
“Damn it!, my head was so dizzy I complained Citra while outside the toilet.It was waiting for Bella who was in the toilet.
“Basic Sherly!, he did not realize what if the food was very salty and not clear taste” complained Bella who chimed in.
Seeing Bella who had come out, Citra quickly went into the toilet and immediately vomited her stomach contents.
Not long after the image came out with a body that looks a little limp, because he had vomited a lot of food that he had eaten earlier.
“Nih drink first so that your mouth feels a little comfortable!”said Bella who had bought warm tea for herself and Citra.
Without saying anything, the image immediately drank it.
“Thank you bel”ucap The image is only answered by nods.
.....
While currently at Mira's place.
Mira was seen still sitting in the restaurant earlier, she was now feeling so dizzy that she was unable to stand up.
While Sherly was looking at that, she looked worried and anxious.
“Kak Mira why?”asked Sherly with her worried face.
“Sister is okay.Maybe this is just because brother is busy working and does not have time to rest, so now brother feels a little dizzy” replied Mira directly.
“What should we go to the doctor, let Sherly later who will take you directly”
“No need, I just want to sit down for a while longer”aksi Mira fast.
“Then we go to the toilet, it just so happens that Bella and Citra are there”tak Sherly who was immediately answered with a sleigh.
“Let me take Mira home and call someone suddenly.
Hearing that, Sherly and Mira immediately turned their heads.
“Dafa”ucap Sherly and Mira simultaneously.
They looked shocked and did not expect to see Dafa in front of them directly.
“Why are you here?, haven't I done what you wanted?”mira asked in a tone that sounded dislike.
“There's something I want to say directly to you”Dafa revealed sounds begging.
“There is nothing to say!, I have given you up.So please do not meet and disturb us again, moreover I beg you not to appear before me!”mira replied a little firmly.
“But this is important,after you hear this you can make a decision and I will also not disturb you again if indeed you do not want to see me again”ucap Dafa expectantly along with his confident tone.
Seeing Mira who did not respond, Sherly who looked worried immediately patted Mira's shoulder slowly.
“Give Kak Dafa a chance, sis, maybe there is something he wants to say”ucap Sherly slowly.
Mira was silent for a while as if she was thinking.
“Alright, but we take you home first”ucap Mira who is worried about Sherly.
“Not necessary,coincidentally from earlier Fani had given the news that he was in front of this restaurant.Let me go home with fani” revealed Sherly explained.He had received a message from Fani when Bella and Citra went to the toilet.
“Ya already”answered Mira resigned.
.....
And this is where Mira and Dafa are.
They were in a Dafa car, with Dafa driving it directly, while Mira was forced to sit next to Dafa and could only remain silent.
“How are you?”asked Dafa suddenly.He tried to make small talk to be more familiar.
And Mira just stared indifferently at Dafa, as if the question was not important to her.
“For all this time you care about me?!”asked Mira cynically.He said after a long time just silence.
“Now go straight to the point only”continue Mira quickly.
Dafa was only silent with a little daydreaming when he heard Mira's words.
“Do not daydream!”Mira said in a high enough tone, as she tried to awaken Dafa from her daydream.
“Then I parked the car first”ucap Dafa which immediately stopped in a parking lot.
Dafa immediately faced Mira, while Mira shifted slightly away from Dafa.
Seeing that, Dafa could only sigh deeply.
“I'm sorry”Reveal guilt-ridden Dafa.
Mira just kept quiet and waited for Dafa to continue.
“I know I was wrong, and maybe my mistake was very difficult for you to forgive, but I really apologize”ucap Dafa again in a pleading tone.
Flashbacks.
At that time, Mira and Dafa's wedding was going well.
With Mira who every day tries to do her best for Dafa, from starting to prepare food, clothes, and other needs Mira prepared well.
Mira did all that herself, hoping that Dafa would be destroyed.Because since their marriage Dafa was a little cooler for her.
Until the months changed, and their marriage had begun to run long enough.
Suddenly bad news ensued, Mira miscarried and that day coincided with the day Sherly left for a village that time.
“It's all your fault!, why can't you just care a little about me!.Though at that time I told you to take me to the doctor, but why did you refuse!”angry Mira at Dafa.
“I told you that I was busy, especially my father's company is progressing and growing”ansi Dafa who does not want to be blamed.
“But not your office job can still be handled by your secretary or assistant”balas Mira who feels if it is all Dafa wrong.
“Do not try to blame me,just blame yourself that is too late to be dragged by the motor.Again it may be God's way that we realize that the child is not the child you want”ucap Dafa without guilt.
“What do you mean?!”mira shouted not to accept.
“Iya you must know for yourself.Maybe for you it is the child you want, but for me it is not!, because what I did for you it was all done by force!!”dafa said it ended in a high tone.
Mira who heard that could only be silent, Iya Mira knew that without her knowledge, her father had made a pact with Dafa, and the contents of the agreement contained things that Dafa did not really want to do.
For example, Dafa must behave like a husband, and that's Dafa to do just in front of Rey,and according to Rey Dafa's wishes also do what a husband does.That's all Dafa does because Rey has promised to give an even bigger injection of funds so that his father's company Dafa can grow.
“Now what do you want?”mira said suddenly after the silence passed long enough.
“We end this relationship, because I want a divorce so that we can live each”ansi Dafa calm. according to him, after Rey's death, the agreement has ended.Also his company has grown enough, he said,and there won't be any problems that bankrupt her company, unless she offends Alex.
“Baik” Answered Mira quickly, she immediately agreed with the dafa proposal.Contact it made Dafa directly look towards Mira with a look of disbelief.
“You sure?”tanya Dafa hesitated for a moment.
“Why?, do you not believe?!.I know that I used to be stupid for love and obsessed with you, but now my patience seems to have run out.After all I can not maintain this unhealthy relationship” replied Mira a little cynical smile.
Although he did not want to divorce with Dafa, but he felt that his mother's words were right because Dewi had advised Mira if the forced marriage would not end well.
“OK, I will take care of our divorce papers that”ucap Dafa directly out of the room.
While Mira who was leaning on the mattress just silent with her hands clenched, whether she should be angry at whom.At that time she also had thought to forgive Sherly, Sherly,but somehow things seem to force him to hate Sherly, so Mira also hesitates to apologize to Sherly directly.
After that incident, Dafa and Mira officially divorced, and they did not meet again because Dafa immediately moved out of the country.
A few months later.
“This you, you should be grateful to have such a wife.Although you should be forced to marry her, you should,at least he has sacrificed a lot for you”ucap a man who is a friend of Dafa.At that time Dafa was telling his life to his best friend.
“It does not matter who you love, besides the person you love does not love you, so what's in it for you.And maybe you are indeed you are not destined for the person you love.
Hearing that, Dafa could only be silent.Entah why he began to be influenced by the words of his best friend, so he unconsciously began to remember the memories of Mira who always tried to do the best for him, so he was not aware,although in those memories he was a little indifferent and ignorant to Mira.
A few months passed and Dafa who increasingly thought of the good friend's speech immediately returned to his country to meet Mira.But unfortunately he did not meet with Mira because Mira was sealed by Adam and its existence cannot be ascertained either.
However, because of regret and feeling very guilty to Mira, with all her strength Dafa tried to find Mira until finally finding out that Mira had been found, she was also sad when she heard the news about Dewi,but he can't do anything.
End flashback.
And finally here is Dafa, he only now dares to meet Mira.During this Dafa only secretly sees Mira and Sherly from a distance.
“Now I realize that love can not be forced, and even though you were wrong for forcing me to marry you, it is,but what is different if I insist to have Sherly.Didn't the two of us not differ much”ucap Dafa again while smiling mockingly at himself.As if he realized if he was a shameless man and cowardly.
“Yes, maybe if you do feel guilty, I will feel more guilty in this case, because here I am wrong for forcing you to marry me,though obviously I know if you never love me at all, revealed Mira admitted her stupidity first.
“But it is, it has all passed, besides now I am trying to forget you and rearrange my life again.
“But I want you to give me a chance.Although this sounds embarrassing because I am like a person who has no shame, but I will try to try to love you”ucap Dafa in a earnest tone.
Mira was silent with a complicated look that stared at Dafa.
“You sure?”tanya Mira did not believe in Dafa's words.
“Yes I will do everything possible so that you can forgive me, and I will treat you better with a promised tone.
“That depends on your sincerity.And if you are really sincere, then I will try to consider again” replied Mira cuek.Sebernya Mira has tried to forget about Dafa, so I will try to reconsider,but it was very difficult for her.And even though Dafa wanted to return to her, Mira would not accept Dafa easily because she wanted to see how sincere Dafa was to her.
“Thank you”ucap Dafa sounds excited, he feels happy as well as moved.
Although he has not been able to love Mira, but all this time Dafa has unknowingly loved Mira,even though it is not love because it is only caused by guilt and thanks.But even so Dafa has been determined to try to love Mira sincerely.
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this special part is about Mira and Dafa