MY DEAR WIFE

EPISODE 121

Currently Sherly who was sitting next to her mattress, she was just silent with a pensive face.

Sherly is currently thinking between her having to open the letter she is currently holding, or not having to open at all.

'Open it or not, ' Sherly thought.

Sherly is currently confused, she is curious about the letter, but somehow she is also afraid of the contents of the letter.

‘I actually feel curious about this letter, but what if the contents of this letter will actually make me even more sad about the departure of father’.batin Sherly who was only silent for a while.

After a long time of silence and contemplation, Sherly chose to read the letter, due to her strong curiosity.

‘Have opened it yet again I am very curious about the contents of this letter, and hopefully with this I can accept this painful reality'.I thought Sherly who looks very sad.

Sherly opened the letter slowly.

Just as Sherly was about to read the letter, she let out a long sigh first, before reading it.

After that, Sherly began to read the letter.

Sherly how are you, son?.

I hope you're always in good shape.

Sorry for your mistakes, I realize that you are not a good father to you, and I am also a bad father to you.

And I hope you can forgive my past mistakes.

Sherly who was reading the letter, she paused for a moment her activity.

Sherly tries to be strong when reading the letter, but no tears Sherly began to drip slowly.

“Daddy”pacap Sherly pilu, he is expressing the sadness and pain that he released through his words.

“Dad, without even apologizing,Sherly has forgiven father”ucap Sherly while staring at a paper he was holding,which is a letter from Roy that was given to Sherly through Mira.

“Because Sherly knows,Sherly can't be angry with you, and the blood that flows from Sherly's body is father's blood,so however treat father to Sherly it will not reduce Sherly's affection to father”ucap Sherly while removing the tears that fall in her eye fertilizers.

After saying that, Sherly tried to stretch out to read the letter.

Although Sherly felt very sad while reading the letter, but it was the letter that father gave her, so she tried to keep reading the contents of the letter

Then Sherly looked back at the letter she was holding, and Sherly read it again.

I also want to apologize to you because I can't apologize directly to you.

At first I wanted to see you in person, but when I asked Mr. Alex for permission, he immediately refused, and did not allow me to meet you in person.

Sherly who read it, she did not continue to read anymore, because she currently looks upset and angry when reading it.

‘What if dad wants to see me, it's not that it doesn't matter'.Sherly thinks he looks upset and angry.

Sherly stands up and asks why Alex would not allow her father to see her.

But after a few steps, Sherly stopped her steps.

‘But I dare to be angry with Lexi?, no!, so Sherly you do not have to act brave ’.batin Sherly who was standing sculpting at that time.

‘Sorry dad, it looks like Sherly can not be angry with Lexi, because Sherly does not dare’.think Sherly who looks to be holding back his anger.

After that, Sherly sat down next to the bed, and Sherly chose to read the letter she had not read all of it.

I can already guess that.

But Sherly, I hope you don't get angry or hate Mr. Alex, because it's not all Mr. Alex's fault, it's purely my fault.

I was wrong to give you up for my company, and I'm so sorry about that.

But Sherly, the one thing you have to remember, you don't have to be angry or ask me why Mr. Alex did it, because I know that Mr. Alex did it for your own good.

I can also see clearly if Mr. Alex loves you very much and loves you, and again Mr. Alex forbids me from seeing you because he thinks that I just want to be close to you because I want to use you.

And when Sherly read that sentence, the emotion that was passionate and she could endure it, seemed to disappear instantly.

Sherly is now beginning to realize that Alex loves her very much, even her father can clearly see Alex's love for her.

Then after a long time Sherly pensively unconsciously, he finally realized the daydream.

After that, Sherly went back to reading the letter.

But I really don't think that way.

Because I really wanted to see you back then, because I wanted to hug and apologize to you in person.

But unfortunately the father's hope is only a wishful thinking, because it seems like the father can not meet directly with, because the father is aware, not everyone has a chance.

Like this father.

Again Sherly stopped her activities, and Sherly raised her voice, as if she was chiming in on her father's words.

“I'm sorry Sherly is also dad, let's just meet Sherly directly, even though Lexi will be angry,Sherly will try to explain everything, and we'll meet in person,but unfortunately it's all just an illusion Sherly”ucap Sherly as if regretting it.

Then Sherly again continued to read the letter.

And one more thing that you remember son, father is very dear to you, maybe father never showed you the affection of father, because at that time I only thought to make Mira happy, Mira,that's all you do because of your guilt towards your biological mother from Mira, so you always feel like you don't deserve to be happy, because all you think about is your happiness

“Yah”ucap Sherly who doesn't know what to say.

Now Sherly knows why her father loved Mira so much, even more than himself, it was all because of her father's guilt in the past.

You're a good boy, I know you've forgiven me even if I don't apologize to you, and that just makes my guilt even bigger.

I hope you don't have bad luck like you did.

Oh yes almost I forgot, I remember you once asked to buy shorts and dolls to dad, but at that time I had not been able to buy them.

But now I've bought it all for you, and I keep it all in your room, or rather in the little closet next to your bed.

Once again I'm sorry maybe it's too late, but just think of it as a form of atonement for your guilt.

Greetings from my father to my beautiful little daughter.

Sherly who had finished reading the letter thoroughly, she immediately cried sobbing.

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