My Beloved Baby Sitter's

My Beloved Baby Sitter's
Eps. 96



"Mommy... Mommy why mi?" Rayyan hugged Andini's stiffened body.


The boy looked so scared and confused to see the condition of his mother.


The shroud had wrapped around his pale whole body, his hollow eyes now closed forever.


Andini no longer opened her eyes, no longer speaking harshly to drive away the boy who sat down and wept bitterly before him, accompanying the fate of separation by death.


Bi Irah grabbed Rayyan's body, but the boy did not budge.


Still faithfully sitting next to Andini's body.


Although many mourners had started to arrive, it did not make the boy move from his place.


His little heart knew something bad had happened to his mother.


Even this time the boy prayed and hoped to choose to hear the curse from Andini's mouth as usual, rather than seeing the woman was silent as unmoved as now.


Rayyan sobbed and kept saying her mother's name. Making everyone who saw it feel the stifling heartache.


Especially Bi Irah, the woman repeatedly rubbed the tears that flooded her face nonstop.


"Den, don't cry, den Rayyan is patient, mommy den Rayyan is now no longer sick," whispered bi Irah while continuing to rub Rayyan's head.


"But why didn't mommy flutter Bi?" The boy continued to cry and shook Andini's body.


Bi Irah was only able to turn her face away, there was nothing she could say.


'what should I say, God? How can I explain this little boy?' batin Bi Irah's.


Lady Siti and Wahyuni approached trying to comfort Rayyan, but no one was able to explain this to the little boy.


As more mourning guests arrived, and the beautiful many times glanced at the watch that coiled around his arm.


Jason and Wulan, along with two of Herman's men, arrive in a black car.


They rushed in, and the sight that was first caught by their net was little Rayyan who kept crying.


It made Jason's chest so painful, the tears couldn't hold much longer.


Likewise with Wulan, the two people approached and hugged Rayyan's small body.


"Dad... Mommy dad..."


Jason was only able to nod, what could he say?


Seeing Rayyan reminded himself of himself when one by one the closest people left him forever.


"Mommy why dad? Why is mommy?" Rayyan continued to whine in jason's arms, as her eyes looked at her mother who was asleep motionless.


It felt like Wulan could no longer see all those scenes. Her chest is so painful.


The woman covered her face with her hands, wiping away the flowing tears.


Wulan looked at Andini who was already stiff unmoved.


'why did you do this mbak? Look Rayyan mbak, he still loves you even though your attitude has hurt him all along whispered Wulan's heart.


"Mommy why dad? Lay promises not to naughty dad, but mommy smooth wakes up," the boy asks Jason in the chest.


'even the child that you always wasted is still always loving you, if the heart is open just a little for Rayyan'


"Ray, it's daddy..."


"Mommy has gone to God's place, Ray must be sincere, let Ray see now... Mommy doesn't hurt anymore, does she? So let mommy go quietly" Jason gently told his nephew.


"Ray, mommy is dead, Ray has to be sincere, let mommy calm down there," Jason said, hugging Rayyan.


Rayyan now understood, her cries were breaking. Andini was always rude to him. But mother is still mother, her blood will always flow in the child's body.


There is a connecting rope that can never be broken by anything.


"Ray don't be sad, there is still a father, there is a mother and everyone here will always take care of Ray" Jason said in a voice that shook.


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Rayyan's small hand grasped the flower and sprinkled it right on the mound of land that was still red.


Some of the mourners had already gradually left and made the tomb again desolate.


The only ones left are Jason, Wulan and Rayyan. While the others have returned home.


Rayyan gently rubbed the wooden board stuck with the name Andini listed there.


"Ray..," Call Jason.


Rayyan turned her face to look at the 'father'.


Jason stood up and held the little boy's hand together for a slight shift. Now the three of them have faced a headstone right next to the mound of Andini's tomb.


"Ray, it's opa and Oma's tomb" Jason pointed out on a night a little distance from where he was standing.


"The opa? Your oma?" Ask Rayyan. All this time the boy had never known his grandparents from his father or mother.


"Yes, Oma and her parents' opa are Rayyan's father and papa," Jason answered slightly.


Wulan looked at the husband in silence, but the look in her eyes questioned what Jason was going to do right now? Is this going to be the moment Jason tells Rayyan everything? Isn't the boy still grieving.


Jason nodded steadily, as if answering all his wife asked.


"Papa Layyan?" The boy did not understand.


"Yes, it's about time Ray found out, this father isn't Rayyan's real father. Jason's father is your brother, your real papa's brother" Jason explained carefully.


The boy still did not understand. His brain was trying to digest what he had just heard.


"So where's papa Lay?" The question made Jason and Wulan again bitter.


"Papa Ray used to be sick and then died, this is Papa Rayyan's grave. Now that mommy and dad Rayyan are calm next to God, Ray has to be a strong kid in order to make Ray's parents proud there" Jason said.


"So dad.ehhmm..." Rayyan stopped her words.


"Why Ray?" Ask Jason.


"So lay doesn't have papa mama?" The question again made Wulan unable to hear him.


"Rayyan listen, Rayyan has a father and mother. My father and mother were Rayyan's parents. Until whenever it will be like that, we will always love Rayyan forever, so Rayyan do not be sad, Ray must be a strong child, pray mommy and papa Ray there," obviously Jason while stroking back with the affection of Rayyan's head.


As bitter as anything, reality must be revealed. For now Rayyan seems to be able to accept that.


Or maybe his mind has not been able to fully digest it.


But slowly but surely, all the weight on Jason's shoulders felt lighter after this incident.


Andini's departure did not Jason regret, even his little heart felt more relieved.


The burden that was squeezing his body felt to disappear with time.


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