My biggest mistake

Ailsa Pov's

Betrayed by my two best friends what should I do? crying out? disappointed? hate it?

I can no longer feel what. It all hurts and hurts more, I don't know what I'm confused to behave like.

After knowing and hearing the fact that my best friend Alexa is pregnant with my boyfriend and best friend from childhood I have lost my direction without a word at that time. It turns out that all this time my concern is true, since Alexa worked with Azka at that time also Azka rarely has time for me, it turns out the answer is because her heart has turned with a new one.

*heuu Ailsa you are patient yes ordeal from Author will still continue but calm author is ready your soul mate 1000x more gtg than Azka🥺 further.

I came home with a crumpled face, and my mother came straight to me

"Darling, what's wrong with you?" he said with worry. Soon my father also came and came down to me. The tears that I had been holding back from earlier finally fell as well, it felt an unstoppable pain.

"Dear Ailsa what's wrong?" ask my mother who hugged me tight. I was still silent because my crying was still bitter. Then my father spoke in a soft voice

"Who made your son cry like this? try to say the same papa" said papa while hugging me.

I stopped my crying and scooped up as much oxygen as I had run out of air because my nose was blocked with snot. I smiled at the affection and concern of my parents, then I explained what happened to me and Azka. Arrive

bruggg

My mother passed out hearing all the truth I told her.

"Mama mama why ma" said I who began to worry. My father then moved and put the mama in bed. It seems that papa really felt angry and did not accept even he was silent while clenching his hands as I told him everything. Mom soon woke up and cried while hugging me tightly.

"Please, baby, I'm sure you'll get a better replacement than Azka" she said, cupping both cheeks.

"Ailsa is fine ma even though my heart has been broken, the wounds they have inflicted are too deep" I said, holding my mother's hand still on my cheek.

"Ailsa please be with papa and mama if later Azka or Alexa come here to say Ailsa does not exist. Ailsa was not ready to meet them" said I who was no longer able to meet the two friends who had hurt me.

After all the drama and crying I chose to say goodbye to my parents to be alone. I need time to heal this invisible wound. By listening to my favorite song and accompanied by a soothing warm matcha latte, my feelings subsided a little.

I express all the disappointment and hatred in me in a painting that I am currently making. Crying out? of course I'm not a human being who can stand up to all the disappointments and betrayals, my tears either I've warned not to cry but still fall too. I still wish it was a dream, but at that moment I realized that everything was no longer the same.

hyks hyks hix

My crying even more so when the song I played was very representative of him at this time.

"God all this is very painful, I am not strong anymore hyx hyks" I said.

In the afternoon before evening I woke up tired of crying earlier, below the sound of angry papa angry voice. Looks like Azka came here, I peeked out of my bedroom door curtain from the second floor.

It's true that Azka did come there my papa firmly threw him out, I don't know I'm so sorry about my papa. I went back inside and opened my phone which I had taken off earlier. Many of the missed calls were from Azka.

two days passed...

Seriate

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this is where Ailsaa is. Sorry I hung it so much