My Family's Secret

Bella's school

I also tried to kill myself but was successfully failed by Jessica who suddenly came to my room at that time.

Flashback.

That day the waiter delivered my food as usual to the room and by chance there was a knife on the plate. Without a second thought I directly took the knife and scratched it into my arm, more precisely into my veins. The servant held me back but his strength was no stronger than mine. Until Jessica came to the room and immediately threw the knife I was holding. He held me back from picking up the thrown knife.

"GET OFF ME, JESSICA!" my yelling.

"No. Don't be crazy Alexa!" snapped Jessica.

"Let me die. I have to pay for everything" I said, continuing to rebel.

"Pay what huh?! Don't talk nonsense!" his reply.

I kept rebelling until Jessica found it hard to hold me back.

"Call Mr. Allard. Hurry along!" jessica's orders to the waiter.

The waiter immediately ran out to call Allard.

"Please yourself, Alexa!" Jessica was still trying her hardest to hold me back.

"Take me off, Jessica! Let me die. I'm tired," I said.

Jessica shakes. "No. I'm not gonna let you do that. There's still a lot of people who need you, Alexa."

Allard went straight into the room and took over me. "Let me handle Alexa."

Jessica let Allard handle me.

I'm still trying to break free to pick up the knife lying there. A little more, just a little more knife was about my veins but was thwarted by Jessica.

"Hey hey calm down dear," said Allard softly.

"Take me off, Allard!" I said who is still rebelling.

"I'm going to let you go but don't do anything dangerous and we're going to treat your wounds" Allard said.

"Why don't you all let me die?!" I was upset because they didn't let me die.

"Because we love you, Alexa," Jessica replied.

"Why? I don't deserve to be loved," I don't understand.

"No. You desire it!" resolute Jessica.

I finally stopped rebelling.

"We all love you, Alexa. It's enough suffering you've been through" Allard said, hugging me but I didn't return the hug.

"Now we treat this wound yes," he persuaded.

I'm nodding.

Allard released me and took the medicine box and treated my wounds. The knife was taken by Jessica.

Flashback.

A few days later came the day that Bella would attend school.

***POV ALLARD***

"Bella, you have to be nice to your teacher and your friends" I advised.

"Ready, daddy," replied Bella.

I stroked his head. "Daddy's gonna pick you up today."

Suddenly, Bella showed a sad face. I realized it and asked, "What's wrong? Why is it sad like that? You're not happy with daddy?"

Bella shakes. "No, Bella's happy to be among daddy."

"Why so moody?" my many.

"Daddy, did mommy really not get to drive Bella? Though Bella really wanted to be among the same daddy and mommy on the first day of school, Bella" he replied.

"What's this about? Why is Bella sad like that?" ask grandma.

"Bella was sad because Alexa couldn't drive her" I explained.

"Bella was with Mr Allard first gapapa huh? Alexa's condition does not allow to drive Bella to school. So Bella please understand yes," said the grandmother.

Bella also nodded. "Before leaving, Bella wants to see mommy first."

"Yes. Let's go to the room." Bella and I went to the room.

When I opened the room door, I was surprised to see Alexa who was well-dressed.

Bella ran to Alexa and hugged her. "Where's Mommy going in this neat outfit?"

"Who? Isn't today Bella's first day at school?" tanyakanya.

Bella was surprised to hear Alexa say, as well as me.

"So mommy can take Bella to school?!" ask Bella happy.

Alexa replied with a nod. So happy, Bella to cry in the arms of Alexa.

Alexa likens her height to Bella and wipes her tears. "Why cry? Bella's not happy mommy can deliver to school?"

Bella nodded quickly. "Bella was crying because Bella was so happy. Thank you, mommy."

Bella took Alexa by the hand and walked over to me.

"Allard? Why are you quiet?" ask Alexa.

"You sure you can take Bella to school? Ka—"

Alexa stopped my words. "I'm sure. I'm fine now."

I hugged Alexa. "I will always be by your side no matter what."

Alexa returned my embrace. "Thank you."

"Let's go, let's go" Bella asked.

I let go of her embrace and held Alexa's hand. When she went downstairs, she was surprised to see Alexa. Grandma approached us too.

"Alexa, are you okay, honey?" ask grandma to worry.

"Yes, Alexa is fine" replied Alexa.

"I'm sorry, but" said the grandmother.

Alexa confused by grandma's apology. "What's Grandma saying sorry for?"

"Bella must have forced you to drive her to school" replied the grandmother.

Alexa also chuckles. "No, grandma. It's Alexa's own wish." Alexa seemed silent for a while until she finally continued her words. "Alexa's trying to accept herself Alexa now."

Hearing that, grandma immediately hugged Alexa and cried. "Thank God. Grandma will always love you."

Alexa returned grandma's embrace. "Thank you, grandma."

Grandma let go of her embrace. "Alexa wants to eat what, baby? Let grandma masakin."

"Sorry, grandma. Allard intends to take Alexa for a walk after delivering Bella so grandma does not need to cook for today," I said.

"Where are you taking me away?" ask Alexa.

"You will know" I replied.

"Is that? Yes," replied grandma.

"Daddy want to go for a walk without Bella?!" bella asked with an annoyed look.

"Yes, daddy wanted to ask mommy out today" I replied.

"Huh Bella will let daddy for this time," Bella replied.

"Thank you, sweetie. Daddy will buy you something later," I said, stroking Bella's head.

I say goodbye to Grandma too. "Then we say yes, Grandma."

"Yes, you guys be careful."

Then Alexa and I drove Bella to school. Arriving at school Bella looks very happy when she saw the school.

"That school is huge" said Bella.

"Bella should be good friends with everyone yes" Alexa advises.

"Ready, mommy," replied Bella.

"Then daddy and mommy go first. We'll pick him up again" I said.

Bella nodded. "Daddy and mommy be careful."

Alexa and I left after making sure Bella got into school.

"Where are we going?" ask Alexa.

"You sit so sweet. I'm sure that place won't disappoint you" I replied.

"You're not going to work?" ask again.

"I'm on leave today" I replied.

Alexa's eyes widened. "Follow again?! I know since that incident you've been on leave. I won't run away again Allard so there's no need to be afraid of that."

"I don't take time off often. I was working from home and what I was worried about was your health, Alexa," I said.

Alexa's face became gloomy.

"Hey why are you so moody?" I asked while stroking his cheek.

"I'm sorry.." he said.

"Sorry for what?" many confused.

"I'm sorry I always bother you" he replied.

I'm shaking. "No. You never bother me."

"Ta—"

"That's it. I take you for a walk to make you happy. So don't think about yesterday" I said.

Alexa nodded.

I stroked Alexa's head. "Good girl."