My Fantasy Voice's

True death

"How do I get back to the past?"rain asked the figure.

The figure looked at him then pointed his hand at Rain.

"Didn't you?have you ever crossed the border between your dreams and your world?you must know how."

Rain dodged, he himself had not long set foot in the fantasy world, how did he know everything?

"I don't know."

"You can use that power but only once, because there's a time limit are you sure?"ask that figure.

Rain paused for a moment, then he nodded.

"I'm sure."

The figure grinned, he had expected it, if he was indeed half a soul from Ice perhaps he did know all about Rain's temperament.

Rain is not the type of person who likes to keep quiet when everyone is struggling.

The child is very easy to remember the goodness of a person because he will repay the form of the deed even if it is small or big.

"You must still remember about the five Guardians, the dark brown ones are the most fluffy, the red ones are the most assertive, the blue ones are the calmest, the yellow ones are the cheerfulness, the red ones are the cheerfulness, and the white one symbolizes purity.

You can use their powers to help you control other gems."

"You mean another gem that hasn't been found yet?"ask Rain.

"Yes, and maybe now I'm showing you a picture of the world's past...."

The figure then stopped his finger in an instant the room turned into an open room, Rain saw a woman and a man sitting on the beach.

"What is....dad and mother?"

The figure nodded slowly, their position was quite close to the two people in front of them, so they still heard the two people's conversation.

"They won't be able to see us because we're transparent, I'm doing this so you don't use the power of the gemstone in your hands right now, just use that power in urgent situations."the figure warned.

While Rain's gaze was still fixed on the two people in front of him.

Longing feeling....

The feeling came back he felt.

Although he had a real family on earth but a family in this world seemed to tie all his feelings with an invisible red thread.

It is like reincarnation that is connected between two worlds.

That's what he feels now.

"Meira, are you sure you want to?we're not dragon owners, creatures like us can't even touch the seven gems how do we use to return to the future?"his father said, holding the woman's hand.

"We must be able, because I want my son to be able to come into this world" he replied.

Rain was a little confused by the talk of his parents.

They want to go to the future?

But for what?

"But it's a big risk Meira!I didn't happen to you!"

"Bagaskara, we don't know the future, do we?to look back on it was too late, little Rain never remembered what happened when he grew up.

Since his memory is still stuck between the two worlds, the only way is to find a way out."

Meira then showed a bright purple crystal ball in her hand.

"That's...."

"In that crystal ball there's a human soul, and that's you Rain."

"How can you?"rain asked the figure.

....

The place was again turned into a place that became memories Rain is his home on earth.

She grabbed her own hair to ease the pain and slowly the pain disappeared.

"Look.." said the figure made Rain look at a figure similar to him as a child.

Yes this is his room...

Where she shares her pain and loneliness with herself.

All the wounds he received resignedly because of his small and weak body.

Where his suffering is experienced every day from his own family.

"It's...."

"This is a picture of your past."

Rain saw himself as a 5-year-old looking to find something in his wardrobe.

It was the exact same crystal ball his mother gave his father when they were in the place.

The crystal ball was held in her arms in her arms, it seemed that little Rain really liked something new.

Because time was night, and his tiny body was tired because all day he was told to clean the house by his mother.

Little Rain climbed onto the bed and threw herself down and fell asleep as she closed her eyes while hugging the purple-colored crystal ball.

Rain's body froze as he looked at the light from the crystal ball.

Slowly he approached the bed, watching his innocent face while sleeping, from tiny Rain was indeed sweet to many who thought of a woman because of her pliable eyelashes, but behind that innocent face for years since she was born, a child her age who must feel the affection and happiness of childhood has been robbed by the favoritism of both parents.

No one knew behind the smile of the box that he had always shown that he had held a huge gaping wound in his heart.

"Rain.." said the figure trying to resuscitate Rain who was trapped in his own thinking.

"Rain do you know that dreams are windows to the future?

When you find that crystal ball that's where you know the fantasy world you call the dream world."

Rain just kept silent he looked at the Ice-like figure who was now stroking the mane of the sleeping little Rain.

"When you're asleep you're in the fantasy world and you meet your mom and dad, it means you meet them, your friends, your family, your dragon, and your enemies every second, day, and year...."say that figure.

Rain's eyes were round hearing that.

So she...

"Your mother desperately wanted to reverse the time when you died because of the devil, and your mother revived your soul by changing her own soul, it was supposed to be when you were an adult because you still met him, but it turns out he loves you far more than his own life."

"I've died?"rain said as if in disbelief after he knew the truth.

"Yes you've died, twice....

When you were a child because of the devil, and when you chose to end your suffering in your own world."

Rain then clasped his head with both hands as he felt his head spin and seemed to be about to break.

Is this the effect when his memory will return?

But...

Why is it so painful?

To be honest he still endured the pain, but to know the reality is sometimes hard to accept.

He just doesn't understand everything, but all he knows is...

The truth that his death was actually revealed!

And he knows...

That his memories were in childhood and everything was real.

(Waiting for the next chapter.🤭)