My biggest mistake

Feelings

The alexa POV

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"What does emilie mean?" my mind as the last word came out of his mouth before he came home. It's hard to hear the words from the brother of the one I love. Everything felt like a dream as word after word bounced off Emilie's mouth. Somehow my heart and my stance began to waver, wanting to forgive Azka's president but everything I saw almost all hurt. Lord I surrender to you no matter what happens I will live with all my heart.

This afternoon and some days President Azka no longer sent me various kinds of gifts, Like there is less when there is no shipment. I sat in a chair in front of the shophouse and finished a chocolate cake that has always been my favorite meal for a few days.

"Huft dear, when you try to go and atone for all your sins on the only friend you have, you all have to go back and ask me to forgive them."

"does all this deserve Mama? when a sinner like this mama is constantly given laughter even when the hardest" I said to my baby.

a small kick kick started to feel as my hand gently rubbed my stomach. It was so happy to see the baby in my womb responding to all my words. Talking about babies and pregnancy does feel very different, when other people are always accompanied by their husbands at check-up I became a woman who looks sad.Honestly I envy, she said, I also want to feel the pregnancy like a person.

Accompanied when checking up, followed by all nyidam, pampered ah it feels like the luckiest woman. While I even had to lie to the doctor if my husband was working abroad, nyidam was often missed in the hope that my son would not be upset. The thing that makes me most heavy is when I want to be hugged someone, massage my swollen legs, rubbing my back which always feels painful and stiff. I don't know if that makes me so jealous.

Very sad when I feel confused with the president, it seems like this is the hardest karma for me. I bought the same perfume as the president's perfume so I could let go of the deep yearning. I always pray that God will give me happiness even if it is from simple things.

Shortly after I daydreamed, Rara came touching my shoulder.

"What's the matter Ra?" much

"was Miss Emilie here?" ask Rara

"yes"

"did Alexa know about me?" ask Rara

"Bak don't fire Rara, even though I was hired by Miss Emilie to take care of you but I also need a job. I beg you not to throw me out" said Rara while issuing her cute face.

"OK tell me first how you can work with Emilie" I asked

"Heum well I'll be honest with you, actually Miss Emilie was friends with my cousin. I was expelled by my stepmother and I happened to meet Miss Emilie. then he offered me a job to take care of you under the pretext of keeping everything secret about Miss Emilie instead I just reported all my activities and looked after and helped mbak when I needed something. I also agreed after seeing mbak and it turned out to be very good to me I became at home even though I was not paid though"

"I was so sorry to see a mother who was pregnant and working alone to support a mother and a baby who was pregnant. But believe me, I'm still very lucky that my father and Miss Emilie are very attentive to you" said Rara

"My dad?" much

"yes, Mr. Prastio, he loves you very much. Every day he comes here to see you. Your father never left you nor was he always there for you" Rara's words rightly stunned me. Am I crying? of course hearing that made me happy.

"I'm being honest with you, don't cry" Rara said

"Then where's my father Ra? why didn't he see me?" say

"he's always around you" Rara said with a smile

"What's your max?"

Seriate

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