
After a long time, just looking at each other.
“Daddy what's wrong?, what's wrong?why
ngeliatin aja sherly”sherly was finally asked, To eliminate the silence, because Sherly was not able to stand the silence that occurred
“Sherly father would like to ask for help with you, allow?”roy asked without answering Sherly's question.
“Bby, as long as Sherly can definitely help Sherly”revealed Sherly answered Roy's question.
Sherly wondered in her mind.
'what can I do to help dad' Sherly thought
“Dad wants to match you with the son of a good friend father”ucap Roy said suddenly.
“Why should Sherly father?, is brother Mira older than sherly, why not brother mira
dad?”said Sherly was trying to advise her father.
Frankly Sherly doesn't want to be stuck from an arranged marriage that doesn't know when it's going to end, he does that, because he doesn't want to experience,
marriage as it happens between
his father and mother.
And Sherly just wants to marry the person she loves.
“But Mira already has someone who she
love, and it will hurt him if he has to part with the person he loves, you will know Mira was born without a mother, so you should have to give up for your brother,which he indirectly reveals that Sherly must sacrifice for the happiness of her brother.
'Guild?' that word is spinning
inside Sherly's brain.
Sherly always wondered in her heart,
'why should I always give up, not should a brother who should give up, why always me, is not enough I always give up all this time' Sherly thought while clenching his hands under the table.
‘Want once I get out all the questions I've been waiting for all this time, but I can't afford to do that,and all I could do was hold it all in my heart’batin Sherly looks so sad and angry.
roy, who was silent, looked at Sherly, and saw her
the child's body is slightly vibrating, as it wants to
crying, but Roy knows it looks like Sherly is holding back from crying in front of him.
While Sherly he was trying not to cry, with his hands clenched firmly as if holding back the anger mixed with sadness, as much energy as he could.
Roy, who saw his son, was silent.
“It's for your own good, baby, you sure are
will be happy, because the person is a great person ”ucap roy, he said gently as possible hoping his son will be melted with his words.
'Honey'the word is of concern
Sheryl.
it was insincere, as if those words were only in
do it because of coercion alone’ thought Sherly.
After a long time of silence, Sherly finally raised her voice
“Why should Sherly?, why because Sherly doesn't mean in my eyes?”sherly said by pointing a finger at her own chest.
Sherly has not been able to bear the question that she has been self-serving, which Sherly now does is so that she tries not to cry, even though she cries as if it were useless, because her father will not care.
“Sherly keep your word!”roy said a little snarling.
But Sherly seemed to no longer care about her mother's advice to be polite to her father, because she also wanted to be happy.
“Dad,Sherly also has heart!, does dad
can't understand Sherly just a little bit?, she's also human!, Sherly is not a father doll!”sherly said and stood up, as she wanted to step her foot, but Roy's voice stopped her.
“If you don't do what dad
ask, then don't expect me to see you as a father's son again!!”roy said in a threatening tone.
Sherly who heard that, she immediately stared unmoved, she was now just waiting for what her father said next.
“If you don't accept it, not just
you are the one who suffers, but also your mother
will suffer”ucap roy continued his speech tone sounding firm.
'Mother' that's the reason for holding on, his mother has suffered enough and he doesn't want to make
the mother suffers from her own selfishness.
Sherly turned around, and looked at her father, a gaze that contained some hurt, let alone
she held back her tears not to
exiting.
“Baik”just that word Sherly is capable of saying.
Sherly said that, Sherly turned back, and straight out of the room, she stepped up her legs and ran, she felt her steps were currently feeling very slow, as if the passage she was passing was endless.
But even so, Sherly continued to step up and passed through several rooms to get to her room.
When she reached her room, Sherly went straight in and locked her room, she did not want to do anything right now, because at this moment, she seemed to have no energy to do her usual activities.
“Why father?, why do you discriminate father's affection, why is father more affectionate to brother Mira, I am also father's son, I also want to be loved by father” said Sherly in his poignant tone.
Finished saying that, Sheerly immediately threw her body on the mattress, and slept on her stomach, she hid her body in a thick blanket, her body shook, and a clear bulir came out of her eye patch,she cried and could only cry, but without a sound, hoping that no one would hear her sobs, Sheerly also hoped by crying
it can reduce the pain.
Not knowing how long Sherly cried, until she fell asleep because of tears, it seems Sherly was asleep because of fatigue crying.
seriated.