Mute Girl Heart Enthusiast

126. Breathe out.

Back to the day of the incident.

Kavin was still standing pecking with tears that were getting louder out. Silence enveloped the room space that somehow since when it feels gripping and also dark, although the lights shining very brightly illuminate the corners of the room.

"This must be a dream" Kavin muttered as he closed his eyes and shook his head as if he did not want to believe everything he saw.

Outside the rain fell more and more violently, making the cold burst and slowly gnawing all over Kavin's body which was still standing without making any movement, except for his head.

Kavin opened his eyes again and he still saw the same thing that was, his wife's pale body with dried blood around the stomach, "No— this is all not true. It's a lie. I must be hallucinating. This isn't all true, is it?"

The man began to chatter with his head getting louder to move to his right and left, even his eyes back he closed.

Kavin opened his eyes again and the same thing immediately greeted his senses, "No," Kavin refused as he closed his eyes but a second later he reopened them.

He did it over and over again just to deny what he now sees. However, it was useless because what he saw now was indeed reality.

He tried to resist and screamed, saying no. The woman who was closed with a very peaceful face would not suddenly rise, and give a loving look to him.

Kavin moved to position himself to sit on the side of the bed. His right hand began to move him to pull out a knife that was stuck sharply in the stomach of the wife with a little difficulty, but so on. The blade that was filled with dried blood he managed to pull out and he immediately threw the origin.

There was no blood coming out, because there was no more drop of blood left in his body. Even the woman's body was pale.

"Dear, bang-"

Kavin's words were suddenly restrained as he tried to catch Mika's face which felt very, very cold. Due to the coldness, Kavin again distanced his hand.

"Why are you so cold, are you okay?" kavin asked with tears coming out very loudly, even if equated with the rain that was out there. Kavin's tears flowed faster.

"Darling, wakeup. Look I've come home the way you want, haven't you?" Kavin moves to bring Mika's body into his arms, "I'll hold you, so you feel hang-"

Kavin rounded his eyes perfectly when he did not feel a breath coming out of Mika's mouth, as he was sticking his cheek over Mika's head.

"Mika, wakeful." Kavin started shaking his wife's body, trying to wake the woman who was already lying lifeless.

But let it be. Kavin did not want to conclude something bad even though in his head he had thought of something that was not.

"You don't joke around like this, Mika. Breathe away. Come breathe." With tears and sobs, Kavin continues to shake his wife's body hoping that he can wake her up, which he suspects is joking.

Though it was clear he saw a hole in the belly of his palace that gaping wide. Moreover, the blood had filled the bed even Mika's clothes had changed color to red.

"I'm gonna save you. I will take you to the hospital" Kavin said as he moved to position Mika's body that was weak to sit down.

He moved up from his seat and immediately walked towards the front bed still holding Mika's hands so that the woman's body fell again.

"You can't be like this. We promised to be together always. You promised me you'd always be next to me." Kavin sat on the front bed. He wrapped his wife's hands around her neck, making her head lie on her right shoulder.

Kavin immediately positioned one hand on his wife, and after that. Kavin immediately left with his back, Mika who had not exhaled in the least.

***

Kavin walks in the hallway of the apartment. Though the clock has shown half six, but the residents of the apartment have no signs of getting out of the building itself.

"You must have survived, you must have survived, you must have survived." Kavin continued muttering with flushed eyes giving off endless warm water.

"You're a strong woman, right? You're my strong wife, so hang on. We'll be at the hospital soon." Kavin screeched only to calm himself who was shrouded in fear.

Kavin's not a fool. He knew his wife was dead. It was evident with all his body cold, pale, and moreover he was not breathing.

However, even so he still did not want to believe it, he did not want to believe that his wife was dead. Though only yesterday he chatted via chat, but why this can happen so quickly.

"We'll arrive and you'll be safe." Kavin got into the elevator still holding Mika's body on his back.

***

The sky of the capital city of Jakarta is still shrouded by cloudy clouds that have not stopped lowering the grains of rain and in the swift rain the figure of an adult male walks, he said, carrying the body of a woman on his back.

The cold rain, did not make the man stop for a moment. He walked even though his body was crumbling, and all he did was to bring his wife's lifeless body.

The clock has shown six o'clock less fifteen minutes away and the road that a few hours ago was quiet, has begun to be crowded filled by passing cars.

Not infrequently one car stops just to offer a ride to, Kavin. However, the man chose to pay attention to his sense of hearing as if he did not want to receive any help.

"Hospitals are ahead. Try to breathe back, baby. Breathe out." With eyes that are getting reddened because it had not stopped crying and the rain that fell on this day as if to be sad, or maybe the sky was mocking itself seen trying to oppose God.

"Hospital's been seen, honey."

Bruk!

Kavin fell down when his legs were no longer strong enough to walk and support two bodies. Moreover, the man had not eaten anything since last night, "We're going to be here any minute." Kavin tried to move closer to his wife's body which was thrown slightly forward.

He moved using his hands and dragged his already exhausted body. Meanwhile, several cars were seen pulled over and the drivers of the vehicle immediately came out to a pair of humans who were lying right in front of the hospital.

"We will arrive and all will be well" Kavin could not finish his speech as his consciousness suddenly disappeared along with his right hand reaching for the cold fingers, Mika.

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