
"Hehe well of course I'll trouble you a lot. Oh yeah don't call me Alexa Secretary anymore, I'm not a secretary now" Alexa said as she pursed her lips.
"Alright, Alexa" said Secretary Arez
"Well better, oh yeah, by the way, what's the reason you want to help me, don't tell me you love me?" ask Alexa.
"Noo, don't worry I even have people I like and it's not you. You take it easy I think of me as my sister. I'll tell you one thing about the past" Secretary Arez said softly.
"What?" ask Alexa
"So your mama and my mama were best friends, even when your mama was pregnant she often met my mama when I was 4 years old. My mom used to tell me about the kindness that you gave her. Your mama is really beautiful and good somehow the positive aura seems to decrease on you" Secretary Arez paused his words while drinking his coffee.
"it's a shame I never saw my mama" Alexa smiled.
"em sorry I won't continue the story if it makes you sad" Secretary Arez said.
"No no no please" said Alexa while holding the hand of Secretary Arez.
"Well, your mama and my mama were so close that your mama ever spoke to me if the child she was carrying would become my sister, I promised your mama to always take care of the little sister who was still in the womb. I even often stroke your mama's stomach" said Secretary Arez who was met with an Alexa smile.
"When my mama was told that your mama was going to give birth, we rushed to the hospital with my papa. That time when we arrived your mama was still opening 2 even though it had been a long time for your mama to go to the hospital. Your mother asked my mother for whatever happened so that I and my family would take care of you and your father, at that time your mother's speech was right like the one who would say goodbye but my mother said that your mother should think positively when going to give birth."
"Yes, from that moment on I felt my life was guilty to my father because as a result of my birth my mother passed away. Because it's also like you keep your distance from me, since childhood I was cared for by my grandmother. My father rarely even came home to see me but I realized from my grandmother's story when my mother was not due to giving birth to me I did not feel upset because I was treated like that by my father instead I felt lucky because of my father still keeping me meet all my needs.if I can choose maybe I do not want to be born into the world" said Alexa smiling wryly look at her life story.
"I don't think Om prastio is like that, where maybe the birth of his own blood-flesh daughter he hated just because his wife died giving birth to you"
"You know I never even celebrated my birthday with my dad because my mom died on my birthday. Therefore right on the day of my year I was always in the room and locked myself all day to reflect and cry, not because no one was celebrating but because that's when I lost my mom. I felt so guilty that my birthday was the moment I hated the most" Alexa said, shedding tears.
"I'm sorry if my story makes you sad, you've been like a little sister to me not because of my promise to your mama but remember I used to rub your mama's stomach so you've I assume my little sister never cried again huh." secretary Arez said while rubbing Alexa's head.
"Thank you" said Alexa as she embraced Secretary Arez.
"Are you sure you're going?" said Secretary Arez who answered a nod by Alexa.
"alright, let me take you in as a sister who looks after her sister" Secretary Arez said
"Don't the president know you're coming with me" Alexa started to moody again.
"Relax all will be well I promise you, enough all this time I've been keeping you from a distance I'll keep you company from now on. Don't ever hesitate to ask me for help" said Secretary Arez who was asked to nod.
Alexa entered her hotel room, she had booked a flight and was ready. He will visit the mother's grave to say goodbye then he will go home to see the father from a distance after which he will return to the hotel and prepare to be ready to go to the airport.