
While Bella is now also sitting around the fountain, but the difference is she is on the other side.
Bella continued to grumble, and occasionally cursed indistinctly.
“Sial shit shit, why the hell should this be?”bella said with a slight twist of her hand.
Either because Bella's voice is too loud, or caused by Sherly's sharp hearing.
Sherly who heard a voice that was the same as Bella's, she immediately walked to find the voice.
“Bella, are you here?”sherly said in a tone that sounded a little surprised.
“Sherly?!”said Bella who was also surprised because of the arrival of Sherly.
“What's the matter?, why are you here?”ask Sherly while sitting next to Bella.
“Yes, that's how” replied Bella who seemed reluctant to tell a story.
Bella seems embarrassed if she tells Sherly, because after all she usually always acts indifferent and ignorant, but now she returns to her once quite jealous nature.
“There is a problem with Bara?”sherly asked as she looked at Bella.
Bella who was looked at like that, she felt a little nervous.
“Nggak”ucap Bella fast.
“Oh so, there is a problem”ucap Sherly who did not ask further.
“If you are why are you here?, what's the problem?”finally Bella asks why Sherly was there.
“Iya, can be said like that” Sherly replied honestly.
“Try telling me what problem you are facing?”ask Bella curious.
Sherly who heard that, she began to take a deep breath, and then she let out slowly.
“I'm pissed off”pap Sherly with a tone that sounds like someone who's really upset.
Bella who heard that, she just kept quiet.Because Bella felt a little stunned by Sherly's words, no matter what maybe only Bella knows.
“I know for sure you feel shocked when you hear this, because if I used to probably always hide my feelings, whether sad or happy.But since I know Alex, I have always hidden my feelings,it felt like I could express my emotions freely” Sherly explained.
Bella who heard that, she just quietly waited back Sherly told her story.
“And you also know that I often harbored my own sadness.Perhaps because I used to care less about my own feelings, so I forgot to 'happy'.I used to be too mean to myself, I knew that if I had the desire to be happy, but because I always thought that I didn't deserve to be happy, then I unknowingly hurt my own feelings,even I forgot to think about my own happiness” Sherly said again which sounded like she was telling her past.
Bella heard that again, she just kept quiet and listened to Sherly's story.
“But now it's different bell.Because ever since I got to know Alex, and got more attention from him, I seemed to start thinking about my own feelings.I want to be happy like people in general, want to be able to express my moods, I want to be able to express my feelings,just as people express their feelings”ucap Sherly while staring at Bella and seeing Bella's response.
Bella heard that, she smiled.
“Thank God that you started to pay attention to your happiness”revealed Bella a little moved for what reason.
Maybe Bella is happy because Sherly no longer hides her feelings, just for the sake of people who don't care about her.
“Then I once thought if I was selfish because I wanted to be happy.Because sometimes when I was happy, but why is there always someone who feels if I have taken his happiness?”sherly said she didn't understand.
“It is not your fault if you want to be happy.Because at least you achieve your happiness in a good way, and do not use dirty things.Because of course everyone wants to be happy, because of course everyone wants to be happy,and everyone deserves to be happy with their happiness each”ucap Bella with a soothing tone.
Maybe Sherly said that, because he had thought that his presence had made others suffer, for example Mira who felt that Sherly's presence seemed to seize all her happiness.
“This is sher, suppose your father and brother did not expect your presence?, right?!”bella said the question ended for Sherly.
Sherly who heard that, slightly nodded her head.Because Bella's speech has a point as well.
“If they do not expect your presence, but at least your mother is still expecting your presence,even I who became your best friend feel lucky because of your presence.So the point is enough we do the best thing for ourselves, and do not listen to the words of people who hate us,because it's endless.That's my advice, I'm sorry maybe I give advice not as good as you”ucap Bella at length.
“Who said your advice is not as good as mine?, instead your advice is better than mine, and I who heard your advice become able to think more clearly again.Maybe I do deserve to be happy,and either my happiness would make people feel miserable or not, but at least I didn't mean to hurt them,because I'm just trying to get my own happiness” Sherly said in a tone that sounded earnest and sure.
“He's good then”answered Bella.
“Why?, do you look at me like that anyway!, there is something strange about my appearance?”bella was astonished.
“Nggak”responsibly Sherly direct.
“Ya keep on why can you call me all her?”ask Bella again.
“I know that you have a problem, even if it is not too important anyway, maybe.When I have music to tell you this,so you also want to share the story again with me”cap Sherly explained what he was thinking.
“Ishh, why are your eyes so observant sher, even though this is not an important problem”ucap Bella who is starting to get nervous.
“Iya I know, didn't I say earlier”ucap Sherly relaxed which made Bella even more nervous.
“I...I am angry”ucap Bella with slightly blushing cheeks.
“Anged?, Angry why?”sherly's question is shifting towards Bella.
“You're a little away dong sher!”said Bella somehow felt a little annoyed when Sherly shifted closer and closer to her, he felt embarrassed if until Sherly saw her face that began to heat up.Dan Bella sure if her face must have started to blush because of the blushing.
“Why the hell?, I just want to sit closer to you just”cap Sherly still kekeh sitting close to Bella.
Bella who saw Sherly did not obey her words, she could only snort annoyedly.
“I'm angry because of jealousy”t Bella is upset but adds a red hue on her face.
“Jealous?, Jealousy why?”sherly's question sounded mocking in Bella's ear.
Although upset with Sherly's teasing, Bella still answers Sherly's questions.
“Because Bara was close to another woman, she had snapped at me for the sake of the woman”ucap Bella with a slower tone.
Bella is sure that her face is really red like a tomato.
‘Sial, why the hell did Sherly have to make me honest with her question, would I be so embarrassed'batin Bella held in shame with her clenched hands trying not to scream.
“Ha?,seriously?”sherly asked a little surprised.
“Iya”answer slowly, it even sounds very slow.
“About when was the last time I saw you jealous?, if not wrong at the first time we entered SMA deh, deh,at that time you were jealous because Bara who is a bully and your girlfriend deket each other women, really right bel?”sherly said with a soft tone towards Bella.
Sherly remembers Bella's past, which makes Bella embarrassed and wants to scream.
“Sherly!!”pissed Bella.
Sherly who heard that immediately laughed with a slight chuckle as it was funny.
Usually at a time like this, the image will be mocked Bella, but it looks like Sherly has started to open up and not as much as I used to.
“Already, again our story is the same”pap Sherly who stopped his laughter, but his coolness was still a little heard.
“You mean?”bella did not understand.
“Yes because of the cause I was upset earlier because I was also jealous, more precisely jealous because there was a woman who tried to get close to Alex”ucap Sherly somehow lost her laugh and replaced with a tone that sounded annoyed.
“Ha.ha..”now it's Bella's turn to laugh mockingly at Sherly.
“Serious sher?”bella asked with a little laugh.
“Yes that's how” Sherly replied a little indifferently, trying to withstand the embarrassment.
“Means our story is not much different dong”ucap Bella who somehow makes them both laugh together, maybe because it feels funny about their story which happens to be almost the same.
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