My Clown Boy's

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"sometimes some people just need to be spectators without needing to be involved in it"

***

Being too busy with her struggle against the trauma, Fany almost forgot a thing.

He forgot the verses and badboy-labeled writing that he kept finding around him. I don't know who put it down. There was a way for the grey envelope to be received by Fany every week. Because his condition is getting better every day.

The girl somehow always felt calm after getting the letter.

Sometimes Fany often thinks who is silent come and put the letter in a place that can be expected?

But never mind, at least Fany was sure that person really liked him. And he's grateful for that.

"For the princess!" greet that distinctive sound that is familiar in Fany's ears lately. How not, they are together every morning. And if it's afternoon there will be other volunteers dressed in clowns who very rarely talk to Fany.

I don't know what his name is. Fany never asked and Fany did not question him as long as the man calmed him down. And that's what he felt when he was with the clown that afternoon.

"For Liam!" fany's grin returned the man's greeting. Fany has never seen the face behind the mask. And I don't know why Fany sure his face is pretty cute from the way he talks.

But this time the volunteer who helped Fany grew into two Liam people only worked until noon. While from noon to afternoon there was another clown that Fany had never heard his voice since he started here.

That one clown made Fany calm with his behavior. His movements, as well as somehow he always felt calm nearby and his eyes must have always been sleepy.

Hm already, Fany is now busy thinking about who the badboy guy who always sends him letters.

"Where are you going this morning hm?" ask Liam back.

Fany thought for a moment not knowing where to go. He was tired of going around rehab. Moreover, at nine o'clock there will be routine therapy that must be on the road like a few weeks before.

"You want to get out?"

"Could you already?" ask Fany back.

Liam nodded.

"Doctor Fey said from today you can get out of rehab. But on condition that you return within half an hour. And it can't be too far from the rehab". Obviously Liam and Fany are sure the guy is smiling behind his clown costume.

"Great boy!", Fany's eyes sparkled to hear that remark.

"So where are you going?"

"There's a place I want to go!" fany said still with a smile that did not fade from her tiny lips.

***

Ali looked out the window. This morning he was taking math lessons but his focus was split this late. He is not as usual who will vigorously directly work on the matter once the teacher pointed it out. But lately it's different.

At least after his return from Singapore the man seemed to change both physically and mentally.

But it's not really too messed up. A more precise word is somersault.

Maurina looked back. Corner, where Delano still sleeps as usual. Never once did the boy who owned the foundation not sleep in class. But the teacher had already heard of him. They do not want to disturb the life of the school leader. Maurina who was quite close to the guy alone rarely saw him smile.

But strangely, when Maurina remembered from the girl who came from IPS 1, Maurina seemed to see the other side of Delano full of tenderness. His gaze on the girl was very different from his gaze on the other girl.

But it was good that Maurina just focused on her lesson this time.

At least he can't be involved in the lives of so many people. Because sometimes some people just need to be a spectator without having to be involved in it.

***

Fany smiled in satisfaction as soon as they arrived in front of a lake. At least now the girl feels comfortable when she is here. He slowly got down from the wheelchair then stood up while stretching out his hands.

The wind caressed his face. The air freely entered into the pore pore of his body. It happened in the first five minutes. In the next minute. Fany was already running around the small lake. In the middle of the lake a group of storks stood pecking and then back busy. As if it did not care about the happiness of the person across.

Some flowers also grow around the lake making Fany prefer this place. Very busy with the morning view. Fany forgot that the girl wasn't alone.

Fany also almost forgot if he was wearing a wheelchair to this place. If it wasn't Liam who forced her, the girl would rather run on grass than sit on a boring chair. His legs sometimes sore themselves because rarely moved if sitting on a chair sucks it.

After being satisfied with the joking that somehow Fany finally returned to sit near Liam.

"You likey?"

Enthusiastically Fany nodded. His eyes sparkled as if amazed at this place for some time.

"Where did Liam come from?" suddenly the question popped into Fany's head. And without being able to prevent him from sliding just like that from his tiny lips.

And that made Liam tick. But Fany can't see it because it's covered in her clown costume. Fany was curious because Liam never mentioned where he came from. They've told me a lot of things except this.

Liam breathed. "From a place far enough away from here".

Fany was a bit disappointed because the answer was only that short. And then Liam didn't make any more noise. And Fany had no intention of bothering him.

An approaching footsteps rang out in Fany's ears. The move was a little rushed but orderly. Made Fany look over to the origin of the voice. And upon seeing him Fany was silent for a while to digest the situation. And make sure his eyesight is not wrong.

Fany rubbed his eyes a few times. But that figure still did not disappear from his sight. It means it's real.

In the next few minutes Fany ran towards him. Because his hands were stretched out to receive a hug.

"Papiiiiiii.." as usual the call of the spirit always made him calm. Because of longing and upset has long been in the pendamnya.

Farhan, the middle-aged man also smiled as his daughter excitedly embraced him. Today for the first time they met after more than a month.

Farhan's eyes full of smiles were fixed on the figure of the clown who was still sitting in the place earlier. And strangely the smile suddenly disappeared in replace the face of dislike.

Tbc