My Family's Secret

Secretes

With trembling hands, I contacted someone.

"Hello Alexa."

"Jess, where are you?" ask me with a trembling voice.

"Al's? How come your voice shakes like that? Are you okay?"

Cries started coming out of my mouth.

"Al, where are you now? I'm going over there. Send me your location."

Jessica turned off her phone. I'm sending my location now and crying in the car.

Shortly thereafter, Jessica arrived. He immediately knocked on my car's glass. "Al, it's me."

I opened the car door and Jessica came in. Jessica hugged me and calmed me down.

"Hey hey, I'm here now. What happened, Al?" jessica said with a worried face.

"Jess, I'm scared" I replied.

Jessica scrunched her forehead. "Fear what?"

With a quivering voice, I replied, "I'm-I'm the son of a killer, Jess,"

Jessica's eyes opened wide. "What are you saying?!"

"I'm not a member of the Harrison family. I'm the only child of the Smith family" I said.

"The Smith family?! The owner of the biggest arms company in Britain?" tanyanya surprised.

I'm nodding.

"Then why did you say you were a murderous child?" tanyanya did not understand.

I pushed Jessica and got angry. "Did you not understand too?! My family sells weapons that can kill people!"

Jessica was surprised because I pushed her all of a sudden. "Hey calm down, Alexa. I understand your current unrest."

I was crying harder. "I-I have to what? I'm scared."

"We're talking about this with the others" he broke.

I'm shaking. "I don't want to. They'd hate me if they knew I was Smith's son."

"What's the reason Grandpa adopted you?" tanyakanya.

"I don't know" I replied.

"We ask this together, right? You should also know what has happened in the past. Don't just hear from one side. Anyway all you know right now is the truth about your real family" he said.

I nodded in response to Jessica's words.

"Now you calm down okay? I will accompany you until you calm down here" he said.

I'm shaking. "No need, you go back to the office."

"It's okay, I've emptied the schedule for today" he replied.

"Sorry.." I said.

"I'm sorry? What's for?" tanyanya's confused.

"I am troubling you too much" I replied slowly.

"Gosh, I don't feel bothered. You're my best friend so of course I'll always be there for you" she replied.

"Thank you, Jessica," I said.

"My pleasure" he answered.

Jessica actually accompanied me until my feelings improved.

"I want to go home. Bella must be waiting for me at home" I said.

Jessica nodded. "All right, I'll take you home."

"no need. I can go home by myself" I refused.

"You sure?" ask Jessica to make sure.

"Related," I replied.

"All right then. Let me know when you get home" he said.

I'm nodding.

Jessica got out of my car and got into her car. After that, Jessica and I left that place.

***POV JESSICA***

Since I had already emptied the schedule for today, I went straight home.

Arriving home, not resting but I opened my laptop and searched for something. I found the thing I was looking for. Although it takes a long time but everything is complete, starting from documents and videos, everything is available. I read it and watched it. There's nothing I've missed.

That day I could not hide my surprise. I was thinking how they could do such a thing to a child.

"Alexa can't know about any of this" I murmured as I learned the truth.

I called someone right away. "Hello brother. It's me, Jessica."

"What's up, Jessica?"

"You don't know, do you?" ask me to the point.

"Thou? You know what?" Instead of answering, Alvaro asked back because he did not understand the meaning of my question.

"About Alexa's biological family."

Brother Alvaro was silent for a moment until he finally replied. "Yes, I know."

"Sister, Alexa only found out about her biological family today but she only knew that she was the only daughter of the Smith family and she was adopted by the Harrison family. I just searched the information further and it turned out to be worse than I thought. So we have to keep this a secret from Alexa. All he knows is enough, don't let him know more than that" I explained.

"Me and grandpa also plan to keep it a secret from Alexa. We don't want to make Alexa suffer any more. It's good he forgot his bad memories."

"If you two go home, Alexa intends to ask the truth. Make a reasonable excuse, brother. I wouldn't have told him to ask the truth to you two if he knew it would be this bad. I'm sorry, brother," I said regretfully.

"No, Jessica. It's natural that you tell Alexa like that. Rather than him guessing it would be better if you asked him to ask us directly. You take it easy, my grandfather and I will make the best possible reason for Alexa to believe and not suspect her."

"Sister, it's also written here about the Allard family's involvement. Is that true?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Did Allard know?"

"No. All he knows is that his parents died in a plane crash."

"He won't find out as long as no one's provoking his curiosity. If ever Allard knew this and hurt Alexa, I wouldn't have stayed silent. I'll protect Alexa."

"alright. I wish Alexa was always happy. Although she now knows about her biological family but that's nothing about the other bad things she went through as a child so I hope she'll never know."

"Yes, I hope so too."

***POV ALEXA***

I went straight into the house and looked for Allard. Turns out Allard was in his study.

I went to him and hugged him.

Allard was surprised by my actions but he returned my embrace. He made me sit on his lap. "What's wrong?"

I'm shaking.

"Not having fun with your best friend?" ask Allard.

I shook my head again.

"Why did you come home like this?" tanyakanya.

"I just miss you" I replied.

Allard chuckles. "It's not usually like this."

I tightened his embrace. "Allard."

"Yes honey?"

"Do you love me?"

"Why do you ask such things?"

"Just answer"

"Yes, I love you."

I kissed Allard's lips, too. Allard was confused by my strange attitude.

I let go of her kiss and whispered in her ear. "I want you, Allard."

Allard. "Are you sure?"

I'm nodding.

"You can't pull your words anymore." Allard kissed my lips wildly and **********. After smelling my lips, Allard turned to my neck and left many traces there.

"I ask you again, are you sure about this?" tanyanya.

"Yes, I'm sure" I replied.

Allard took me to bed and put me to bed there. I saw Allard's face was filled with lust, his breath hunting. Right now Allard looks like a beast ready to pounce on its prey at any time.

"I won't stop even if you cry" she whispered.

"Just do it" I said.

"Okay. Let's do something fun, sweetie," she replied.

After that we did it all night. Allard really didn't give me a break.

Bend day.

I woke up and saw Allard who was still soundly asleep.

"I love you" I whispered.

I got up and got out of bed but as I was about to get down, my bottom was in a lot of pain. I also groan in pain.

"What's up, baby?" ask Allard to worry.

"My bottom hurts a lot, Allard," I replied.

"Where are you going? Let me carry you," he said.

"I'm going to the bathroom. My whole body feels so sticky" I replied.

Allard nodded. "alright. I'll help you take a shower."

"no need. You just need to take me to the bathroom" I refused.

"No, I'll help you take a shower. Not accepting rejection!" emphatically.

After that Allard took me to the bathroom and helped me take a shower. He also took a shower together.

I went through my usual activities, trying to act like nothing happened and not knowing anything. Fortunately Allard did not ask again about the one yesterday.

"Mommy," call Bella.

"Yes baby? What do you need?" my many.

"Bella wants milk" he replied.

"Mommy take the milk first. Bella wait here." I walked into the kitchen and opened the fridge. The milk Bella wanted was gone.

I approached Bella and told her the milk was up. "Bella, the milk's gone, baby. It's gonna be tonight, huh? All the monthly shopping with daddy."

"Bella wants it now, mommy," he whined.

I let out a breath. "Yaudah mommy buy first in the supermarket front. Bella wait here."

"Bella's coming, '" said Bella.

"Mommy's only for a minute" I said.

"Bella's coming, '" whined Bella.

I finally allowed Bella to come. "Jaudah yaudah, come with me."

"Yeah!" exclaim Bella happy.

"Don't wander around. Then when crossing the street, hold mommy's hand and don't run," I remember.

"Ready mommy" she replied.

"Yaudah come on," take me.

I got permission for Grandma to go to the supermarket ahead. "Grandma, Alexa and Bella are going to the supermarket for a minute."

Grandma gave me some advice before Bella and I left. "Be careful. Watch the vehicles passing by, hold Bella's hand so she doesn't run around here."

"Yes grandma" I replied.

Bella and I went to the supermarket.