My Fantasy Voice's

My Fantasy Voice's
The past is gone



The past is sometimes like a worn sheet, where when we buy a new book and write a memory and then stored in a closet until the book becomes obsolete and never opened.


Have you ever kept your picture book since you were a kid?


Does the picture book still exist today?


How's the paper color?


Is there any writing that can't be read there?


Or an abstract image you created with random colors?


Everything that has been worn out sometimes cannot be made new but the sheets are slowly being reopened to create memories that are never forgotten.


What do you remember most?


What made you forget?


And what does that memory mean to you...


The point is everything in your life, the first thing or the first thing you start a life is not a mistake.


"The past doesn't just give us memories. But also introduce you to the meaning of life."


...


Aiden used to be confined in his golden cage, feeling lonely as if he were his friend.


Where when he saw his brother Marcel laughing and playing with his friends arise envy and a strong desire to find a figure whose name is a friend.


Until he was desperate to get out of the house without knowing the risks that will be received later.


Until he finally met the figure of the friend.


The boy who first greeted her.


When Aiden had just managed to get out of the back window of his house was a bit surprised because there was a boy his age playing alone behind his yard.


"Why did you go through the window?there will be a door in your house" asked the child with a slightly more shepherd body than him.


He looked at Aiden curiously but undeniably saw peers as if he was very happy about having friends.


The same with Aiden.


Their feelings are the same.


And they turned out to be the same age, like a pair of twins who had just met.


"....."wanted to answer the child's question but the disappointment came back to his heart, it is undeniable that he could not speak even though he had tried, he did not, no matter how hard he tried to have a voice he would never hear his own voice and he was always considered a cripple by others.


"You can't talk?"as if to understand the situation of his age before him, especially when Aiden nodded and looked at him innocently inexplicably arise anxiety with his new friend.


"My name is Ice!and your name is. 'cause I don't have any paper you just write your name on the ground with these wooden twigs." said Ice took a small wooden branch not far from them and gave it to Aiden.


Aiden nodded and wrote his name on the ground.


"Aiden?what a good name you're handsome but I'm more handsome!"he said he was proud to praise himself so much that Aiden wanted to laugh but he just smiled.


"Do you want to be friends with me?"ask Ice.


Aiden's blue eyes were round, didn't he hear wrong?a normal boy like Ice wants to be friends with him who is disabled?


"You're funny so I want to be friends with you, let alone your blue eyes that seem to hypnotize me to keep looking at him! yes, and I don't accept rejection!"say the boy firmly.


...



"You've never changed little brother." said Ice stroking Rain's cheek.


Ice crouched down and propped up Rain's drooping head on his lap.


Although they are the same age but Ice still considers Rain (Aiden used to be his name) is his little sister.


Although his heart was now filled with darkness, but his childhood feelings would never change.


He still couldn't hurt Rain with his own hands.


"My spirit has changed and no one can release me from the entanglement of darkness, I will always be your shadow whereas you are the light that shines on everyone, we are in a different world and we will also be hindered for a reason." Ice said.


He looked towards the sky where the stars were studded with splendid moonlight, the Milky Way never tired of gathering together and the moonlight shining on it made the young man's silver hair look match the color of the moon.



Night is a form of calm.


Night also teaches us what darkness means.


A word will always have meaning behind it.


And sometimes darkness is not scary but it can be overwhelming when we enjoy the night view.


Then...


Why would...


There's still a reason that has changed someone, and he's decided not to go back.


There is darkness in life and there is light, and you are one of the light, the light of all that light.


And every man is a moon and has a dark side that he never shows to anyone.


...


Angel sent from up above


(Oh, angels are sent from above.)


(You know you make my world shine.)


When I was down, when I was hurt


(When I am sad, when I am hurt.)


You came to lift me up


(You came to lift me up.)


Life is a drink, and love's a drug


(Life is drink, and love is opium)


Oh, now I think I must be miles up


(Oh, now I must be miles up.)


When I was a river, dried up


(When I was a river, dry.)


You came to rain a flood


(You came like rain that flooded.)


Drink from me, drink from me


(And you said drink from me, drink from me)


When I was so thirsty


(When I'm thirsty)


The Pour on a symphony


(Pour symphony.)


Now I just can't get enough


(Now I am not satisfied.)


Put your wings on me, wings on me


(Give me your wings, your wings.)


When I was so heavy


(When I'm so heavy.)


The Pour on a symphony


(Pour symphony.)


When I'm low, low, low, low


(When I'm low, low, low, low)


I, oh, I, oh


(Me, oh, me, oh.)


Got me feeling drunk and high


(I was so drunk and so floating.)


So high, so high


(So high, so high.)


I, oh, I, oh, I, oh


(Me, oh, me, oh.)


Got me feeling drunk and high


(I was so drunk and so floating.)


So high, so high


(So high, so high.)


Woo!


What is that man?


A creature that rests on the earth and is only subject to the ruler of the universe.


Humans have nature.


Properties like elements that are needed for living things.


Water, land, and fire.


There are other elements, can you guess?


Or find out your own nature?


...


(Who knows what that song is about?


I love the lyrics, calm bikin especially if you want the spirit or seek tranquility, this song is suitable for a calm atmosphere.)