My friend, my husband

5. Reiterated

After a month and a half, Maria and I went back into a relationship as lovers. Everything went well. To this day, our relationship is fine. Even this afternoon, Maria invited to meet at a quite famous restaurant located next to the magnificent building of the mall where my friend Sora works, even Maria also booked a slightly closed place.

I arrived early, it was seen that the figure of my lover had arrived. The look on his face clearly showed that he was not okay.

“You, why?” Try to calm down a little.

“I want us to break up!” Without further ado, he repeated those words. Repeatedly back.

“Try you to tell me first what happened, mmm. Why are you kesel?” Because the tears that suddenly fell made me hold back my anger.

“The point is we have to break up. This time it really is over. Don't ask why! Don't chase me, now go straight home.”

Even though he forbade me to chase after him, it was possible for me not to pursue him. Just arrived straight out the word break up, without giving a reason. Was he disappointed in me? That's what's on the mind. But, what's my fault?

Chasing and continuing to call his name, holding him back from leaving even apologizing without knowing what mistake I had made. However, he continued walking towards the taxi that was stopping outside the restaurant. What a shitty coincidence.

Unnoticed. Right behind there was Sora who was waiting for public transport. That woman was watching us.

“Rantem again.. pursue there. Ampe nangis.” While pushing my body.

Without having to give any advice, I immediately followed Maria. Following to his residence. At that moment, the house looked very crowded. There guests. Where might I bother them. Who knows his brother from out of town.

I kept trying to reach him, but not in the lift. No short message was responded.

But what is in get. Not a warm welcome. Her parents apologized, apologizing so that I would immediately stay away from her daughter. They chose the man who would be her husband. Even the man they had already called with the future son-in-law. The man who came out of this house with a group of other guests. Which he said, his family background is more than mine. His education is much higher. His job is more than mine. Fuck all that.

Sora's talk is wrong. It turned out that the love I was facing right now looked at status. Rather than status, they might call it realistic.

Wh why? Maria's family has been fine. And also seen accepting me as his son's lover. But now why? Is everything just pretend? Pretend accept.

Or they just accepted me as their son's lover, but they didn't accept me as their son-in-law. Ironical.

Sickness that I think. However, I should be able to deal with it with a cold head. Must be calm especially that conveys all this directly to his parents.

Maria came out of the room and took me out. He asked me to speak four eyes.

“I Love you..” His hoarse voice breaks the silence for a moment.

“But I also love my parents.” Her tears seemed unstoppable.

He explained everything in detail.

Turns out this is the reason why we broke up in the past. He deliberately raised a small problem in order for us to have a big fight that would lead to the word ‘breakup'. But, in the end we always grow together because of the power of our love. He kept apologizing and asked me to leave him.

However, since this woman is the woman I love so much after my Mamah, I will still wait for her. I'll wait for him to get back into my arms. Until anytime.