Mute Girl Heart Enthusiast

128. Eternal And Final Happiness.

Sick cries filled the Bagaskara family residence. Dozens of people in all black clothes gathered inside the house with a sad face.

Three months ago, they all witnessed the pronunciation of the marriage contract of the eldest son of the Bagaskara family and now they are also witnesses to the departure of the wife of the eldest child.

Yes, all of Kavin's business colleagues have all come to mourn, say words of sorrow and impressed words to encourage.

However, let's just be quiet. Sitting cross-legged on the side of the wife who only showed a face loading him while his entire body was wrapped in a shroud.

There was not a single word or a single tear that the man let out, but believe me. Both of the men's eyes were flushed very red.

"How many people? My wife was ganged up on how many docks?"

"I mean Sir?"

"My wife is shewed? Judging from the condition of his body that was filled with bruises. It's obvious he died of murder."

"Lebams? There were no bruises all over her body and she died not of torture, but of suicide."

"A suicide? Are you blind, so you can't see my wife's bruised face?"

"But the results of the medical examination do not state that the victim was persecuted, sir."

Kavin further turned his gaze toward his wife's peaceful face as he recalled his conversation with the doctor a few hours ago.

Indeed, Kavin still did not believe the words of the doctor even though in the report it is true that nothing leads to persecution. But where are the wounds all over his wife?

Thinking of that Kavin felt himself helpless. He had a lot of money, but he could not use it to save his wife. Let alone saving, finding out the cause of his wife's death he just can't.

Though he had asked a famous detective to solve the case, but wherever he reported only rejection was obtained.

"There's nothing strange in this house. So, this is pure suicide,"

Kavin closed his eyes when the police said this morning, ringing in his brain and disturbing his thoughts.

I want it to feel like Kavin is yelling and cursing this country, but whatever the power because it will be useless.

Even if he curses, scolds and curses. His wife would not be able to live anymore, could not accompany him overtime anymore, made more coffee, and even accompanied him to the office again.

Kavin makes friends with loneliness again, his life is drawn back into the darkness. He just got his light, but it didn't last long.

He could not keep the light that was initially dim and from day to day added to light, instead dying in the middle of the road. Three months— household can only run up to three months.

Every third of the night. They always pray that their home will last. After that they will talk a little bit about the future, but now all that is meaningless.

The future they are talking about is already gray and Kavin is trapped in the darkness of his life before he can get to the threshold of that gray color.

Kavin closed his eyes. His sitting position that was cross-legged began to stand his hands began to move hugging his knees and the man drowned his face in the cracks of his right and left thighs.

"I'm useless" muttered Kavin who was ended by sobs and it invited his parents' pair of eyes to look towards his biggest boy.

Rama who had hugged his wife who was crying sobbing, began to move to the side of his son, "Son," Rama whispered in a hoarse voice while embracing his son's trembling shoulders.

"I'm useless. I'm a useless man." Kavin increasingly issued a rapprochement even sobbing he could not bear to not come out.

"Who said Papa's son was useless? You're Papa's best son. Don't blame yourself for your wife's death." Kavin just shook his head hearing the hoarse voice of his Papa trying to make himself to stay firm.

Not only the Papa, but there are already many people who say that and Kavin does not care about all the toxic words.

For her, because she was the wife she loved so much died, "If only I hadn't left, maybe I would still be with Mika right now. Sitting alone in the office with him bribing me." Kavin regretted his departure to Australia.

Those words of regret had already been spoken ten times on Kavin's lips, and perhaps everyone who heard them was beginning to lose their breath. Kavin moves to change his position to be right on the side of Mika's head.

The man immediately stroked his dear pale cheeks that were there engraved a very sweet smile, "Honey, wake up. I have some good news. You know in Australia there, I got a doctor who said he could make you talk. So, get up, please get up for me."

Kavin began to rumble indistinctly. All those who witnessed it could only look pity at the man whose age was said to be still widower, he said, but must be willing to bear the status of a widower because his beloved wife chose to leave her and surrender to the universe.

"Son." Kavin's paying attention to his hearing. The man who had refrained from being sad again continued to fumble like someone who had lost his mind.

Yes, Kavin again lost his mind and reason for his life. Why is God so faithful to play with his happiness.

Is God still not enough to take Mama Kavin until she is so selfish to take back the woman who is loved by the man?

***

Silence enveloped the atmosphere of the public cemetery. Nothing was heard other than the sound of Isak crying Kavin who had not wanted to subside.

Maybe you'll think Kavin is a very weak man, and that's true. She was indeed weak and just tried to pretend to be strong from her cold demeanor before meeting Mika.

Before meeting Mika, Kavin was cold. She never showed her expression, but all that changed after meeting Mika.

Kavin starts to smile when he is with the woman, Kavin can also feel happy when he jokes with her, and Kavin also feels sad when he wants to leave the woman.

Moreover, when he saw all the pretentious people showing off their grief, it looked like a sycophant. Though Kavin knew very well what views they gave Mika.

Once he took Mika to go to a party held by his business colleague named—, Mr. Licard, who is now down with his wife to put flowers right on top of the grave of his wife.

"May he be accepted on the side, Lord." Kavin who heard that only chuckled inwardly, as the person who had spoken like that was clearly seen licking.

'i hope your wife will also follow, ' replied Kavin inwardly with a flat face.

"She's a very nice woman" said Mr. Licard's witty-sounding wife in Kavin's ear.

Because in the past, the woman clearly showed her dislike for Mika, but like a gray cloud that slowly closed the bright bias of sunlight this afternoon, she said, words as if feeling lost were thrown out from within the two-faced woman's mouth.

Kavin wanted to scream and say scram from before me, but it was just a wish. He didn't want to ruin his Papa meeting just because of something like this.

"Why is God so unfair?" muttered Kavin asked the pile of land that was currently in front of him and the words were also thrown together with the appearance of a rumbling sound.

Everyone who saw the change in the weather immediately said goodbye and they would never forget to whisper words of encouragement to Kavin.

"Son, come on" Rama said as he tried to help his son to stand up from his restful seat.

"Why is God not so fair to me?" Kavin did not answer, but instead the man was whining with both eyes that began to blur, because warm water began to gather in his eyes again.

Rama who got an indifferent attitude from his son could only sigh. The middle-aged man chose to hold his wife's fingers that had not stopped dropping his tears.

"Perhaps, Kavin took a long time here early." Rama immediately swung a step to leave the public burial area with his wife, and also one son.

"The strong Vin. I know you're a tough guy" Agler said with a face that showed a sad look.

"Dad, there's still a lot of women out there who want you." Zaly chimed in and Agler who heard that immediately stared intently at the woman as if to warn her.

"We go first" he said and was honest. Kavin did not really heed the words of all of them.

Now the man focused on looking at the pile of wet earth that was before him, "Why is he unfair?" Kavin was still asking the mound with hateful eyes.

"What good was it all this time that I prayed? What's the point of doing worship all this time? What's the point of all that if in the end he doesn't grant my request to turn on my wife again, huh?!" Kavin began to rumble with hands that began to move disturbing the wet soil that was brownish in front of him.

"Do you really exist?" asked Kavin while looking up at the sky up he also threw his wife's grave into the air.

"If you really exist, why don't you grant me my request? I'm both day and night to you, I bow down day and night to you, but what is this? What you're doing is selfish!" Kavin starts to light his god.

The man began to lose his mind.

"You're selfish! You took everything that was precious to me. First you took my mother, and now why did you take my wife. She's the woman I love, she's the woman I want to look after, and you call her there." Kavin shouted to the sky covered in cloudy clouds. He pours out all his frustration.

"That's selfish of his name! Please bring my wife back here. Let me make her happy even longer," Kavin lowered his head and befriended with it a grain of warm water fell from the corner of his eye.

"Give him back to me, give him back to-"

"Hi, why are you yelling like that, mas?" Kavin rounded his eyes when he heard a foreign voice but seemed friendly to his eardrum.

"Why do you blame him for all this, hem?" Kavin turned to his right and left as the foreign voice so melodiously swung into his eardrums.

Until his eyes were locked when he looked up and found the glowing face of his wife who was adding hands to the sky there.

"Mi— Mika," call Kavin with a stuttering tone.

While the woman who floated up there with all-glittering clothes was increasingly smiling even her right hand was waving.

"Well don't leave me, baby. Take me with you." Kavin spoke as he spread one hand up.

While the spirit that was floating was only able to shake his head while continuing to smile.

"Mas, you have to stay there because the road is still long," Kavin could only close his eyes when the melodious voice pierced his eardrum.

"Rise up and move on. Ilove you. I will wait for you in this place of eternal happiness." Along with that a groan of rain water fell from the cloudy clouds that enveloped the sky above.

Kavin who heard that just opened his eyes and the light he had just seen was gone somewhere.

Seeing that Kavin Kavin just riveted an irony smile. His eyes began to come out very hard and immediately fused with the rain that fell, "I love you and always will. Thank you for all the happiness you have given me. I know it's very hard for me to accept, but seeing that you're happy, I'll try to make it happen even if it's painful." Kavin got up from his seat. He turned his body against the grave of his wife.

"As you say. I have to start a new life. So, I'll try to hang in here a bit until my summon time comes. Of course without you."

Kavin stepped with the back he was trying to hold, although it was actually very difficult for him to do because it was honest. Saying that was not as easy as he had said.

But, as he said. He has to try to recapture, continue to live again, even if it will be very difficult for him to do.

Moreover, there is one truth that has not been revealed from the death of his wife.

...THE ENDS...