My Fantasy Voice's

The wrong decision

The affection?

The family?

A brother?

A fella?

Aiden has never had or felt what is called affection.

From childhood he was used to living in loneliness because other people are always busy taking care of his own life.

If you ask, does Aiden really need affection?

The answer is yes, but that was before.

Now he doesn't want to expect anything in his life.

Let his life there is only a gray color without any other color because he is tired of living his life.

In his brain there was only a dictionary of surrender.

'I live for nothing like a broken thing and replaced by a new thing,that is my life that always begged what is called affection now I understand that I am a damaged item that has been thrown away.So why would anyone expect to fix the damaged item?'

If you understand his words, believe me everything will become more complicated and difficult if you are in his position.

Because Aiden's not a smart guy, he doesn't even know what love is?

...

"The child is conscious?"

He was mute, but he could still hear.

Aiden is still closing his eyes because he doesn't want to see his family's ugly face, or what kind of ugly face are they showing?

The hatred.

He could guess it when he heard his mother's sarcastic voice, he was sure that when he opened his eyes he would get a sharp and cynical look from his mother let alone his father.

"It still doesn't look." said Marcel, seeing his brother still closing his eyes.

"When will the child wake up?I'm tired of waiting here." said Diana.

"We just go home and let the boy be here" Alvin said, looking at his youngest son with a gaze that could not be interpreted as what.

"Well I'll go home to prepare food." said Diana then left and there were two men left and one man who lay weakly in the hospital with an oxygen hose.

"Marcels..."

"I also don't want to linger here." said Marcel then moved out of there.

Now left Alvin who began to approach his youngest son.

He just kept quiet and watched his youngest son's face.

It turns out that Aiden is very similar to him, although the boy is often said to be sweet because he has a boxy smile but does not break the possibility that Aiden is a duplicate of Alvin's face because of his firm jaw and sharp gaze of the child.

When did Alvin ever see that boy smile?

Maybe when Aiden was a child, the child could still smile and laugh but the older Aiden became quieter and more often moody.

What happened to his youngest son?

"Wake up bad boy, you make your mother angry" Alvin said quietly but still heard Aiden.

And when Aiden opened his eyes there was no one there.

That was really his father, right?

Why does the sound sound soft and soft?

Aiden nodded, saying he would not hope or make a decision that would make him fall deeper.

Aiden looked at his infused left hand and then pulled out the infusion from it forcefully no matter the pain and fresh blood that came out because his physical pain was not comparable to his almost crushed mentality.

No one else will care about him either!

The barefoot barefoot staggered, the aim was a large window there.

The blood from his hands had splattered on the pure white floor.

His face grew pale and his breathing grew heavier but he tried to keep him awake.

Until the moment he reached the window, Aiden opened it wide and his eyes slightly closed because of the sunlight vying into his place.

He didn't care if anyone else who was still passing by below would see him, Aiden climbed into the window barrier and prepared to jump.

Yeah he's gonna jump off the tenth floor pretty high, isn't that a good idea?

That way he'll sleep forever?

And out of this world forever...

If he continues to return to the world his life will continue to be tormented so he chose to take a crazy decision.

Ah he can't wait to meet Garfield and his father.

Okay, he's gonna count in his heart 'cause here he can't talk.

One...

Two...

Tig-tig

"Stupid!what are you doing!!"

Aiden was surprised because someone pulled his body inside, he could not rebel because his strength was lost to the man's great power.

Aiden stared intently when he found out that the man was Marcel's brother.

Why did her brother stop her?

Didn't you know Aiden was ready to kill himself, huh?

Ignoring the stern gaze of his sister Marcel read Aiden's sack of rice back to his bank.

Although the boy hit his back but Aiden's punch as if not felt for him.

"Are you stupid?jumping out of a window will make you die!"marcel said he was angry when he found out his brother had committed suicide in the hospital.

He came back here to see his sister because he knew Aiden was just pretending to sleep.

But he was shocked when he saw the plentiful drops of blood on the floor and the figure of his sister sitting at the window.

What was the thought of his sister so desperate to jump from the tenth floor?!

"YOU HEARD IT!DON'T DO IT AGAIN OR I ACTUALLY KILLED YOU IN FRONT OF DAD!!!"marcel's snapping left Aiden shocked but he stared blankly back at the window.

He did not want to look at Marcel because he could see that his brother was really angry with him.

His mind was raging, he did not expect that there would be someone who would miss his life and that was his own brother.

But he still remains on his stance as well as a decision that could possibly put him in danger.

Because he did not want to fall again, like a paper that was lifted so high and then thrown away when it was not needed or deformed.

'Why should we fail?wh why?is this the wrong decision?but I just want to be happy in that place because I'm tired of hoping and I've given up on life! Garfield, do you hear me?please take me. I beg Garfield.'

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(Mental breakdown is a condition of severe stress that afflicts a person so that he cannot carry out his normal functions as a human being. This term itself is actually no longer used in the medical world, because it is considered less specific.

In the past, the term mental breakdown was used to describe a series of mental illnesses, such as depression, anxiety disorders, or acute stress. Now, however, the term is more often used in a layman to describe the condition of a person who is feeling symptoms of intense stress that can not function properly.)