place. Soon there will be fireworks welcoming the new year. My hope is one, may he wake up from his long sleep. He saved my life, he's the one I decided unilaterally. I'm sorry, Nature!
The excitement of the new year can finally be seen with real. All this time I only celebrated the new year in Jakarta. My last new year with Kak Dodo, because he was still my lover.
But this new year I'm in a country of people. For now I am not far from my family. Still feel gathered with family. When I got to the hospital after Isya prayer. Spencer's extended family took me for a walk to see the turn of the year party. But I firmly refused because I wanted to accompany Nature. Pity him alone, while Shasa is currently in Lia's apartment with Mbak Diah. And I'm now enjoying the new year's night alone. It's okay, it's my choice.
I opened the coin again. As if to test the truth. Can he really grant a request? In my mind it was as if the coin was talking "Cubery one request"
Some of the children in the hospital cried out.
"Nagareboshi ga arimasu (it has a shooting star)"
I've never prayed for a shooting star. But right now in front of my eyes is a magic coin that he says can grant a wish. I threw the coin and I caught it again. I opened the fist, there was a pigeon symbol. Ah, what does it mean I don't understand.
I closed my eyes "May this be a good thing. I hope he wakes up like before."
Silly prayer is not. I foolishly believe that prayer. But I actually did. How did it go, what did it not do?I don't know I was just trying.
Till...
I felt someone's waist hugging tightly from behind. Strangely I can't fight or fight. As usual, my heart was beating. As if I was sure of the figure behind my back.
I twisted my body, looking at the figure standing before me. The figure of the man who had my prayer just now stood in front of me. With his signature, he hugged me. A warm hug I miss so much. Instantly I pinched his stomach.
"Yes!" Heard his squealing with his potent tone.
"You're evil!" My stammer.
"I'm evil why else?"
"You bad people like to make me sad. You have to push me enough and then run from that knockout."
"Ma"
"Do you know what you're doing is putting your life at risk? Do you want if something happens to you what is my fate? Can you make Shasa an orphan? what's..."
"Ma"
"Please don't believe me anymore! I'm afraid of you..."
He held my hand and placed it in his chest.
"Do you know, Na? Everywhere near you this pounding feels tight. Do you know, Na? When I saw you happy with Rangga's brother my heart ached. It hurts more than when I saw Gita still hoping for Ilham, even though we were married. Do you know, Na? When I saw your jealousy towards Alena, I was delighted. Because what? Because I know we love each other."
"Prim"
"I love you karina. I'm glad you're okay."
"Not funny!"
"You said it wasn't funny but your face was red"
"Karina Gem Gunawan, will you accept me again. Start everything from the beginning again. Struggling together to pursue the blessing of Mama Yulia. And I promise to be the best man I can be."
"Yes, I want to. But?"
"What dear?"
"I'm not getting married at the moment. Will you wait for me in a few years."
"No papa, Na. We just go deep first. Whatever it comes from you, my love. With you I'm happy."
If our love ones are off limits, maybe they are not. Yes because he is my brother's son-in-law automatically my son-in-law as well, because he is the husband of my nephew and the father of my granddaughter. A granddaughter?If we get married later, everything changes. Whether Shasa who is currently still calling me aunty when I'm his oma, will switch to calling me mother or mother. Amused huh? But that's love. Everything can change because of love.
He is the man in my heart who is my lover, but also my son-in-law.