My Clown Boy's

32

"Lo must be aware! What is there now, may disappear someday".

***

There are car horns out there many times. Makes Fany who is just curled up on the mattress curious about what is happening outside.

The room was a bit dark because the window had always been closed since that incident. And Farhan and Ratih understood him because they knew clearly the state of his youngest daughter. He couldn't - or rather wouldn't sleep because he was afraid of the nightmare again.

And because of the noise that was happening outside for the first time during the last ten days he decided to open the window curtain that led to the outside.

His brown eyes felt somewhat glare from being in the darkness for too long.

Fany blinked a few times, standing by the window hugging her big panda doll. Because it can make his cold hands feel a little warm.

Fany bows his head and finds a red sports car in front of the house. He knew the owner of the car. One of the people he wanted to avoid. Delano Adyatama, grandson of the foundation owner.

Fany took a few steps back when she saw the guy also looking at her. Who doesn't care about the bodyguards that guard around the house.

Before long Fany saw Ali come out with an upset face, and at that time Delano decided the direction of his view from Fany.

Fany took a few steps back. His body shook again. His haggard eyes shed tears, do not forget his paled face as if blood did not flow there. Her knees were squeezed unable to hold her body weight.

Until he collapsed on the floor, with tears streaming down.

"Hikss. I'm afraid"Remember the incident was repeated, Adly who snapped it and their fight. Fany had actually been used to seeing fights. But when he saw Delano's true nature he also took a hit, really what the people said. Delano is not the kind of guy he often sees. Fany wasn't afraid of the guy, just disappointed. But it was muffled by his fear.

A few minutes later. It was seen that Ratih hastily entered his room.

"You why baby". Tanya Ratih while waking up Fany who was still sitting on the cold tile floor. He took his daughter to a small sofa in the corner of the wall.

Fany grabbed her hair in frustration, when she was sitting on the couch. The breath hunts, the tears don't stop flowing.

There are emotions in there that he wants to get out but can't.

He screamed, roared, and then came back crying. His mother beside him was speechless. For what happened to her daughter.

"You must be strong, son!" he doesn't know what else to do. After that Ratih's eyes were fixed on the open window curtain.

The middle-aged woman approached out of curiosity as to what her daughter had just seen.

She sighed softly as soon as she realized what was making Fany hysterical. Ali had told him in detail why Fany suddenly returned to his hobby.

Fany who was still crying had already let go of her big pandas. His eyes were fixed on the fruit knife located on the nightstand near his sleeping lamp. He walked there when an idea popped into his mind. Steps steady. He must end the fear that continues to afflict him. Tortured him in a desperate cage.

He turned his head for a moment towards his mother who was still staring into the courtyard.

Fany strengthened her heart, not caring for her pandas who were still lying before her. He took the knife and then scratched it into his hand. The place where his pulse is pulsating slowly.

***

The atmosphere of the street that afternoon was not too jammed as usual. Everything went well, especially with a bright situation like now.

But the different things felt by the two teenagers who were still standing in front of the fried seller were still stiff.  Moreover, that cold gaze was directed at them.

Ima glanced at Rini, blaming the girl for her crazy idea. How about it like this. Who is responsible. His soul still looked at him cynically.

While Rini just relaxed, smiled faintly towards Adly as if this was not a serious problem. The roar of vehicles passing by did not change the tense atmosphere created around them.

"Why?" ask the guy, still flat. The scar is still clearly visible around the lips and temples.

Ima and Rini's forehead shriveled faintly. I don't understand that short question.

"Sir papa. Hehehe" Rini replied, clumsy.

Adly turned the bolamata, obviously the guy caught the strangeness of their gestures.

"Go" Cast Adly without frills in front of him.

Makes Ima feel upset herself.

"Lo why is it so ironic to say?Should you say long, use money? Or you get a bill after saying more than three words so say it short" Upset Ima because Adly was still talking as short and very little when they were curious half-dead on the guy who was estimated one of his best friends.

Adly was still unmoved, remained relaxed and unconcerned.

And Ima would bet, if there was a world war now Adly would be reluctant to move.

"It's none of your business"

Mas-mas the fry seller, maybe hearing the voice of Ima who was upset earlier. It was evident now that the fat old man was tilting his head curiously. And Rini explained it smoothly. Until the fried seller was again busy with his activities.

Back to a moment of silence

"Gue left", Adly then set foot without any intention of extending his affairs. He then took the bag of crackles hanging over his motorbike, then returned to walking without looking.

Rini and Ima are left half dead because of the man's indifference. They were astonished, why could Fany go crazy over such a shitty guy.

"Hey!" yelled Ima and Rini together so Adly paused for a moment.

"Lo never cared about Fany, not even a little bit. Don't you like her?" tanya Rini feels sorry for herself with her best friend that one. And he didn't know how he was doing at the time.

Adly swallowed his hard-earned saliva. I don't know what he feels, but the name Fany when in another successful person always makes him stunned. He turned his head, chose to shake his head and left without a care anymore.

Ima and Rini were still standing there. They saw Adly's departure, when he was on the other end calling someone. Then a few moments later appeared a girl in black clothes who may often be seen Ima. The girl took over the bag of crackles in Adly's hand and they walked in tandem deeper and deeper among the houses lined up.

Now it has been proven that what Ima often sees is indeed true. And the girl who was with Adly was only predictable how her position in Adly's heart.

They then chose to leave the place. A place where they know Adly's heart for her best friend.

"Ma.Close to Fany's house! I miss him". The Pinta Rini Ima. This time Ima drove his motorbike at medium speed. And they both know the reason.

Tbc

Tired😕