My Boss My Leaning

Chapter 11: The Doubt

Indi Pov.

Indi went inside the Hospital toilet, and she immediately covered her mouth, sobbing. Indi tried to be strong in front of her son, but she was actually fragile. Indi came out of the toilet, after being satisfied to cry and wash his face that looks damp.

"Hi," called Arya next to the toilet door.

"Arya," Indi was a little surprised to see Arya there, "Evan who is the same?" tanya Indi tried not to meet the view.

"Sama Nina's. Come on, I'll get you some food for Evan" said Arya.

Indi kept trying to shift his eyes. She did not want Arya to see her puffy eyes, because she was crying earlier. Arya herself did not want to ask anything. He waited for Indi himself who would pour out his heart.

After buying a meal at the Hospital cafeteria, Indi and Arya returned to Evan's room.

"Honey, eat first yes, Mama bribe," Indi prepared his food.

"Tante, Nina go home first. Tomorrow Nina is here again" Nina said goodbye.

"Yes Nin, thank you. You carefully go home," Indi sat on Evan's bed.

Indi patiently fed her son, and occasionally stroked softly on Evan's hair. Arya who is still loyal to accompany Indi, seeing the interaction between mother and child. Tucked a little warm feeling, seeing Indi's treatment to Evan.

Evan had fallen asleep after taking the medicine.

"You, aren't Ar home?" ask Indi.

"Excuse the story," Arya manyun because she felt expelled.

"Eh, no ruse, you still have a lot of work," Indi confused how to say.

"I want to get you. We are friends, we have to support each other" Arya approached Indi, who was still sitting in Evan's bed.

Indi gently stroked Evan's bandaged head. Stroked every blister wound, which was on Evan's cheek and hand. His hands were shaking, his eyes were hot. Indi tried to hold back her tears.

"Oh my God, take care of my son, let nothing else happen to him" Indi prayed in his heart. One tear escaped.

"Ndi," Arya rubbed Indi's arm slowly. "If you want to tell a story, I'm ready. We're going temen," Arya spoke softly.

Indi looked at Arya. Indi's sad gaze, made Arya feel a little tightness in her chest. Arya immediately hugged Indi. Indi was shocked and sculpted. Arya patted Indi's back gently, Indi's tears escaped just like that. She cried so much in Arya's arms.

Satisfied with crying, Indi pushed Arya's body slowly. Arya let go of her embrace. Indi looked down, embarrassed to cry in front of Arya, let alone in Arya's arms.

"Do not be ashamed of crying Ndi. Everyone needs a release for his feelings" Arya rubbed Indi's head gently. Indi looked up, and saw Arya's smile.

"Still Ar," Indi instantly averted his gaze, as it was not strong to see Arya's smile. The Indian heart overreacts.

"That's what temen is," Arya walked towards the sofa, and sat there.

Arya felt her heart work faster than usual, but she tried to stay calm.

"You're not home Ar? I'm not alone, '" Indi saw Arya was busy with her phone.

"Hmm, if so I go back to the office first. Dimas just chatted," Arya moved closer to Indi.

"Thank you, and be careful," Indi waved.

It was late afternoon, when Arya decided to return to her office.

"What is Indi, 'what is Ar?" dimas asked when Arya reached his room.

"What's wrong, just blisters quite a lot" Arya said as she stared at her computer screen.

"She, cool girl Ar. You can take care of her son alone" Dimas spoke, but Arya did not listen. He was daydreaming.

"Lo great Ndi. I salute you. You can be so strong in front of Evan. But actually you are weak. Especially if Evan is okay," Arya thought about Indi.

"Ar, heloooww," Dimas waved his hand in front of Arya's face. Arya is still in her world. Dimas finally patted Arya's shoulder, until Arya regained consciousness.

"Eh, why Dim?" ask Arya.

"What dreamy what lo? Think Indi huh?" Dimas raises his eyebrows, bares Arya.

"Whispering lo," Arya threw the ballpoint pen towards Dimas.

"How do you think Dim is?" ask Arya.

"Where's what?" Back to asking.

"It's just a lo nanya, instead" Arya starts to get upset.

"Hahaha, well you're not clear, '" Dimas sat on the sofa, leaning on his body. "If you like it, you're running Ar."

"But, Indi right ..," Arya did not finish her speech.

"Widow? Have a child too?" Dimas knows what Aryan means.

Arya nodded.

"If you want to accept the status of Indi yes, why not," said Dimas gave enlightenment. "Lo also deket same as his son Indi?" ask Dimas.

"Gue was still hesitating Dim," Arya restored her hair back.

"As far as lo Ar, don't take the money," Dimas advised his Boss, as well as his best friend.

Arya pondered on Dimas's words. Dimas leaves Arya worried.

At the hospital, Indi waits for Evan while he finishes his work. Earlier, Indi brought his laptop and work to the Hospital. The clock shows at 21:00. Indi is still awake.

Tok.dok.. Evan's door opened. Evan has been moved to the ward. Arya goes into Evan's room. Indi was still focusing on his laptop, not hearing anyone knocking on the door.

"Malem Ndi," Arya greeted and made Indi scream in shock.

Indi held his chest that was going so fast because of his shock.

"Malem Ar, startled loh," Indi looked towards Arya. "Ngapain malem-malem here Ar?" ask Indi without a stale base.

"Nothing Ndi. I want to see you, "Arya said casually. Indi is not relaxed.

"But it's malem Ar. You're not resting" said Indi, calming his heart, which inexplicably beat faster.

"You ngusir nih," said Arya, sitting next to Indi.

"Yes, I'm not angry, just pity you. Tomorrow you can come here again," said Indi tidied up his work, no intention to finish it.

"I want to nemenin you Ndi," said Arya leaning her body on the sofa where she was sitting.

"This is the person why the hell, 'not very clear from this morning," Indi sat up, looking at Arya.

"Why see me?" Arya caught Indi watching her.

"What's wrong," Indi immediately hurriedly threw away his face, and looked the other way.

"Ndi," call Arya.

"Why?" Indi looked towards Arya again, and this time his eyes were interlocked with Aryan's. Leg.deg.deg.. Indi's heart was beating faster, and it seemed like the sound of his beating could reach Arya's ears.

Arya tried to bring her face closer to Indi's face. Indi just kept quiet, bewitched with Arya's face that turned out to be so handsome. Indi closed his eyes, his mind was out of nowhere. Arya got closer and could feel the hot breath of Indi.

"Well," Evan called Indi.

Indi immediately moved from his position, and hit the table.

"Awww," Indi complained and walked over to Evan's bed.

"Why baby? Is anyone sick?" ask Evan.

"Evan thirsty Mah" Evan asked Indi for a drink. Indi gets him a drink, and helps Evan drink.

Arya closed her eyes, ashamed of what she wanted to do.

"What the fuck was that," Arya cursed herself in the heart.

Indi glanced at Arya and smiled shyly.