My friend, my husband
95. Egoist Decisions
Now Sora and Maria are in one room, which is the middle of the inn that Maria rented.
"Why are you following me again?" Maria asked very loudly.
"I'm just worried, how come you're doing anything else." Sora tries to be a guard for Maria.
"No need. Go home. I won't do anything. There's no more strange behavior" Maria kicked Sora out.
"You actually have no intention of killing your content, right? You don't have to either, do you?" Sora introgates Maria who now has a slightly reddened face.
"You're too involved in other people's business. You take care of your life with your husband." Maria's words were indeed heard still cynical in Sora's ear, but the look on the face that Maria showed could not fool Sora.
"Mary, I'm serious. If you really do not want to take care of your future child, I will accept your child with a heart." Sora did not stop persuading Maria.
"I find it hard to have another child... And the mistake was on me. I'm the one who's making it hard to get pregnant again. The doctor said it had at least something to do with my first pregnancy. You also know for yourself, how was my pregnancy at that time." Sora sounded like a plea.
"So you mean, now you're guilty of me. The event we agreed to for kuta lupain." Maria unconsciously shed her tears.
"Not that I'm guilty of you. I just want to hear you, there are still many women out there who are difficult to have children, they ask God. But you, God, easily believe in you, and you reject the gift of God. Let me accept God's gift." Sora did not give up.
"Your husband? Your family? How do they respond to your decision. Not necessarily they agree, right! Banhkan Maru has refused to be raw." Maria's self-esteem felt stepped on.
"You just calm down. I'll talk to all of them well. I'm sure they will agree too. So you just have to hold on, hold on to your baby, our baby."
Our Babies...
The word moved Mary's heart. He felt sick, because all this time there was no word we involved him and someone. Maria admitted to herself, her present condition is the result of her own behavior and way of life, she knew it was all wrong. But all the contents of his heart, the contents of his head were never in sync with his body.
No answer came out of Mary's mouth again. Sora, who understood Mary's condition, allowed her to rest, and did not bother her anymore. Sora let Maria lie on her bed, while she remained in the living room.
Maria thought of all Sora's offers. About the baby who's still in her belly.
His heart and mind were deeply moved by all of Sora's words. However, his high ego made him continue to think and confine himself. Moreover, her past with Sora was very unwilling for her to remember anymore. Maria was afraid, if only she would come back to want Maru for her life.
Maru who was in her own house, sat pensively. He thought of all the wishes Sora wanted him to resist. He could not deal with Mary again. Maru really wants there to be only two names in her life kink. Just Maru and Sora. There is no other name. Maru hopes that his wife cancels, or withdraws all of his words.
Maru becomes guilty to the two women who are now in the building.
Maru felt guilty towards Sora, all that Sora was experiencing now was none other than her fault as well.
Maru also felt guilty towards Maria. Because to forget her choosing to live with Sora, Mary's life path becomes very chaotic.
Maru felt she had to take responsibility for both women. Especially the responsibility towards Sora, the woman he loved the most.
"Why did everything go like this? With my confidence, it's all done. I just wish I could live happily with Sora Tqpi, at the end of the day, I'm back with her. Back to hurting two of the same women." Maru did not stop cursing herself.
"Do I have to follow all of Sora's selfish decisions?"
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