
Breakfast in the morning went on as usual. Not wanting any misunderstandings, and wanting to be more open to each other, the two talked about Mary's situation, what they should do, because they would not want to admit. The present state of Mary has to do with both of them.
“Sorry me.” Sora suddenly apologized, making Maru look up.
“Sorry me. I was unconscious. Turns out I'm selfish.” He lowered his head to play the breakfast he had on his plate.
“Why are you sorry? What is your fault? Don't apologize again.” With great firmness Maru calmed her down.
“But, keep aja..” Sora let out a long breath.
“This is me who should be sorry. Apologize to you, Maria too. Fuck me.” Smiling disgusted.
“It's best that in the meantime you keep Maria first. Wait for him to recover.” Boldly, Sora made a suggestion that was very not once.
“What do you mean? Keep you?” Maru grinned her forehead.
“We can take care of him together. Until he recovers. We just explained what should happen. If you are sorry, you must be sincere.” Trying to give advice.
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At lunchtime, Sora had prepared the dish on the dining table. She waited for her husband to come. The phone rang, HUSBAND decorate the smartphone screen.
“Hello.” Enthusiastically.
“Hello.. Sora...” sighed “Today I cannot have lunch at home. I have to go to the hospital. Now Maria needs me. You okay?” his tone was very clear, sounding worried.
“Mmm. Go to the hospital.” Give encouragement.
“You sure it's okay?” back to making sure
“Yakin. who hurt him. I'm doing fine. Already there, be careful ya.” Her lips smiled, but her eyes shed tears.
Was my decision right? Why is it hurting? Shouldn't this be? Here we both are wrong. We should have paid our mistakes to that woman.
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Maru arrived at the hospital. He took care of Mary painstakingly. Gently feed it. Talk casually.
“Maria, I beg you not to believe gini.” Maru pleads.
Maria's eyes reddened, her breath gasping. Maru saw him directly hug her.
“You promised. I will be temenin. Do you want to break your promise again?” Start sobbing.
“That's not what I mean. I can't keep going on with you. Sora is also waiting for me at home.” The top of Mary's head.
“Times you guys are more, at night you sleep with him right. During the day you work. When do you keep watch over me?”
Maru only wished for Maria to recover quickly. So that they can finish what happened between them well.
If asked why not now? Maria's mentality is very chaotic. Yesterday he again tried to injure himself in a hospital bed.
Maru came to the hospital in the afternoon. As promised to Maria. He accompanied the woman, clasping her hands. Looked at Mary's pale face. He keeps feeling guilty. The notification sound of her phone shifted her gaze from the face of Maria who was being closed.
You haven't come home yet? Overworking?
A message from Sora took her away from the room to go home.
Why does he feel he is cheating. She loves Sora. But, he also had to take care of Maria. This time he admitted that he was the biggest jerk.
Many days Maru went back and forth to meet Maria and went home to spend her nights with Sora. Maru and Sora are still doing their daily activities normally. They acted as if nothing had happened. Because it was a decision of both.
But even so, it was a lie that the two did not feel any pain. Especially now that they have just felt the name of falling in love with each other, loving each other, understanding each other.
And far from the bottom of their hearts there is a sense of regret that continues to arise.
Was my decision right to let Maru look after and care for Maria?
Is he sincere? Or does he feel overwhelmed? Sora kept asking himself.
Was my decision right? Did Sora really sincerely let me take care of Maria.
Actually, I was hoping that I wouldn't have to come back to see Maria. But, anyway I have to take responsibility, and Sorapun supports me.