
“Aya..h”ucap Sherly with vibrating voice.
Sherly seems not to know what she has to talk like at this time, because she feels if she is in an atmosphere of 'sad' as well as 'hottest'
Sherly is saddened by her father's death, but on the other hand she feels moved because her father still remembers his wishes first
Sherly was just silent daydreaming for a long time, she did not think that her father still remembered her request when she was a child.
Then after a long time just daydreaming, Sherly also rose from her seat, she began to walk towards the small closet that was right next to her mattress.
After stepping a few steps with a little stagger, Sherly finally arrived.
Sherly began to squat down towards the closet, after which she began to open the closet.
And after the closet opens, Sherly picks up a mini-sized teddy bear, exactly the way Sherly wants it.
“Father thank you for buying this doll for Sherly, even though it's too late, but the most important thing for Sherly is that the person who bought this doll is dad, he said,that was enough for Sherly”ucap Sherly while hugging the doll tightly, as if she felt very affectionate towards the doll, because the person who gave the doll was her father.
After a long time hugging the doll, Sherly's eyes were diverted with a knee-length short jeans.
Sherly took the pants, and she just kept quiet while staring at them for a long time.
Sherly recalled that when she was a child, she had asked her father to buy her pants when her brother bought her long jeans, but the difference was that he wanted to buy a short version.
When Sherly asked for short jeans, because at that time she thought that the price of short jeans was cheaper than long jeans bought by her father for her brother first.
Sherly thinks like that, so as not to waste too much money, because she wants her father not to be too hard at work.
And now Sherly who has been bought by her father in accordance with what she wants, but the difference is that this jeans adult version and fit for her.
Sherly remained silent as if daydreaming.
Sherly did not feel sobbing, and sobs sherly's sobs became more and more, then she too
directly hugged the pants, along with the mini doll he was holding .
“Dad..sherly ng.gak..know la...gi ha...rus said.apa”ucap sherly with a vibrating tone of voice.
After that Sherly tilted her head, and put her head or rather her cheek next to the mattress to lean, she just cried while daydreaming.
Suddenly as Sherly cries, Alex enters Sherly's room, and the first time Alex enters, she sees Sherly sticking her head against the bed, with her back to her.
‘I know you must be very sad when you know this reality, I also did not expect that something like this would happen, if time could turn back, I would love to bring you and your father together, I would love to meet you,but unfortunately it's impossible, sorry because I didn't allow your father to meet you, because I think he was just pretending to regret his mistake'.thinking that Alex was just silent while staring at Sherly's back, she felt regret for what had happened.
While Sherly who is now unaware of Alex's presence, she was just silent with sobbing cries.
“Ya sherly will visit father's grave”continue sherly confidently.
Alex, who was standing still, came closer to Sherly.
“You want to visit your father's grave?”ask Alex after arriving next to Sherly.
Sontak sheyrly who heard Alex's words, she immediately wiped the tears in both her eyes and cheeks quickly.
After that, Sherly turned around and looked at Alex who was currently standing staring at him.
“Lexi you are here?, since when?”said sherly trying to say normally maybe, he did not want to look weak or crybaby in front of Alex.
Alex, who heard Sherly's words, crouched down and faced Sherly.
“You need not try to be tough in front of me, because I know you feel sad about this fact, so you can cry as much as you do,because I will be patiently waiting and trying to make you cheerful again” said Alex while rubbing sherly's hair slowly.
Sherly who heard that, she only answered Alex's words with a small smile of hers.
At the moment Sherly is just trying to stay strong in front of Alex, he just wants to show if he can be tough and strong to face this reality.
“I prefer you as you are, I will not hate or be angry if you cry in front of me, even if I feel very sad about it,but I'll try to be there and strengthen you” said Alex with a face that looks serious.
Alex wants Sheyrly to let her down, not because she's happy that Sherly's crying,but because Alyex knows if the sadness in pendam will be more painful compared with the sadness that has been overflowing.
“I want to visit father's grave”ucap Sherly while looking down, he tried not to cry because sad and moved by Alex's remark earlier.
“OK I will also take you there, But remember if you are not strong enough to hold back your tears again, you can cry as much as you do,but after that you have to rise”ucap alex who directly helps sherly stand up.
Alex actually feels guilty about Sherly's current state, when Sherly cried because of Roy's actions, she had promised not to make Sherly cry again, but what?, but what?,now he could only harbor resentment and anger for himself.
Afterwards, Alex walks out of Sherly's room.
Alex walks out by leading Sherly.
While outside the room, Mira and the others who saw it, they immediately walked towards Sherly.
“Son, you do not get too caught up in this sadness, we are all also sad, but you have to rise up, dear”ucap Dewi while hugging Sherly.
While Sherly who heard that, she was silent, not knowing what to say and talk like.
“Sherly, I want to apologize for my mistakes with you first, I'm sorry I'm not a good brother, I'm aware of my mistakes first,may you forgive me” said Mira as she stared at Sherly with teary eyes.
Sherly who heard that, she just nodded with a smile, as if she had forgiven Mira.