
A man solemnly stared at the three headstones before him.
Occasionally rubbed the headstone that he had sprinkled flowers.
With a black suit and sunglasses perched on his nose covered the teary eyes.
"Mama, papa, Jason Dateng" he said.
"Abang, Jason was very close to Brother" said Jason with a raucous voice.brushed a gravestone that read RAYMOND HARTONO.
The tears behind her sunglasses were no longer able to hold her.
Today is exactly three years from Raymond's departure, the only brother who has been taken back by God.
"Abang, Rayyan is now big, has been smart, handsome like the same Ray, Brother must be proud.Jason always remembers the mandate to take care of Rayyan well. Jason promised to raise Rayyan to be a great man just like Brother"
Her cheeks had been moistened by tears accompanying her own monologue beside her sister's headstone.
Every time the anniversary of the departure of the three loved ones Jason always took the time to come to the funeral.
Without wanting to be accompanied by anyone, even Pak Amat though.
He will spend so long to just let go of longing and shedding feelings.
Raymond's departure was Jason's biggest blow.
Raymond was the only family he owned, who was snatched from him because of the greed of the Andini family.
Every time he remembered that, the wound inside his chest felt gaping again.
Jason's chest was so claustrophobic and rumbling from the pent-up anger for so long.
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**flashback on**
A happy feeling enveloped Raymond because finally Andini would accept his feelings, even his parents agreed and wanted their marriage done immediately.
Jason was the happiest man for Raymond's marriage to Andini.
Finally his beloved sister found her own happiness.
Jason knew the weight of the responsibility Raymond had to shoulder for their father's legacy, plus taking care of himself, as if always putting aside happiness for himself.
After marriage Raymond brought Andini to live together in his parents' house with Jason.
It was actually easy for Raymond to buy a new house that was much larger and luxurious.
But the house has so many memories of its parents that it cannot be replaced.
In the first few months of her married life, it felt fine.
But everything seems to turn 180 degrees when Andini contains their baby.
But for some reason it seems inversely proportional to her, Andini is so frustrated with her pregnancy.
Raymond thinks it may be part of the hormonal changes women are pregnant.
All forms of attention and the best facilities are given to Andini, but as if everything is meaningless in the eyes of Andini.
Andini's eyes and attitude became so cold, but Raymond tried to keep thinking positively of his wife.
Andini was angry and frustrated.
This is outside his plan. He doesn't love Raymond.
The marriage was a compromise.
Always being around Jason was the only reason why he was in his current position.
She was willing to be Raymond's wife, but pregnant with her child????
"I want to abort this baby ma,please" said Andini desperate before his parents.
"You don't fool Andini, the boy will be our ticket to master all the property of the Hartono family, never once thought to abort the child" Bramoro half-cried rising from his seat.
"But I don't want this child" Andini replied riled.
He just wants Jason, even if he has Jason's son.
Jason does not understand Andini's way of thinking, he thinks Andini has forgotten the feeling of love for him by accepting his sister's proposal.
But in fact Andini actually increasingly do not know himself to approach Jason, especially when his brother is outside.
Jason did not expect the attitude of Andini who was already his sister-in-law could be so disgusting.
This was unlike the Andini he had known all this time before.
What is the purpose of Andini marrying Raymond if his attitude actually exceeds the limits.
I want Jason to open this andini ulcer in front of Raymond.
But the affection and not wanting to see her brother hurt made her undo the intention and be patient first known Andini pregnant her niece-to-be.
His brother's happy face seemed to hold him back to tell his wife's rottenness.
Jason evaded more often, and eventually decided to stay in the apartment, despite Raymond's rejection.
Jason's move from home makes Andini even more frustrating.
There's no point in him being in that house. All his stupid plans were messy and futile.
**flashback off**