My Clown Boy's

33

"It feels better if he disappears. Than to hope in a heart that does not see".

***

" Where are you going?"ali asked Delano, who was now driving with pleasure after taking her by force.

"Dissapper!"Cetus Delano who immediately made Ali speechless.

Delano exhaled softly, deflecting his car into the spot where Ali was strung.

"Lo did bring it to this place" asked Ali sarcastically.

"Lo should know Lan, so Fany is sick I'm never here again" Ali twitched her head.

But when the car pulled over, the chocolate-sliced hibiscus also came down.

"Gue needs refreshing bro!" delano replied that made Ali look up, then glanced at his watch which turned out to be almost seven.

"Okay,gue companions. But I have to go home before nine. How's it?" tawar Ali, before they go inside.

"Deal" replied Delano who could see a fondness in the iris of the grey black-tailed man before him.

Then they went into that place. Ali sighed softly, in fact he often came to this place just unwind. Or just looking for entertainment. But now it's different. Although Ali believes something is wrong with his best friend, seen from the strangeness of Delano.

Ali followed Delano's steps, until they entered and were greeted by a room with minimal illumination. It was only dimly lit, and music filled his sense of hearing as he arrived.

Ali looked around, visitors to this bar is still a little. Unlike if ten o'clock at night and above, there will be more people who unwind. Whether it's a hobby or a problem.

A stage was visible not far from where it stood. Place Dj play music, while occasionally swaying or patting his hands.

People are busy, there are those who sway following the music, there are jiga who just sit back on the sofa with maroon colors available.

Delano stepped foot closer to the front of the counter which is equipped with a chair that is quite high but comfortable. The chair can rotate until they can sit casually.

Delano then ordered a drink at the bartender there. As if they were familiar they chatted briefly and joked a few times.

When the cocktail that Delano ordered was already on the long table, Ali sighed again. Especially when Delano took out his cigarette and started smoking it repeatedly.

"Gue, milkshake aja deh bang" Pinta Ali on the bartender who was replied with a frown on the bartender.

"Tumben" as if mocking, Bang Adi, the bartender also would not want to prepare a milkshake belonging to Ali.

Ali chuckled softly, "It's wrong if I repent" he said the reverence that makes Bang Adi smile. The young man was around twenty-five years old and understood.

"There's no harm in you insaf, but it's weird. Usually you are also the most determined" said kang Adi who made Ali snort sebal.

Delano gulped down the wine, which was in his hand in one gulp. Seen his cold face, making Ali back shudder.

"Lo why the hell do fleas jump?" tanya Ali was upset because just now Delano just kept quiet.

"Good"

The short response made Ali roll his lazy eyeball.

"Where are good people who drink this cake. Smoke the same tatoo. There's a lo look like a thug". If someone else said that, he would be lying in the hospital.

Fortunately, this is Ali.

Ali then turned his chair around, so he could look up at the stage. Gulp down his milkshake.

"Fany how are you?" delano's question broke the silence, which made Ali reflexively shake.

"The atmosphere is back"

Delano was silent for a long time until the guy finally made a sound.

"I'm sorry" later.

Ali shook her head, "fine, my usual makeup is changing now. I feel guilty not to watch over him" Ali later said, his eyes staring at the nyalang group of girls who had just entered the bar by passing in front of them.

If Ali usually looks at them while winking then this time he is silent. He also knew that some of the girls were less than seventeen years old. And automatically it violates the rules of this place. The maximum age is seventeen years and above.

"The hobby that I think has disappeared is still not" continued Ali who invited a questionable gaze from Delano to Ali would not want to explain.

"Fany has phonophobia, one of the rare types of specific phobias. But because of something in the past Fany was exposed to that phobia. And I think it's healed but it turns out...." Ali breathed a rough breath.

"This is all because of Adly" there is an emotion when Ali mentioned the name of the cold guy who managed to enter his sister's world.

Delano gave a confused frown.

"What phonophobia is?" the plain question that made Ali growl, because it was upset to have explained at length but it turned out that Delano did not understand.

"Phonophobia comes from two words, fono, which comes from the word phone, which means voice. Phobia is fear. So phonophobia is an excessive fear of loud noises" said Ali at length who was embraced by Delano.

"So because Adly snapped at Fany, so her hobby came back?".

"And you don't want to tell me your problem?" said Ali who again made Delano dumbstruck.

***

"Whose two people are Ad?" ask the girl dressed in black to Adly. They walked in a narrow hallway, and on the side of the road there were many bushes.

"Important" Adly said without interest. And inevitably the girl who was older than four-year-old Adly sighed.

"It's not a threat, is it?" ask the girl slowly.

Adly shook her head in response, and they now arrived in front of a simple house with two floors. The wall color is bright blue, in the front garden there is a swing from a large tire.

Adly stepped foot, followed the girl. When they got to the door, the children ran towards them.

"Sister Adly I'm Kenyan with sister, all this time why did Adly's sister rarely come here again?" the little blue-eyed girl blinked in protest at Adly. He's about four years old. His father was American, and was abandoned by his father when he was a baby. And her mother died, she found Liona - the girl who was with Adly when her mother was dying.

"Busy sister" There was a faint smile appearing on Adly's face.

While his friends were busy searching, by what Adly brought, Kenya just asked this. Adly is obviously still wearing her school uniform but covered in a black jacket.

The children in the house have no parents on average. Either because he was left behind or his parents were dead. Adly bought the house when she was 14 with 17-year-old Liona. Assisted by Liona's father who is a successful businessman.

The house was bought to house street children, educate them and impart knowledge.

Liona also hires a nanny, as well as some volunteers to take care of them if she's not here.

And now there are ten children who live, two of whom have gone to school in Junior High School. It costs Adly and Liona to take care of it.

Adly plays Kenyan hair, which is why the boy looks so much like someone.

But Adly likes it, even though her blue eyes are different from her friends. Kenya has never been inferior. And the children in this place also accept each other no matter what the circumstances.

Kenya then leaves Adly from the living room when Liona appears. And Adly was just being ordinary, like she was.

"How are you doing?" liona asked the poit, her surging hair dangling slowly as she sat on the sofa right in front of Adly.

Adly sighed, "not good" she replied.

Liona frowned, not understanding.

"There's someone watching me" his tone was made as slow as possible. Not taking dangerous risks.

Liona holding her nape suddenly felt sinister as if the person Adly meant was around them.

"And you know the guy".

Adly shook her head slowly.

Liona sighed, matters would be complicated if Adly did not know the person watching her.

"Yes! You don't feel weird about Sarah". Liona's fishing rod that makes Adly scowl dislike.

"Don't be reckless" the boy sighed. Liona knows Sarah, because Adly has brought her here several times.

"I don't mean, do you think Sarah likes you?" shoot Liona to the point that causes Adly to peck a moment ago decided to shake her head.

And all this time he had not thought about it, because there was someone who harassed him. And that guy is Fany.

"No way" elak Adly looked convinced.

Adly was quite open to Liona, because the girl was already considered her brother. And the same thing Liona felt for Adly, because she felt like her figure was similar to her dead sister. Lion.

"Gue went home" said Adly and then came out through the night that began to approach, heading to where his black motorbike was parked next to a fried seller.

It's always like that.

Liona looked at him through the door, until the guy disappeared from her sight.

***

Fany strengthened her heart, not caring for her pandas who were still lying before her. He took the knife and then scratched it into his hand. The place where his pulse is pulsating slowly.

The next minute, a drop of blood made it out through his wrist.

It is better that he ends everything on appeal to be tormented because of those voices.

He sighed, as the pain tormented him. Then he collapsed, right next to the big panda doll.

He only hoped that this would end soon, but he still heard his mother's voice calling him in panic before his consciousness finally disappeared....

Tbc