My friend, my husband

99. Friend II's Sufficement

After some of the three let go of homesickness, more precisely only Zaenal and Sora who let go of each other's longing.

Zaenal invited Sora to speak with him, of course the nod that Sora gave.

Actually Maru understood what Zaenal meant by asking to talk alone with him. It is certain to speak of Mary. Because he asked Zaenal for help the other day.

Zeanal invites Sora to walk casually on the beach, which is still visible from the grounds of the house of Maru and Sora. Maru's eyes did not escape the two who were now walking next to each other.

"It's funny to see your husband." Zaenal pointed at Maru with his head that he pointed at, pointing that kept staring at them both.

"Yes, it's just him." Sora smiled with a little head bobble.

"But, I'd be happy if he behaved like that." Zaenal walked next to Sora with his eyes fixed on Sora's face.

"What do you mean?" Sora did not understand Zaenal's talk.

"Yes.means he really loves you, he loves you. His love is not diminished in the least, which is increasing." Zaenal mearasa envious.

"You're following lebay again, too.." Sora was shaking her lips.

"I'm serious.You don't know how he used to be if he was jealous of you. The jealousy he shows you, not how much. He's jealous of you, more than that." Zaenal is nostalgic about how Maru and herself behave at a time when both of them are trying to get Sora.

"Oh... Then I have to be happy, yes.." Sora joking.

"You too, if you're jealous of Maru, say so." Sora frowned, Zaenal's statement was very random to him.

"I know there's Mary again in both of you're lives. Why are you acting like that?" Zaenal asked Twngan very to the point.

"I told Maru once. It is not Mary who is present in our lives, but I who am present in both of them. I just feel like I'm really greedy right now. I also really feel like a bad woman." Sora's voice became trembling.

"Why are you bad?" Both of them sat in a shady stretch of sand because of shady trees.

"I am the one who took them both. The two of them separated, Maria's way of life became very chaotic. Maru chose aki, but her life is not happy." Sora became sobbing.

"Who said Maru wasn't happy? She herself?" Zaenal understood Sora, who was now blaming himself again. Which has always been so since.

"I'm sure he's not entirely happy with me. I'm hard to get pregnant. I want to conceive her child, I'm also sure she must want to have her own child, her own flesh and blood. I'm just. I seem to be Maru doang's burden." Sora has really been slacking off.

"You asked him yourself.. Is he unhappy living with you? What is your plan about Maria and her pregnancy to make her happy? Or just make him feel burdened? Do you know, could it be with your decision, you have hurt people, especially Maru and Maria. Both may have trouble reconnecting. I know, from the bottom of your heart, you're jealous and don't want any more Maru and Maria names." Zaenal at length describes Sora's true feelings. Zaenal knew his heart and mind were like that.

"I don't want to either. But, this is all because of me. If I hadn't married her, or if I hadn't fallen in love with Maru, Maru and Maria would have lived happily in the presence of a child." Mary's mind was still unstable.

"Now that you are dizzy, stressed, you are now torturing yourself. You are trying to make yourself guilty. Just so you know, how much effort you make to look wrong, Maru will still be on your side. So you stop everything before it gets too far. Household happiness, not just the presence of Sora's children. You need to calm down." Zaenal hugged Sora whose cries grew.

"I'm really devastated. I'm stressed. I don't know whose fault it is. I hurt everyone. Why does karma keep going between the three of us. The three of us are both wrong from the past, the three of us are both hurting each other from the past. Are we hurting each other again now? I said to Maria, let's just say that she replaced my dead son." Zaenal's embrace tightened.

"I don't know how to calm you down anymore, now you're crying, nagis as much as you. Don't mind anything. If you're crying, who knows you're calmer." Zaenal hugged and stroked the top of Sora's head.

Without both of them knowing, it turns out Maru had listened to all the conversations of the two. Since then, Maru has been around the two sitting. Maru cried along with what Sora said.

And also, from afar, there was the sky watching the scene where Sora and Zaenal hugged Maru who was around like a stalker who was crying. The sky watched everything, without knowing what they were talking about.