My Clown Boy's

45

"Isn't there time to find a way to start a new beginning".

***

Anything that starts well does not end well. Vice versa. So no doubt a young man sitting contemplating in a small suburban house a little far from the crowd was sighing in frustration.

It's been seven weeks since that happened. But until now the person he was thinking about had never appeared an item a second to school. The first semester exam will be held next month. That means there's a chance the girl he thinks has a high chance of not taking the exam this time.

That guy, Adly sighed harshly. Sitting on the weaving that hangs on the banyan tree. Nearby kenya. The four-year-old with his blue eyes faithfully accompanied him with an occasional prickling innocently was about to ask but snuffed.

"Big brother why?" kenya finally opened her voice.

But Adly had no intention of erasing the child's curiosity. The series of continuous events flowed into a long story. Then presents a celebration whose answer can only be guessed by himself. At least, he should be aware.

But somehow until now the jet-black-haired guy has not understood in the slightest. Although a sense of loneliness sometimes comes to approach because almost every day the girl first disturbed his life. It's just kind of weird because this past week he's gone.

Adly should be happy to be free from it. But in fact it's not. There is a sense of anxiety that haunts. Because maybe the girl will come a few weeks later clinging to him again like a chili-cabean girl with childish behavior.

Adly until now has not been able to translate what she really feels.

Sometimes in a day of work just daydreaming.

Not far from them a long black haired girl was watching Adly. Looking for details and trying to deduce for yourself what the guy felt.

"Stupid!!" his his hiss then breezed in.

***

"Of....Fany has come home" asked the girl in question to a guard with a plontos head, who has a firm look.

Patiently the plontos-headed man shook his head. Makes Ima sigh heavily. The plontos chief was actually concerned about him. Because almost every day the girl comes asking the same thing. As if that would really happen. His desire to meet Fany was realized. But actually, no. Not at all.

"Thank you!" ima said sluggishly as she stepped her feet heavily. And just like the days before the head of the plontos looked at that back with a small smile.

After the ima disappeared from sight Ali was seen coming out in a hurry from inside the house. I still saw Ima for a moment.

"Who Sir?" tanya Ali was curious.

"Friends Miss, sir. The one who came yesterday!".

For the sake of hearing that Ali nodded. Then a little smile. At least he's sure. Many hated their sister. There was someone who was really sincere to him. And that is the meaning of the word true friend.

"Sir today I think I came home late. He trained basketball until night. If Mami nanya. Say it yes!" aly's grin on the plontos' head was sinless.

Although useless because the head plontos can see clearly there is a letter hidden behind the smile.

***

If this development had not happened. She and her husband Farhan plan to move Fany overseas to get treatment from an expert doctor.

"What do you like most about your life?" lian asked Fany unintentionally, because she was impressed by the beautiful sunyuman. Because unknowingly it was actually a treatment procedure from what Fey's doctor suggested to Lian.

Fany slowly stopped smiling. In the last two weeks the girl has been pretty quick to control her emotions and fears. This is because of the traumatic treatment he underwent. And the therapy has already begun to show results. Different from the first time the girl returned to this place.

Now those eyes are not staring blankly. But hope has begun to appear a little by little. And that's good news for Lian herself.

Fany's frowning forehead got that sudden question. A shadow appeared in his memory. About her family giving her everything. About friends. And whatever he remembers.

With doubt the girl replied. "Either".

"But to be honest, I like clowns". That faint memory reappeared in his head. The sound of the children's singing was playing, but he could not remember it clearly. Only a clown who gave him candy can remember him now.

"And it feels like there's something strange about him. Which makes me feel comfortable". Honestly, Fany, who was not aware of it made the clown pull the corner of his lips upwards.

"If lo?" ask Fany to follow.

And the clown was silent for a moment. His eyes glare. But soon his expression changed. A sad letter was clearly visible there but again Fany did not realize it.

"Would you like to play?" the clown asked a bit stiff.

And that made Fany immediately nod enthusiastically. He likes his free time like this. Without fear of the problems he faced. He likes it when people start watching him. But honestly he began to ask where the man he had been chasing? There was a void when he realized that the person had not once appeared in front of him.

Yep!fany's point is he, the clown that made it into his heart. But at the same time he didn't expect that person to come. Because he was afraid the same thing would happen again. Because Fany knows there's no hope for her for an Adly. Because Fany knew the guy would only feel happy if he finally gave up like he did now.

But honestly deep down, the girl hoped Adly came up with her usual piercing words. At least Fany can be grateful to still live on the same earth as him. Although he was not sure if he could accept his presence. Or hysterical like last time.

Because not everyone can show a different attitude behind a mask.

Fany is sure today the girl will start. Start and intend to get away from this fear. Although not easy but there will be a way for him who really mean it.

He had to fight as scared as he was. He can't lose. Because if he loses now somehow the people who love him. Doctor Fey said forget for a moment what made you here. But remember that what you are doing now is the way back.

Because at least this time he started it. So this time he had no intention of even retreating because of that fear. He will make peace with her.

Without him noticing an oriental-faced girl was staring at him sharply from behind the hospital pillar. The girl squeezed his shirt. Then he started smiling cynically.

Tbc